Kabanata Kabanata 164 · 第164章

From the day his wife arrived in Moscow Pierre had been intending to go

away somewhere, so as not to be near her. Soon after the Rostóvs came

to Moscow the effect Natásha had on him made him hasten to carry out

his intention. He went to Tver to see Joseph Alexéevich’s widow, who

had long since promised to hand over to him some papers of her deceased

husband’s.

When he returned to Moscow Pierre was handed a letter from Márya

Dmítrievna asking him to come and see her on a matter of great

importance relating to Andrew Bolkónski and his betrothed. Pierre had

been avoiding Natásha because it seemed to him that his feeling for her

was stronger than a married man’s should be for his friend’s fiancée.

Yet some fate constantly threw them together.

“What can have happened? And what can they want with me?” thought he

as he dressed to go to Márya Dmítrievna’s. “If only Prince Andrew would

hurry up and come and marry her!” thought he on his way to the house.

On the Tverskóy Boulevard a familiar voice called to him.

“Pierre! Been back long?” someone shouted. Pierre raised his head. In

a sleigh drawn by two gray trotting-horses that were bespattering the

dashboard with snow, Anatole and his constant companion Makárin dashed

past. Anatole was sitting upright in the classic pose of military

dandies, the lower part of his face hidden by his beaver collar and his

head slightly bent. His face was fresh and rosy, his white-plumed hat,

tilted to one side, disclosed his curled and pomaded hair besprinkled

with powdery snow.

“Yes, indeed, that’s a true sage,” thought Pierre. “He sees nothing

beyond the pleasure of the moment, nothing troubles him and so he is

always cheerful, satisfied, and serene. What wouldn’t I give to be like

him!” he thought enviously.

In Márya Dmítrievna’s anteroom the footman who helped him off with his

fur coat said that the mistress asked him to come to her bedroom.

When he opened the ballroom door Pierre saw Natásha sitting at the

window, with a thin, pale, and spiteful face. She glanced round at him,

frowned, and left the room with an expression of cold dignity.

“What has happened?” asked Pierre, entering Márya Dmítrievna’s room.

“Fine doings!” answered Dmítrievna. “For fifty-eight years have I lived

in this world and never known anything so disgraceful!”

And having put him on his honor not to repeat anything she told him,

Márya Dmítrievna informed him that Natásha had refused Prince Andrew

without her parents’ knowledge and that the cause of this was Anatole

Kurágin into whose society Pierre’s wife had thrown her and with whom

Natásha had tried to elope during her father’s absence, in order to be

married secretly.

Pierre raised his shoulders and listened open-mouthed to what was told

him, scarcely able to believe his own ears. That Prince Andrew’s

deeply loved affianced wife—the same Natásha Rostóva who used to be so

charming—should give up Bolkónski for that fool Anatole who was already

secretly married (as Pierre knew), and should be so in love with him as

to agree to run away with him, was something Pierre could not conceive

and could not imagine.

He could not reconcile the charming impression he had of Natásha, whom

he had known from a child, with this new conception of her baseness,

folly, and cruelty. He thought of his wife. “They are all alike!” he

said to himself, reflecting that he was not the only man unfortunate

enough to be tied to a bad woman. But still he pitied Prince Andrew to

the point of tears and sympathized with his wounded pride, and the more

he pitied his friend the more did he think with contempt and even with

disgust of that Natásha who had just passed him in the ballroom with

such a look of cold dignity. He did not know that Natásha’s soul was

overflowing with despair, shame, and humiliation, and that it was not

her fault that her face happened to assume an expression of calm dignity

and severity.

“But how get married?” said Pierre, in answer to Márya Dmítrievna. “He

could not marry—he is married!”

“Things get worse from hour to hour!” ejaculated Márya Dmítrievna. “A

nice youth! What a scoundrel! And she’s expecting him—expecting him

since yesterday. She must be told! Then at least she won’t go on

expecting him.”

After hearing the details of Anatole’s marriage from Pierre, and giving

vent to her anger against Anatole in words of abuse, Márya Dmítrievna

told Pierre why she had sent for him. She was afraid that the count or

Bolkónski, who might arrive at any moment, if they knew of this affair

(which she hoped to hide from them) might challenge Anatole to a duel,

and she therefore asked Pierre to tell his brother-in-law in her name to

leave Moscow and not dare to let her set eyes on him again. Pierre—only

now realizing the danger to the old count, Nicholas, and Prince

Andrew—promised to do as she wished. Having briefly and exactly

explained her wishes to him, she let him go to the drawing room.

“Mind, the count knows nothing. Behave as if you know nothing either,”

she said. “And I will go and tell her it is no use expecting him! And

stay to dinner if you care to!” she called after Pierre.

Pierre met the old count, who seemed nervous and upset. That morning

Natásha had told him that she had rejected Bolkónski.

“Troubles, troubles, my dear fellow!” he said to Pierre. “What troubles

one has with these girls without their mother! I do so regret having

come here.... I will be frank with you. Have you heard she has broken

off her engagement without consulting anybody? It’s true this engagement

never was much to my liking. Of course he is an excellent man, but

still, with his father’s disapproval they wouldn’t have been happy, and

Natásha won’t lack suitors. Still, it has been going on so long, and

to take such a step without father’s or mother’s consent! And now she’s

ill, and God knows what! It’s hard, Count, hard to manage daughters in

their mother’s absence....”

Pierre saw that the count was much upset and tried to change the

subject, but the count returned to his troubles.

Sónya entered the room with an agitated face.

“Natásha is not quite well; she’s in her room and would like to see you.

Márya Dmítrievna is with her and she too asks you to come.”

“Yes, you are a great friend of Bolkónski’s, no doubt she wants to send

him a message,” said the count. “Oh dear! Oh dear! How happy it all

was!”

And clutching the spare gray locks on his temples the count left the

room.

When Márya Dmítrievna told Natásha that Anatole was married, Natásha

did not wish to believe it and insisted on having it confirmed by Pierre

himself. Sónya told Pierre this as she led him along the corridor to

Natásha’s room.

Natásha, pale and stern, was sitting beside Márya Dmítrievna, and her

eyes, glittering feverishly, met Pierre with a questioning look the

moment he entered. She did not smile or nod, but only gazed fixedly at

him, and her look asked only one thing: was he a friend, or like the

others an enemy in regard to Anatole? As for Pierre, he evidently did

not exist for her.

“He knows all about it,” said Márya Dmítrievna pointing to Pierre and

addressing Natásha. “Let him tell you whether I have told the truth.”

Natásha looked from one to the other as a hunted and wounded animal

looks at the approaching dogs and sportsmen.

“Natálya Ilyníchna,” Pierre began, dropping his eyes with a feeling of

pity for her and loathing for the thing he had to do, “whether it is

true or not should make no difference to you, because...”

“Then it is not true that he’s married!”

“Yes, it is true.”

“Has he been married long?” she asked. “On your honor?...”

Pierre gave his word of honor.

“Is he still here?” she asked, quickly.

“Yes, I have just seen him.”

She was evidently unable to speak and made a sign with her hands that

they should leave her alone.