Chapter Chapter 13 · ANOTHER VIEW OF HESTER
. ANOTHER VIEW OF HESTER
In her late singular interview with Mr. Dimmesdale, Hester Prynne was
shocked at the condition to which she found the clergyman reduced. His
nerve seemed absolutely destroyed. His moral force was abased into more
than childish weakness. It grovelled helpless on the ground, even while
his intellectual faculties retained their pristine strength, or had
perhaps acquired a morbid energy, which disease only could have given
them. With her knowledge of a train of circumstances hidden from all
others, she could readily infer that, besides the legitimate action of
his own conscience, a terrible machinery had been brought to bear, and
was still operating, on Mr. Dimmesdale’s well-being and repose. Knowing
what this poor fallen man had once been, her whole soul was moved by
the shuddering terror with which he had appealed to her—the outcast
woman—for support against his instinctively discovered enemy. She
decided, moreover, that he had a right to her utmost aid. Little
accustomed, in her long seclusion from society, to measure her ideas of
right and wrong by any standard external to herself, Hester saw—or
seemed to see—that there lay a responsibility upon her in reference to
the clergyman, which she owned to no other, nor to the whole world
besides. The links that united her to the rest of humankind—links of
flowers, or silk, or gold, or whatever the material—had all been
broken. Here was the iron link of mutual crime, which neither he nor
she could break. Like all other ties, it brought along with it its
obligations.
Hester Prynne did not now occupy precisely the same position in which
we beheld her during the earlier periods of her ignominy. Years had
come and gone. Pearl was now seven years old. Her mother, with the
scarlet letter on her breast, glittering in its fantastic embroidery,
had long been a familiar object to the townspeople. As is apt to be the
case when a person stands out in any prominence before the community,
and, at the same time, interferes neither with public nor individual
interests and convenience, a species of general regard had ultimately
grown up in reference to Hester Prynne. It is to the credit of human
nature that, except where its selfishness is brought into play, it
loves more readily than it hates. Hatred, by a gradual and quiet
process, will even be transformed to love, unless the change be impeded
by a continually new irritation of the original feeling of hostility.
In this matter of Hester Prynne there was neither irritation nor
irksomeness. She never battled with the public, but submitted
uncomplainingly to its worst usage; she made no claim upon it in
requital for what she suffered; she did not weigh upon its sympathies.
Then, also, the blameless purity of her life during all these years in
which she had been set apart to infamy was reckoned largely in her
favour. With nothing now to lose, in the sight of mankind, and with no
hope, and seemingly no wish, of gaining anything, it could only be a
genuine regard for virtue that had brought back the poor wanderer to
its paths.
It was perceived, too, that while Hester never put forward even the
humblest title to share in the world’s privileges—further than to
breathe the common air and earn daily bread for little Pearl and
herself by the faithful labour of her hands—she was quick to
acknowledge her sisterhood with the race of man whenever benefits were
to be conferred. None so ready as she to give of her little substance
to every demand of poverty, even though the bitter-hearted pauper threw
back a gibe in requital of the food brought regularly to his door, or
the garments wrought for him by the fingers that could have embroidered
a monarch’s robe. None so self-devoted as Hester when pestilence
stalked through the town. In all seasons of calamity, indeed, whether
general or of individuals, the outcast of society at once found her
place. She came, not as a guest, but as a rightful inmate, into the
household that was darkened by trouble, as if its gloomy twilight were
a medium in which she was entitled to hold intercourse with her
fellow-creature. There glimmered the embroidered letter, with comfort
in its unearthly ray. Elsewhere the token of sin, it was the taper of
the sick chamber. It had even thrown its gleam, in the sufferer’s hard
extremity, across the verge of time. It had shown him where to set his
foot, while the light of earth was fast becoming dim, and ere the light
of futurity could reach him. In such emergencies Hester’s nature showed
itself warm and rich—a well-spring of human tenderness, unfailing to
every real demand, and inexhaustible by the largest. Her breast, with
its badge of shame, was but the softer pillow for the head that needed
one. She was self-ordained a Sister of Mercy, or, we may rather say,
the world’s heavy hand had so ordained her, when neither the world nor
she looked forward to this result. The letter was the symbol of her
calling. Such helpfulness was found in her—so much power to do, and
power to sympathise—that many people refused to interpret the scarlet A
by its original signification. They said that it meant Able, so strong
was Hester Prynne, with a woman’s strength.
It was only the darkened house that could contain her. When sunshine
came again, she was not there. Her shadow had faded across the
threshold. The helpful inmate had departed, without one backward glance
to gather up the meed of gratitude, if any were in the hearts of those
whom she had served so zealously. Meeting them in the street, she never
raised her head to receive their greeting. If they were resolute to
accost her, she laid her finger on the scarlet letter, and passed on.
