الفصل الفصل 70 · BOOK IV CHAPTER XXIII

There we waited, Garry and I, and between us Berna. We heard that heavy

tread come up, up the creaking stairway, stumble a moment, then pause on

the landing. There was something ominous, something pregnant in that

pause. The steps halted, wavered a little, then, inflexible as doom, on

they came towards us. The next instant the door was thrown open, and

Locasto stood in the entrance.

Even in that brief moment I was struck by the change in him. He seemed

to have aged by twenty years. He was gaunt and lank as a starved timber

wolf; his face was hollow almost as a death's head; his hair was long

and matted, and his eyes burned with a strange, unnatural fire. In that

dark, aquiline face the Indian was never more strongly revealed. He

limped, and I noticed his left hand was gloved.

From under his bristling brows he glared at us. As he swayed there he

minded me of an evil beast, a savage creature, a mad, desperate thing.

He reeled in the doorway, and to steady himself put out his gloved hand.

Then with a malignant laugh, the fleering laugh of a fiend, he stepped

into the room.

"So! Seems as if I'd lighted on a pretty nest of love-birds. Ho! ho! my

sweet! You're not satisfied with one lover, you must have two. Well, you

are going to be satisfied with one from now on, and that's Jack

Locasto. I've stood enough from you, you white-faced jade. You've

haunted me, you've put some kind of a spell on me. You've lured me back

to this land, and now I'm going to have you or die! You've played with

me long enough. The jig's up. Stand out from between those two. Stand

out, I say! March out of that door."

She only shrank back the farther.

"You won't come, curse you; you won't come, you milk-faced witch, with

your great eyes that bore holes in me, that turn my heart to fire, that

make me mad. You won't come. Stand back there, you two, and let the girl

come."

We shielded her.

"Ha! that's it--you defy me. You won't let me get her. Well, it'll be

all the worse for her. I'll make her life a hell. I'll beat her. You

won't stand back. You, the dark one--don't I know you; haven't I hated

you more than the devil hates a saint; hated you worse than bitter

poison? These three black years you've balked me, you've kept her from

me. Oh, I've itched to kill you times without number, and I've spared

you. But now it's my call. Stand back there, stand back I say. Your

time's come. Here's where I shoot."

His hand leapt up and I saw it gripped a revolver. He had me covered.

His face was contorted with devilish triumph, and I knew he meant to

kill. At last, at last my time had come. I saw his fingers twitching on

the trigger, I gazed into the hollow horror of that barrel. My heart

turned to ice. I could not breathe. Oh, for a respite, a moment--Ugh!...

he pulled the trigger, and, _at the same instant, Garry sprang at him_!

What had happened? The shot rang in my ears. I was still standing there.

I felt no wound. I felt no pain. Then, as I stared at my enemy, I heard

a heavy fall. Oh, God! there at my feet lay Garry, lay in a huddled,

quivering heap, lay on his face, and in his fair hair I saw a dark stain

start and spread. Then, in a moment, I realised what my brother had

done.

I fell on my knees beside him.

"Garry, Garry!" I moaned. I heard Berna scream, and I saw that Locasto

was coming for me. He was a man no longer. He had killed. He was a

brute, a fury, a devil, mad with the lust of slaughter. With a snarl he

dashed at me. Again I thought he was going to shoot, but no! He raised

the heavy revolver and brought it crashing down on my head. I felt the

blow fall, and with it my strength seemed to shoot out of me. My legs

were paralysed. I could not move. And, as I lay there in a misty daze,

he advanced on Berna.

There she stood at bay, a horror-stricken thing, weak, panting,

desperate. I saw him corner her. His hands were stretched out to clutch

her; a moment more and he would have her in his arms, a moment--ah! With

a suddenness that was like a flash she had raised the heavy reading-lamp

and dashed it in his face.

I heard his shriek of fear; I saw him fall as the thing crashed between

his eyes; I saw the flames spurt and leap. High in the air he rose,

awful in his agony. He was in a shroud of fire; he was in a pool of

flame. He howled like a dog and fell over on the bed.

