爱玛· الفصل 12

الفصل الفصل 12 · 第12章

Mr. Knightley was to dine with them—rather against the inclination of

Mr. Woodhouse, who did not like that any one should share with him in

Isabella’s first day. Emma’s sense of right however had decided it; and

besides the consideration of what was due to each brother, she had

particular pleasure, from the circumstance of the late disagreement

between Mr. Knightley and herself, in procuring him the proper

invitation.

She hoped they might now become friends again. She thought it was time

to make up. Making-up indeed would not do. _She_ certainly had not been

in the wrong, and _he_ would never own that he had. Concession must be

out of the question; but it was time to appear to forget that they had

ever quarrelled; and she hoped it might rather assist the restoration

of friendship, that when he came into the room she had one of the

children with her—the youngest, a nice little girl about eight months

old, who was now making her first visit to Hartfield, and very happy to

be danced about in her aunt’s arms. It did assist; for though he began

with grave looks and short questions, he was soon led on to talk of

them all in the usual way, and to take the child out of her arms with

all the unceremoniousness of perfect amity. Emma felt they were friends

again; and the conviction giving her at first great satisfaction, and

then a little sauciness, she could not help saying, as he was admiring

the baby,

“What a comfort it is, that we think alike about our nephews and

nieces. As to men and women, our opinions are sometimes very different;

but with regard to these children, I observe we never disagree.”

“If you were as much guided by nature in your estimate of men and

women, and as little under the power of fancy and whim in your dealings

with them, as you are where these children are concerned, we might

always think alike.”

“To be sure—our discordancies must always arise from my being in the

wrong.”

“Yes,” said he, smiling—“and reason good. I was sixteen years old when

you were born.”

“A material difference then,” she replied—“and no doubt you were much

my superior in judgment at that period of our lives; but does not the

lapse of one-and-twenty years bring our understandings a good deal

nearer?”

“Yes—a good deal _nearer_.”

“But still, not near enough to give me a chance of being right, if we

think differently.”

“I have still the advantage of you by sixteen years’ experience, and by

not being a pretty young woman and a spoiled child. Come, my dear Emma,

let us be friends, and say no more about it. Tell your aunt, little

Emma, that she ought to set you a better example than to be renewing

old grievances, and that if she were not wrong before, she is now.”

“That’s true,” she cried—“very true. Little Emma, grow up a better

woman than your aunt. Be infinitely cleverer and not half so conceited.

Now, Mr. Knightley, a word or two more, and I have done. As far as good

intentions went, we were _both_ right, and I must say that no effects

on my side of the argument have yet proved wrong. I only want to know

that Mr. Martin is not very, very bitterly disappointed.”

“A man cannot be more so,” was his short, full answer.

“Ah!—Indeed I am very sorry.—Come, shake hands with me.”

This had just taken place and with great cordiality, when John

Knightley made his appearance, and “How d’ye do, George?” and “John,

how are you?” succeeded in the true English style, burying under a

calmness that seemed all but indifference, the real attachment which

would have led either of them, if requisite, to do every thing for the

good of the other.

The evening was quiet and conversable, as Mr. Woodhouse declined cards

entirely for the sake of comfortable talk with his dear Isabella, and

the little party made two natural divisions; on one side he and his

daughter; on the other the two Mr. Knightleys; their subjects totally

distinct, or very rarely mixing—and Emma only occasionally joining in

one or the other.

The brothers talked of their own concerns and pursuits, but principally

of those of the elder, whose temper was by much the most communicative,

and who was always the greater talker. As a magistrate, he had

generally some point of law to consult John about, or, at least, some

curious anecdote to give; and as a farmer, as keeping in hand the

home-farm at Donwell, he had to tell what every field was to bear next

year, and to give all such local information as could not fail of being

interesting to a brother whose home it had equally been the longest

part of his life, and whose attachments were strong. The plan of a

drain, the change of a fence, the felling of a tree, and the

destination of every acre for wheat, turnips, or spring corn, was

entered into with as much equality of interest by John, as his cooler

manners rendered possible; and if his willing brother ever left him any

thing to inquire about, his inquiries even approached a tone of

eagerness.

While they were thus comfortably occupied, Mr. Woodhouse was enjoying a

full flow of happy regrets and fearful affection with his daughter.

“My poor dear Isabella,” said he, fondly taking her hand, and

interrupting, for a few moments, her busy labours for some one of her

five children—“How long it is, how terribly long since you were here!

And how tired you must be after your journey! You must go to bed early,

my dear—and I recommend a little gruel to you before you go.—You and I

will have a nice basin of gruel together. My dear Emma, suppose we all

have a little gruel.”

Emma could not suppose any such thing, knowing as she did, that both

the Mr. Knightleys were as unpersuadable on that article as

herself;—and two basins only were ordered. After a little more

discourse in praise of gruel, with some wondering at its not being

taken every evening by every body, he proceeded to say, with an air of

grave reflection,

“It was an awkward business, my dear, your spending the autumn at South

End instead of coming here. I never had much opinion of the sea air.”

