Kabanata Kabanata 5 · 第5章

Four days after the wedding, the berlin in which they were to travel to

Marseilles arrived. After the anguish of that first night, Jeanne soon

became accustomed to Julien's kisses and affectionate caresses, though

their more intimate relations still revolted her. When they went away

she had quite regained her gayety of heart, and the baroness was the

only one who showed any emotion at the parting. Just as the carriage was

going off, she put a heavy purse in her daughter's hand.

"That is for any little thing you may want to buy," she said.

Jeanne dropped it into her pocket and the carriage started.

"How much did your mother give you in that purse?" asked Julien in the

evening.

Jeanne had forgotten all about it, so she turned it out on her knees,

and found there were two thousand francs in gold.

"What a lot of things I shall be able to buy!" she cried, clapping her

hands.

At the end of a week they arrived at Marseilles, where the heat was

terrible, and the next day they embarked on the _Roi Louis_, the little

packet-boat which calls at Ajaccio on its way to Naples, and started for

Corsica. It seemed to Jeanne as if she were in a trance which yet left

her the full possession of all her senses, and she could hardly believe

she was really going to Corsica, the birthplace of Napoleon, with its

wild undergrowth, its bandits, and its mountains. She and her husband

stood side by side on the deck of the boat watching the cliffs of

Provence fly past. Overhead was a bright blue sky, and the waves seemed

to be getting thicker and firmer under the burning heat of the sun.

"Do you remember when we went to Etretat in old Lastique's boat?" asked

Jeanne; and, instead of answering her, Julien dropped a kiss right on

her ear.

The steamer's paddles churned up the sea, and behind the boat, as far as

the eye could reach, lay a long foaming track where the troubled waves

frothed like champagne. All at once an immense dolphin leapt out of the

water a few fathoms ahead, and then dived in again head foremost. It

startled Jeanne, and she threw herself in Julien's arms with a little

cry of fear; then she laughed at her terror, and watched for the

reappearance of the enormous fish. In a few seconds up it came again,

like a huge mechanical toy; then it dived again, and again disappeared;

then came two more, then three, then six, which gamboled round the boat,

and seemed to be escorting their large wooden brother with the iron

fins. Sometimes they were on the left of the boat, sometimes on the

right, and, one following the other in a kind of game, they would leap

into the air, describe a curve, and replunge into the sea one after the

other. Jeanne clapped her hands, delighted at each reappearance of the

big, pliant fish, and felt a childish enjoyment in watching them.

Suddenly they disappeared, rose to the surface a long way out to sea,

then disappeared for good, and Jeanne felt quite sorry when they went

away.

The calm, mild, radiant evening drew on; there was not a breath of air

to cause the smallest ripple on the sea; the sun was slowly sinking

towards that part of the horizon beyond which lay the land of burning

heat, Africa, whose glow could almost be felt across the ocean; then,

when the sun had quite disappeared, a cool breath of wind, so faint that

it could not be called a breeze, came over the sea. There were all the

horrible smells of a packet-boat in their cabin, so Jeanne and Julien

wrapped themselves in their cloaks and lay down side by side on deck.

Julien went to sleep directly, but Jeanne lay looking up at the host of

stars which sparkled with so bright and clear a light in this soft

Southern sky; then the monotonous noise of the engines made her drowsy,

and at last she fell asleep. In the morning she was awakened by the

voices of the sailors cleaning the boat, and she aroused her husband and

got up. The sea was still all around them, but straight ahead something

gray could be faintly seen in the dawn; it looked like a bank of

strange-shaped clouds, pointed and jagged, lying on the waves. This

vague outline gradually became more distinct, until, standing out

against the brightening sky, a long line of mountain-peaks could be

seen. It was Corsica, hidden behind a light veil of mist.

The sun rose, throwing black shadows around and below every prominence,

and each peak had a crown of light, while all the rest of the island

remained enveloped in mist.

The captain, a little elderly man, bronzed, withered, and toughened by

the rough salt winds, came up on deck.