Then suddenly the oil-soaked bedding caught. The curtains seemed to leap

and change into flame. As he rolled and roared in his agony, the blaze

ran up the walls, and caught the roof. Help, help! the room was afire,

was burning up. Fire! Fire!

Out in the corridor I heard a great running about, shouting of men,

screaming of women. The whole place seemed to be alive, panic-stricken,

frenzied with fear. Everything was in flames now, burning fiercely,

madly, and there was no stopping them. The hotel was burning, and I,

too, must burn. What a horrible end! Oh, if I could only do something!

But I could not move. From the waist down I was like a dead man. Where

was Berna? Pray God she was safe. I could not cry for aid. The room was

reeling round and round. I was faint, dizzy, helpless.

The hotel was ablaze. In the streets below crowds were gathering. People

were running up and down the stairway, fighting to get free, mad with

terror, leaping from the windows. Oh, it was awful, to burn, to burn! I

seemed to be caged in flames that were darting at me savagely,

spitefully. Would nobody save me?

Yes, some one was trying to save me, was dragging my body across the

floor. Consciousness left me, and it seemed for ages I lay in a stupor.

When I opened my eyes again some one was still tugging at me. We were

going down the stairway, and on all sides of us were sheets of flapping

flame. I was wrapped in a blanket. How had it got there? Who was that

dark figure pulling at me so desperately, trying to lift me, staggering

a few paces with me, stumbling blindly on? Brave one, noble one, whoever

you be! Foolhardy one, reckless one, whoever you be! Save yourself while

yet there is time. Leave me to my fate. But, oh, the agony of it to

burn, to burn ...!

* * * * *

Another desperate effort and we are almost at the door. Flames are

darting at us like serpents, leaping kitten-like at our heels. Above us

is a billowy canopy of fire soaring upward with a vast crackling roar.

Fiery splinters shoot around us, while before us is a black pit of

smoke. Smooth walls of fire uprear about us. We are in a cavern of fire,

and in another moment it will engulf us. Oh, my rescuer, a last frenzied

effort! We are almost at the door. Then I am lifted up and we both

tumble out into the street. Not a second too soon, for, like a savage

beast foiled of its prey, a blast of flame shoots after us, and the

doorway is a gulf of blazing wrath.

* * * * *

I am lying in the snow, lying on a blanket, and some one holds my head.

"Berna, is that you?"

She nods. She does not speak. I shudder as I look at her. Her face is

like a great burn, a black mask in which her eyes and teeth gleam

whitely....

"Oh, Berna, Berna, and it was you that dragged me out...!"

* * * * *

My eyes go to the fiery hell in front. As I look the roof crashes in and

we are showered by falling sparks. I see a fireman run back. He is

swathed in flame. Madly he rolls in the snow. The hotel is like a

cascade of flame; it spouts outward like water, beautiful golden water.

In its centre is a wonderful whirlpool. I see the line of a black girder

leap out, and hanging over it a limp, charred shape. A moment it hangs

uncertainly, then plunges downward into the roasting heart of the pit.

And I know it for Locasto.

* * * * *

Oh, Berna, Berna! I can't bear to look at her. Why did she do it? It's

pitiful, pitiful....

The fire is spreading. Right and left it swings and leaps in giant

strides. Sudden flames shoot out, curl over and roll like golden velvet

down the black faces of the buildings. The fire leaps the street. All is

pandemonium now. Mad with fear and excitement, men and women rave and

curse and pray. Water! water! is the cry; but no water comes. Suddenly a

mob of terror-goaded men comes surging down the street. They bring the

long hose line that connects with the pump-station on the river. Hurrah!

now they will soon have the flames under control. Water, water is

coming.

The line is laid and a cry goes up to turn on the water. Hurry there!

But no water comes. What can be the matter? Then the dread whisper goes

round that the man in charge of the pumping-station has neglected his

duty, and the engine fires are cold. A howl of fury and despair goes up

to the lurid heavens. Women wring their hands and moan; men stand by in

a stupor of hopeless agony. And the fire, as if it knew of its victory,

leaps up in a roaring ecstasy of triumph.