“Mr. Wingfield most strenuously recommended it, sir—or we should not

have gone. He recommended it for all the children, but particularly for

the weakness in little Bella’s throat,—both sea air and bathing.”

“Ah! my dear, but Perry had many doubts about the sea doing her any

good; and as to myself, I have been long perfectly convinced, though

perhaps I never told you so before, that the sea is very rarely of use

to any body. I am sure it almost killed me once.”

“Come, come,” cried Emma, feeling this to be an unsafe subject, “I must

beg you not to talk of the sea. It makes me envious and miserable;—I

who have never seen it! South End is prohibited, if you please. My dear

Isabella, I have not heard you make one inquiry about Mr. Perry yet;

and he never forgets you.”

“Oh! good Mr. Perry—how is he, sir?”

“Why, pretty well; but not quite well. Poor Perry is bilious, and he

has not time to take care of himself—he tells me he has not time to

take care of himself—which is very sad—but he is always wanted all

round the country. I suppose there is not a man in such practice

anywhere. But then there is not so clever a man any where.”

“And Mrs. Perry and the children, how are they? do the children grow? I

have a great regard for Mr. Perry. I hope he will be calling soon. He

will be so pleased to see my little ones.”

“I hope he will be here to-morrow, for I have a question or two to ask

him about myself of some consequence. And, my dear, whenever he comes,

you had better let him look at little Bella’s throat.”

“Oh! my dear sir, her throat is so much better that I have hardly any

uneasiness about it. Either bathing has been of the greatest service to

her, or else it is to be attributed to an excellent embrocation of Mr.

Wingfield’s, which we have been applying at times ever since August.”

“It is not very likely, my dear, that bathing should have been of use

to her—and if I had known you were wanting an embrocation, I would have

spoken to—

“You seem to me to have forgotten Mrs. and Miss Bates,” said Emma, “I

have not heard one inquiry after them.”

“Oh! the good Bateses—I am quite ashamed of myself—but you mention them

in most of your letters. I hope they are quite well. Good old Mrs.

Bates—I will call upon her to-morrow, and take my children.—They are

always so pleased to see my children.—And that excellent Miss

Bates!—such thorough worthy people!—How are they, sir?”

“Why, pretty well, my dear, upon the whole. But poor Mrs. Bates had a

bad cold about a month ago.”

“How sorry I am! But colds were never so prevalent as they have been

this autumn. Mr. Wingfield told me that he has never known them more

general or heavy—except when it has been quite an influenza.”

“That has been a good deal the case, my dear; but not to the degree you

mention. Perry says that colds have been very general, but not so heavy

as he has very often known them in November. Perry does not call it

altogether a sickly season.”

“No, I do not know that Mr. Wingfield considers it _very_ sickly

except—

“Ah! my poor dear child, the truth is, that in London it is always a

sickly season. Nobody is healthy in London, nobody can be. It is a

dreadful thing to have you forced to live there! so far off!—and the

air so bad!”

“No, indeed—_we_ are not at all in a bad air. Our part of London is

very superior to most others!—You must not confound us with London in

general, my dear sir. The neighbourhood of Brunswick Square is very

different from almost all the rest. We are so very airy! I should be

unwilling, I own, to live in any other part of the town;—there is

hardly any other that I could be satisfied to have my children in: but

_we_ are so remarkably airy!—Mr. Wingfield thinks the vicinity of

Brunswick Square decidedly the most favourable as to air.”

“Ah! my dear, it is not like Hartfield. You make the best of it—but

after you have been a week at Hartfield, you are all of you different

creatures; you do not look like the same. Now I cannot say, that I

think you are any of you looking well at present.”

“I am sorry to hear you say so, sir; but I assure you, excepting those

little nervous head-aches and palpitations which I am never entirely

free from anywhere, I am quite well myself; and if the children were

rather pale before they went to bed, it was only because they were a

little more tired than usual, from their journey and the happiness of

coming. I hope you will think better of their looks to-morrow; for I

assure you Mr. Wingfield told me, that he did not believe he had ever

sent us off altogether, in such good case. I trust, at least, that you

do not think Mr. Knightley looking ill,” turning her eyes with

affectionate anxiety towards her husband.

“Middling, my dear; I cannot compliment you. I think Mr. John Knightley

very far from looking well.”

“What is the matter, sir?—Did you speak to me?” cried Mr. John

Knightley, hearing his own name.

“I am sorry to find, my love, that my father does not think you looking

well—but I hope it is only from being a little fatigued. I could have

wished, however, as you know, that you had seen Mr. Wingfield before

you left home.”

“My dear Isabella,”—exclaimed he hastily—“pray do not concern yourself

about my looks. Be satisfied with doctoring and coddling yourself and

the children, and let me look as I chuse.”

“I did not thoroughly understand what you were telling your brother,”

cried Emma, “about your friend Mr. Graham’s intending to have a bailiff

from Scotland, to look after his new estate. What will it answer? Will

not the old prejudice be too strong?”