"Can you smell my lady over there?" he asked Jeanne, in a voice that

thirty years of command, and shouting above the noise of the wind, had

made hoarse.

She had indeed noticed a strong, peculiar odor of herbs and aromatic

plants.

"It's Corsica that smells like that, madame," went on the captain. "She

has a perfumed breath, just like a pretty woman. I am a Corsican, and I

should know that smell five miles off, if I'd been away twenty years.

Over there, at St. Helena, I hear he is always speaking of the perfume

of his country; he belongs to my family."

And the captain took off his hat and saluted Corsica, and then, looking

across the ocean, he saluted the great emperor who was a prisoner on

that far-away isle, and Jeanne's heart was touched by this simple

action. Then the sailor pointed towards the horizon.

"There are the Sanguinaires," he said.

Julien had his arm round his wife's waist, and they both strained their

eyes to see what the captain was pointing out. As last they saw some

pointed rocks that the boat rounded before entering a large, calm bay,

surrounded by high mountains, whose steep sides looked as though they

were covered with moss.

"That is the undergrowth," said the captain, pointing out this verdure.

The circle of mountains seemed to close in behind the boat as she slowly

steamed across the azure water which was so transparent that in places

the bottom could be seen. Ajaccio came in sight; it was a white town at

the foot of the mountains, with a few small Italian boats lying at

anchor in the harbor, and four or five row-boats came beside the _Roi

Louis_ to take off the passengers. Julien, who was looking after the

luggage, asked his wife in a low tone:

"A franc is enough, isn't it, to give the steward?"

The whole week he had been constantly asking her this question which she

hated.

"When you don't know what is enough, give too much," she answered, a

little impatiently.

He haggled with every one, landlords and hotel-waiters, cabmen and

shopmen, and when he had obtained the reduction he wanted, he would rub

his hands, and say to Jeanne: "I don't like to be robbed." She trembled

when the bills were brought, for she knew beforehand the remarks he

would make on each item, and felt ashamed of his bargaining; and when

she saw the scornful look of the servants as her husband left his small

fee in their hands, she blushed to the roots of her hair. Of course he

had a discussion with the boatmen who took them ashore.

The first tree she saw on landing was a palm, which delighted her. They

went to a big empty hotel standing at the corner of a vast square, and

ordered lunch. When they had finished dessert, Jeanne got up to go and

wander about the town, but Julien, taking her in his arms, whispered

tenderly in her ear:

"Shall we go upstairs for a little while, my pet?"

"Go upstairs?" she said, with surprise; "but I am not at all tired."

He pressed her to him: "Don't you understand? For two days--"

She blushed crimson.

"Oh, what would everyone say? what would they think? You could not ask

for a bedroom in the middle of the day. Oh, Julien, don't say anything

about it now, please don't."

"Do you think I care what the hotel-people say or think?" he

interrupted. "You'll see what difference they make to me." And he rang

the bell.

She did not say anything more, but sat with downcast eyes, disgusted at

her husband's desires, to which she always submitted with a feeling of

shame and degradation; her senses were not yet aroused, and her husband

treated her as if she shared all his ardors. When the waiter answered

the bell, Julien asked him to show them to their room; the waiter, a man

of true Corsican type, bearded to the eyes, did not understand, and kept

saying that the room would be quite ready by the evening. Julien got out

of patience.

"Get it ready at once," he said. "The journey has tired us and we want

to rest."

A slight smile crept over the waiter's face, and Jeanne would have liked

to run away; when they came downstairs again, an hour later, she hardly

dared pass the servants, feeling sure that they would whisper and laugh

behind her back. She felt vexed with Julien for not understanding her

feelings, and wondering at his want of delicacy; it raised a sort of

barrier between them, and, for the first time, she understood that two

people can never be in perfect sympathy; they may pass through life side

by side, seemingly in perfect union, but neither quite understands the

other, and every soul must of necessity be for ever lonely.