There we watched, Berna and I, lying in the snow that melts all around

us in the fierce, scorching glare. Through the lurid rift of smoke I can

see the friendly stars. Against that curtain of blaze, strangely

beautiful in its sinuous strength, I watch the black silhouettes of men

running hither and thither like rats, gutting the houses, looting the

stores, tearing the hearts out of the homes. The fire seems a great

bird, and from its nest of furnace heat it spreads its flapping wings

over the city.

Yes, there is no hope. The gold-born city is doomed. From where I lie

the scene is one long vista of blazing gables, ribs and rafters hugged

by tawny arms of fire. Squat cabins swirling in mad eddies of flame;

hotels, dance-halls, brothels swathed and smothered in flame-rent

blankets of swirling smoke. There is no hope. The fire is a vast

avenger, and before its wrath the iniquity of the tenderloin is swept

away. That flimsy hive of humanity, with its sins and secrets and

sorrows, goes up in smoke and ashes to the silent stars.

The gold-born city is doomed. Yet, as I lay there, it seemed to me like

a judgment, and that from its ruins would arise a new city, clean,

upright, incorruptible. Yes, the gold-camp would find itself. Even as

the gold, must it pass through the furnace to be made clean. And from

the site where in the olden days the men who toiled for the gold were

robbed by every device of human guile, a new city would come to be--a

great city, proud and prosperous, beloved of homing hearts, and blessed

in its purity and peace.

"Beloved," I sighed through a gathering mist of consciousness. I felt

some hot tears falling on my face. I felt a kiss seal my lips. I felt a

breathing in my ear.

"Oh, my dear, my dear!" she said. "I've only brought you sorrow and

pain, but you've brought me love, that love that is a dazzling light,

beside which the sunshine is as darkness."

"Berna!" I raised myself; I put out my arms to clasp her. They clasped

the empty air. Wildly, wildly I looked around. She was gone!

"Berna!" Again I cried, but there was no reply. I was alone, alone. Then

a great weakness came over me....

I never saw her again.

THE LAST

It is finished. I have written here the story of my life, or of that

portion of it which means everything to me, for the rest means nothing.

Now that it is done, I too have done, so I sit me down and wait. For

what am I waiting? A divine miracle perhaps.

Somehow I feel I will see her again, somehow, somewhere. Surely God

would not reveal to us the shining light of the Great Reality only to

plunge us again into outer darkness? Love cannot be in vain. I will not

believe it. Somehow, somewhere!

So in the glow of the great peat fire I sit me down and wait, and the

faith grows in me that she will come to me again; that I will feel the

soft caress of her hand upon my pillow, that I will hear her voice all

tuned to tenderness, that I will see through my tear-blinded eyes her

sweet compassionate face. Somehow, somewhere!

With the aid of my crutch I unlatch one of the long windows and step out

onto the terrace. I peer through the darkness and once more I have a

sense of that land of imperious vastitudes so unfathomably lonely. With

an unspeakable longing in my heart, I try to pierce the shadows that

surround me. From the cavernous dark the snowflakes sting my face, but

the great night seems good to me, and I sink into a garden seat. Oh, I

am tired, tired....

I am waiting, waiting. I close my eyes and wait. I know she will come.

The snow is covering me. White as a statue, I sit and wait.

* * * * *

Ah, Berna, my dear, my dear! I knew you would return; I knew, I knew.

Come to me, little one. I'm tired, so tired. Put your arms around me,

girl; kiss me, kiss me. I'm weak and ill, but now you've come I'll soon

be well again. You won't leave me any more; will you, honey? Oh, it's

good to have you once again! It seems like a dream. Kiss me once more,

sweetheart. It's all so cold and dark. Put your arms around me....

Oh, Berna, Berna, light of my life, I knew all would come right at

last--beyond the mists, beyond the dreaming; at last, dear love, at

last!...