This might be pride, but was so like humility, that it produced all the
softening influence of the latter quality on the public mind. The
public is despotic in its temper; it is capable of denying common
justice when too strenuously demanded as a right; but quite as
frequently it awards more than justice, when the appeal is made, as
despots love to have it made, entirely to its generosity. Interpreting
Hester Prynne’s deportment as an appeal of this nature, society was
inclined to show its former victim a more benign countenance than she
cared to be favoured with, or, perchance, than she deserved.
The rulers, and the wise and learned men of the community, were longer
in acknowledging the influence of Hester’s good qualities than the
people. The prejudices which they shared in common with the latter were
fortified in themselves by an iron frame-work of reasoning, that made
it a far tougher labour to expel them. Day by day, nevertheless, their
sour and rigid wrinkles were relaxing into something which, in the due
course of years, might grow to be an expression of almost benevolence.
Thus it was with the men of rank, on whom their eminent position
imposed the guardianship of the public morals. Individuals in private
life, meanwhile, had quite forgiven Hester Prynne for her frailty; nay,
more, they had begun to look upon the scarlet letter as the token, not
of that one sin for which she had borne so long and dreary a penance,
but of her many good deeds since. “Do you see that woman with the
embroidered badge?” they would say to strangers. “It is our Hester—the
town’s own Hester—who is so kind to the poor, so helpful to the sick,
so comfortable to the afflicted!” Then, it is true, the propensity of
human nature to tell the very worst of itself, when embodied in the
person of another, would constrain them to whisper the black scandal of
bygone years. It was none the less a fact, however, that in the eyes of
the very men who spoke thus, the scarlet letter had the effect of the
cross on a nun’s bosom. It imparted to the wearer a kind of sacredness,
which enabled her to walk securely amid all peril. Had she fallen among
thieves, it would have kept her safe. It was reported, and believed by
many, that an Indian had drawn his arrow against the badge, and that
the missile struck it, and fell harmless to the ground.
The effect of the symbol—or rather, of the position in respect to
society that was indicated by it—on the mind of Hester Prynne herself
was powerful and peculiar. All the light and graceful foliage of her
character had been withered up by this red-hot brand, and had long ago
fallen away, leaving a bare and harsh outline, which might have been
repulsive had she possessed friends or companions to be repelled by it.
Even the attractiveness of her person had undergone a similar change.
It might be partly owing to the studied austerity of her dress, and
partly to the lack of demonstration in her manners. It was a sad
transformation, too, that her rich and luxuriant hair had either been
cut off, or was so completely hidden by a cap, that not a shining lock
of it ever once gushed into the sunshine. It was due in part to all
these causes, but still more to something else, that there seemed to be
no longer anything in Hester’s face for Love to dwell upon; nothing in
Hester’s form, though majestic and statue-like, that Passion would ever
dream of clasping in its embrace; nothing in Hester’s bosom to make it
ever again the pillow of Affection. Some attribute had departed from
her, the permanence of which had been essential to keep her a woman.
Such is frequently the fate, and such the stern development, of the
feminine character and person, when the woman has encountered, and
lived through, an experience of peculiar severity. If she be all
tenderness, she will die. If she survive, the tenderness will either be
crushed out of her, or—and the outward semblance is the same—crushed so
deeply into her heart that it can never show itself more. The latter is
perhaps the truest theory. She who has once been a woman, and ceased to
be so, might at any moment become a woman again, if there were only the
magic touch to effect the transformation. We shall see whether Hester
Prynne were ever afterwards so touched and so transfigured.
Much of the marble coldness of Hester’s impression was to be attributed
to the circumstance that her life had turned, in a great measure, from
passion and feeling to thought. Standing alone in the world—alone, as
to any dependence on society, and with little Pearl to be guided and
protected—alone, and hopeless of retrieving her position, even had she
not scorned to consider it desirable—she cast away the fragment of a
broken chain. The world’s law was no law for her mind. It was an age in
which the human intellect, newly emancipated, had taken a more active
and a wider range than for many centuries before. Men of the sword had
overthrown nobles and kings. Men bolder than these had overthrown and
rearranged—not actually, but within the sphere of theory, which was
their most real abode—the whole system of ancient prejudice, wherewith
was linked much of ancient principle. Hester Prynne imbibed this
spirit. She assumed a freedom of speculation, then common enough on the
other side of the Atlantic, but which our forefathers, had they known
it, would have held to be a deadlier crime than that stigmatised by the
scarlet letter. In her lonesome cottage, by the sea-shore, thoughts
visited her such as dared to enter no other dwelling in New England;
shadowy guests, that would have been as perilous as demons to their
entertainer, could they have been seen so much as knocking at her door.