They stayed three days in the little town which was like a furnace, for

every breath of wind was shut out by the mountains. Then they made out a

plan of the places they should visit, and decided to hire some horses.

They started one morning at daybreak on the two wiry little Corsican

horses they had obtained, and accompanied by a guide mounted on a mule

which also carried some provisions, for inns are unknown in this wild

country. At first the road ran along the bay, but soon it turned into a

shallow valley leading to the mountains. The uncultivated country seemed

perfectly bare, and the sides of the hills were covered with tall weeds,

turned sere and yellow by the burning heat; they often crossed ravines

where only a narrow stream still ran with a gurgling sound, and

occasionally they met a mountaineer, sometimes on foot, sometimes riding

his little horse, or bestriding a donkey no bigger than a dog; these

mountaineers always carried a loaded gun which might be old and rusty,

but which became a very formidable weapon in their hands. The air was

filled with the pungent smell of the aromatic plants with which the isle

is covered, and the road sloped gradually upwards, winding round the

mountains.

The peaks of blue and pink granite made the island look like a fairy

palace, and, from the heights, the forests of immense chestnut trees on

the lower parts of the hills looked like green thickets. Sometimes the

guide would point to some steep height, and mention a name; Jeanne and

Julien would look, at first seeing nothing, but at last discovering the

summit of the mountain. It was a village, a little granite hamlet,

hanging and clinging like a bird's nest to the vast mountain. Jeanne got

tired of going at a walking pace for so long.

"Let us gallop a little," she said, whipping up her horse.

She could not hear her husband behind her, and, turning round to see

where he was, she burst out laughing. Pale with fright, he was holding

onto his horse's mane, almost jolted out of the saddle by the animal's

motion. His awkwardness and fear were all the more funny, because he was

such a grave, handsome man. Then they trotted gently along the road

between two thickets formed of juniper trees, green oaks, arbutus trees,

heaths, bay trees, myrtles, and box trees, whose branches were formed

into a network by the climbing clematis, and between and around which

grew big ferns, honeysuckles, rosemary, lavender, and briars, forming a

perfectly impassable thicket, which covered the hill like a cloak. The

travelers began to get hungry, and the guide rejoined them and took them

to one of those springs so often met with in a mountainous country, with

the icy water flowing from a little hole in the rock where some

passer-by has left the big chestnut leaf which conveyed the water to his

mouth. Jeanne felt so happy that she could hardly help shouting aloud;

and they again remounted and began to descend, winding round the Gulf of

Sagone.

As evening was drawing on they went through Cargese, the Greek village

founded so long ago by fugitives driven from their country. Round a

fountain was a group of tall, handsome and particularly graceful girls,

with well formed hips, long hands, and slender waists; Julien cried

"Good-night" to them, and they answered him in the musical tongue of

their ancestors. When they got to Piana they had to ask for hospitality

quite in the way of the middle ages, and Jeanne trembled with joy as

they waited for the door to open in answer to Julien's knock. Oh, that

was a journey! There they did indeed meet with adventures!

They had happened to appeal to a young couple who received them as the

patriarch received the messenger of God, and they slept on a straw

mattress in an old house whose woodwork was so full of worms that it

seemed alive. At sunrise they started off again, and soon they stopped

opposite a regular forest of crimson rocks; there were peaks, columns,

and steeples, all marvelously sculptured by time and the sea. Thin,

round, twisted, crooked, and fantastic, these wonderful rocks nine

hundred feet high, looked like trees, plants, animals, monuments, men,

monks in their cassocks, horned demons and huge birds, such as one sees

in a nightmare, the whole forming a monstrous tribe which seemed to have

been petrified by some eccentric god.

Jeanne could not speak, her heart was too full, but she took Julien's

hand and pressed it, feeling that she must love something or some one

before all this beauty; and then, leaving this confusion of forms, they

came upon another bay surrounded by a wall of blood-red granite, which

cast crimson reflections into the blue sea. Jeanne exclaimed, "Oh,

Julien!" and that was all she could say; a great lump came in her throat

and two tears ran down her cheeks. Julien looked at her in astonishment.