And she talked in this way so long and successfully that, when forced

to give her attention again to her father and sister, she had nothing

worse to hear than Isabella’s kind inquiry after Jane Fairfax; and Jane

Fairfax, though no great favourite with her in general, she was at that

moment very happy to assist in praising.

“That sweet, amiable Jane Fairfax!” said Mrs. John Knightley.—“It is so

long since I have seen her, except now and then for a moment

accidentally in town! What happiness it must be to her good old

grandmother and excellent aunt, when she comes to visit them! I always

regret excessively on dear Emma’s account that she cannot be more at

Highbury; but now their daughter is married, I suppose Colonel and Mrs.

Campbell will not be able to part with her at all. She would be such a

delightful companion for Emma.”

Mr. Woodhouse agreed to it all, but added,

“Our little friend Harriet Smith, however, is just such another pretty

kind of young person. You will like Harriet. Emma could not have a

better companion than Harriet.”

“I am most happy to hear it—but only Jane Fairfax one knows to be so

very accomplished and superior!—and exactly Emma’s age.”

This topic was discussed very happily, and others succeeded of similar

moment, and passed away with similar harmony; but the evening did not

close without a little return of agitation. The gruel came and supplied

a great deal to be said—much praise and many comments—undoubting

decision of its wholesomeness for every constitution, and pretty severe

Philippics upon the many houses where it was never met with

tolerably;—but, unfortunately, among the failures which the daughter

had to instance, the most recent, and therefore most prominent, was in

her own cook at South End, a young woman hired for the time, who never

had been able to understand what she meant by a basin of nice smooth

gruel, thin, but not too thin. Often as she had wished for and ordered

it, she had never been able to get any thing tolerable. Here was a

dangerous opening.

“Ah!” said Mr. Woodhouse, shaking his head and fixing his eyes on her

with tender concern.—The ejaculation in Emma’s ear expressed, “Ah!

there is no end of the sad consequences of your going to South End. It

does not bear talking of.” And for a little while she hoped he would

not talk of it, and that a silent rumination might suffice to restore

him to the relish of his own smooth gruel. After an interval of some

minutes, however, he began with,

“I shall always be very sorry that you went to the sea this autumn,

instead of coming here.”

“But why should you be sorry, sir?—I assure you, it did the children a

great deal of good.”

“And, moreover, if you must go to the sea, it had better not have been

to South End. South End is an unhealthy place. Perry was surprized to

hear you had fixed upon South End.”

“I know there is such an idea with many people, but indeed it is quite

a mistake, sir.—We all had our health perfectly well there, never found

the least inconvenience from the mud; and Mr. Wingfield says it is

entirely a mistake to suppose the place unhealthy; and I am sure he may

be depended on, for he thoroughly understands the nature of the air,

and his own brother and family have been there repeatedly.”

“You should have gone to Cromer, my dear, if you went anywhere.—Perry

was a week at Cromer once, and he holds it to be the best of all the

sea-bathing places. A fine open sea, he says, and very pure air. And,

by what I understand, you might have had lodgings there quite away from

the sea—a quarter of a mile off—very comfortable. You should have

consulted Perry.”

“But, my dear sir, the difference of the journey;—only consider how

great it would have been.—An hundred miles, perhaps, instead of forty.”

“Ah! my dear, as Perry says, where health is at stake, nothing else

should be considered; and if one is to travel, there is not much to

chuse between forty miles and an hundred.—Better not move at all,

better stay in London altogether than travel forty miles to get into a

worse air. This is just what Perry said. It seemed to him a very

ill-judged measure.”

Emma’s attempts to stop her father had been vain; and when he had

reached such a point as this, she could not wonder at her

brother-in-law’s breaking out.

“Mr. Perry,” said he, in a voice of very strong displeasure, “would do

as well to keep his opinion till it is asked for. Why does he make it

any business of his, to wonder at what I do?—at my taking my family to

one part of the coast or another?—I may be allowed, I hope, the use of

my judgment as well as Mr. Perry.—I want his directions no more than

his drugs.” He paused—and growing cooler in a moment, added, with only

sarcastic dryness, “If Mr. Perry can tell me how to convey a wife and

five children a distance of an hundred and thirty miles with no greater

expense or inconvenience than a distance of forty, I should be as

willing to prefer Cromer to South End as he could himself.”

“True, true,” cried Mr. Knightley, with most ready interposition—“very

true. That’s a consideration indeed.—But John, as to what I was telling

you of my idea of moving the path to Langham, of turning it more to the

right that it may not cut through the home meadows, I cannot conceive

any difficulty. I should not attempt it, if it were to be the means of

inconvenience to the Highbury people, but if you call to mind exactly

the present line of the path.... The only way of proving it, however,

will be to turn to our maps. I shall see you at the Abbey to-morrow

morning I hope, and then we will look them over, and you shall give me

your opinion.”

Mr. Woodhouse was rather agitated by such harsh reflections on his

friend Perry, to whom he had, in fact, though unconsciously, been

attributing many of his own feelings and expressions;—but the soothing

attentions of his daughters gradually removed the present evil, and the

immediate alertness of one brother, and better recollections of the

other, prevented any renewal of it.