It is remarkable that persons who speculate the most boldly often
conform with the most perfect quietude to the external regulations of
society. The thought suffices them, without investing itself in the
flesh and blood of action. So it seemed to be with Hester. Yet, had
little Pearl never come to her from the spiritual world, it might have
been far otherwise. Then she might have come down to us in history,
hand in hand with Ann Hutchinson, as the foundress of a religious sect.
She might, in one of her phases, have been a prophetess. She might, and
not improbably would, have suffered death from the stern tribunals of
the period, for attempting to undermine the foundations of the Puritan
establishment. But, in the education of her child, the mother’s
enthusiasm of thought had something to wreak itself upon. Providence,
in the person of this little girl, had assigned to Hester’s charge, the
germ and blossom of womanhood, to be cherished and developed amid a
host of difficulties. Everything was against her. The world was
hostile. The child’s own nature had something wrong in it which
continually betokened that she had been born amiss—the effluence of her
mother’s lawless passion—and often impelled Hester to ask, in
bitterness of heart, whether it were for ill or good that the poor
little creature had been born at all.
Indeed, the same dark question often rose into her mind with reference
to the whole race of womanhood. Was existence worth accepting even to
the happiest among them? As concerned her own individual existence, she
had long ago decided in the negative, and dismissed the point as
settled. A tendency to speculation, though it may keep women quiet, as
it does man, yet makes her sad. She discerns, it may be, such a
hopeless task before her. As a first step, the whole system of society
is to be torn down and built up anew. Then the very nature of the
opposite sex, or its long hereditary habit, which has become like
nature, is to be essentially modified before woman can be allowed to
assume what seems a fair and suitable position. Finally, all other
difficulties being obviated, woman cannot take advantage of these
preliminary reforms until she herself shall have undergone a still
mightier change, in which, perhaps, the ethereal essence, wherein she
has her truest life, will be found to have evaporated. A woman never
overcomes these problems by any exercise of thought. They are not to be
solved, or only in one way. If her heart chance to come uppermost, they
vanish. Thus Hester Prynne, whose heart had lost its regular and
healthy throb, wandered without a clue in the dark labyrinth of mind;
now turned aside by an insurmountable precipice; now starting back from
a deep chasm. There was wild and ghastly scenery all around her, and a
home and comfort nowhere. At times a fearful doubt strove to possess
her soul, whether it were not better to send Pearl at once to Heaven,
and go herself to such futurity as Eternal Justice should provide.
The scarlet letter had not done its office. Now, however, her interview
with the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale, on the night of his vigil, had given
her a new theme of reflection, and held up to her an object that
appeared worthy of any exertion and sacrifice for its attainment. She
had witnessed the intense misery beneath which the minister struggled,
or, to speak more accurately, had ceased to struggle. She saw that he
stood on the verge of lunacy, if he had not already stepped across it.
It was impossible to doubt that, whatever painful efficacy there might
be in the secret sting of remorse, a deadlier venom had been infused
into it by the hand that proffered relief. A secret enemy had been
continually by his side, under the semblance of a friend and helper,
and had availed himself of the opportunities thus afforded for
tampering with the delicate springs of Mr. Dimmesdale’s nature. Hester
could not but ask herself whether there had not originally been a
defect of truth, courage, and loyalty on her own part, in allowing the
minister to be thrown into a position where so much evil was to be
foreboded and nothing auspicious to be hoped. Her only justification
lay in the fact that she had been able to discern no method of rescuing
him from a blacker ruin than had overwhelmed herself except by
acquiescing in Roger Chillingworth’s scheme of disguise. Under that
impulse she had made her choice, and had chosen, as it now appeared,
the more wretched alternative of the two. She determined to redeem her
error so far as it might yet be possible. Strengthened by years of hard
and solemn trial, she felt herself no longer so inadequate to cope with
Roger Chillingworth as on that night, abased by sin and half-maddened
by the ignominy that was still new, when they had talked together in
the prison-chamber. She had climbed her way since then to a higher
point. The old man, on the other hand, had brought himself nearer to
her level, or, perhaps, below it, by the revenge which he had stooped
for.
In fine, Hester Prynne resolved to meet her former husband, and do what
might be in her power for the rescue of the victim on whom he had so
evidently set his gripe. The occasion was not long to seek. One
afternoon, walking with Pearl in a retired part of the peninsula, she
beheld the old physician with a basket on one arm and a staff in the
other hand, stooping along the ground in quest of roots and herbs to
concoct his medicine withal.
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