"What is it, my pet?" he asked.

She dried her eyes, smiled, and said in a voice that still trembled a

little. "Oh, it's nothing, I suppose I am nervous. I am so happy that

the least thing upsets me."

He could not understand this nervousness; he despised the hysterical

excitement to which women give way and the joy or despair into which

they are cast by a mere sensation, and he thought her tears absurd. He

glanced at the bad road.

"You had better look after your horse," he said.

They went down by a nearly impassable road, then turning to the right,

proceeded along the gloomy valley of Ota. The path looked very

dangerous, and Julien proposed that they should go up on foot. Jeanne

was only too delighted to be alone with him after the emotion she had

felt, so the guide went on with the mule and horses, and they walked

slowly after him. The mountain seemed cleft from top to bottom, and the

path ran between two tremendous walls of rock which looked nearly black.

The air was icy cold, and the little bit of sky that could be seen

looked quite strange, it seemed so far away. A sudden noise made Jeanne

look up. A large bird flew out of a hole in the rock; it was an eagle,

and its open wings seemed to touch the two sides of the chasm as it

mounted towards the sky. Farther on, the mountain again divided, and the

path wound between the two ravines, taking abrupt turns. Jeanne went

first, walking lightly and easily, sending the pebbles rolling from

under her feet and fearlessly looking down the precipices. Julien

followed her, a little out of breath, and keeping his eyes on the ground

so that he should not feel giddy and it seemed like coming out of Hades

when they suddenly came into the full sunlight.

They were very thirsty, and, seeing a damp track, they followed it till

they came to a tiny spring flowing into a hollow stick which some

goat-herd had put there; all around the spring the ground was carpeted

with moss, and Jeanne knelt down to drink. Julien followed her example,

and as she was slowly enjoying the cool water, he put his arm around her

and tried to take her place at the end of the wooden pipe. In the

struggle between their lips they would in turns seize the small end of

the tube and hold it in their mouths for a few seconds; then, as they

left it, the stream flowed on again and splashed their faces and necks,

their clothes and their hands. A few drops shone in their hair like

pearls, and with the water flowed their kisses.

Then Jeanne had an inspiration of love. She filled her mouth with the

clear liquid, and, her cheeks puffed out like bladders, she made Julien

understand that he was to quench his thirst at her lips. He stretched

his throat, his head thrown backwards and his arms open, and the deep

draught he drank at this living spring enflamed him with desire. Jeanne

leant on his shoulder with unusual affection, her heart throbbed, her

bosom heaved, her eyes, filled with tears, looked softer, and she

whispered:

"Julien, I love you!"

Then, drawing him to her, she threw herself down and hid her

shame-stricken face in her hands. He threw himself down beside her, and

pressed her passionately to him; she gasped for breath as she lay

nervously waiting, and all at once she gave a loud cry as though

thunderstruck by the sensation she had invited. It was a long time

before they reached the top of the mountain, so fluttered and exhausted

was Jeanne, and it was evening when they got to Evisa, and went to the

house of Paoli Palabretti, a relation of the guide's. Paoli was a tall

man with a slight cough, and the melancholy look of a consumptive; he

showed them their room, a miserable-looking chamber built of stone, but

which was handsome for this country, where no refinement is known. He

was expressing in his Corsican patois (a mixture of French and Italian)

his pleasure at receiving them, when a clear voice interrupted him, and

a dark little woman, with big black eyes, a sun-kissed skin, and a

slender waist, hurried forward, kissed Jeanne, shook Julien by the hand

and said: "Good-day, madame; good-day, monsieur; are you quite well?"

She took their hats and shawls and arranged everything with one hand,

for her other arm was in a sling; then she turned them all out, saying

to her husband: "Take them for a walk till dinner is ready."

M. Palabretti obeyed at once, and, walking between Jeanne and her

husband, he took them round the village. His steps and his words both

drawled, and he coughed frequently, saying at each fit, "The cold air

has got on my lungs." He led them under some immense chestnut-trees,

and, suddenly stopping, he said in his monotonous voice:

"It was here that Mathieu Lori killed my cousin Jean Rinaldi. I was

standing near Jean, just there, when we saw Mathieu about three yards

off. 'Jean,' he cried; 'don't go to Albertacce; don't you go, Jean, or

I'll kill you:' I took Jean's arm. 'Don't go Jean,' I said, 'or he'll do

it.' It was about a girl, Paulina Sinacoupi, that they were both after.

Then Jean cried out, 'I shall go, Mathieu; and you won't stop me,

either.' Then Mathieu raised his gun, and, before I could take aim, he

fired. Jean leaped two feet from the ground, monsieur, and then fell

right on me, and my gun dropped and rolled down to that chestnut there.

Jean's mouth was wide open, but he didn't say a word; he was dead."

The young couple stared in astonishment at this calm witness of such a

crime.

"What became of the murderer?" asked Jeanne.

Paoli coughed for some time, then he went on:

"He gained the mountain, and my brother killed him the next year. My

brother, Philippi Palabretti, the bandit, you know."

Jeanne shuddered. "Is your brother a bandit?" she asked.

The placid Corsican's eye flashed proudly.

"Yes, madame, he was a celebrated bandit, he was; he put an end to six

gendarmes. He died with Nicolas Morali after they had been surrounded

for six days, and were almost starved to death."

Then they went in to dinner, and the little woman treated them as if she

had known them twenty years. Jeanne was haunted by the fear that she

would not again experience the strange shock she had felt in Julien's

arms beside the fountain, and when they were alone in their room she was

still afraid his kisses would again leave her insensible, but she was

soon reassured, and that was her first night of love. The next day she

could hardly bear to leave this humble abode, where a new happiness had

come to her; she drew her host's little wife into her bedroom, and told

her she did not mean it as a present in return for their hospitality,

but she must absolutely insist on sending her a souvenir from Paris, and

to this souvenir she seemed to attach a superstitious importance. For a

long time the young Corsican woman refused to accept anything at all,

but at last she said:

"Well, send me a little pistol, a very little one."

Jeanne opened her eyes in astonishment, and the woman added in her ear,

as though she were confiding some sweet and tender secret to her:

"It's to kill my brother-in-law with."

And with a smile on her face, she quickly unbandaged the arm she could

not use, and showed Jeanne the soft, white flesh which had been pierced

right through with a stiletto, though the wound had nearly healed.

"If I had not been as strong as he is," she said, "he would have killed

me. My husband is not jealous, for he understands me, and then he is

ill, you see, so he is not so hot-blooded; besides, I am an honest

woman, madame. But my brother-in-law believes everything that is told

him about me, and he is jealous for my husband. I am sure he will make

another attempt upon my life, but if I have a little pistol I shall feel

safe, and I shall be sure of having my revenge."

Jeanne promised to send the weapon, affectionately kissed her new friend

and said good-bye. The rest of her journey was a dream, an endless

embrace, an intoxication of caresses; she no longer saw country or

people or the places where they stopped, she had eyes only for Julien.

When they got to Bastia the guide had to be paid; Julien felt in his

pockets, and not finding what he wanted, he said to Jeanne:

"Since you don't use the two thousand francs your mother gave you, I

might as well carry them; they will be safer in my pocket, and, besides,

then I shan't have to change any notes."

They went to Leghorn, Florence, and Genoa, and, one windy morning, they

found themselves again at Marseilles. It was then the fifteenth of

October, and they had been away from Les Peuples two months. The cold

wind, which seemed to blow from Normandy, chilled Jeanne and made her

feel miserable. There had lately been a change in Julien's behavior

towards her, he seemed tired, and indifferent, and she had a vague

presentiment of evil. She persuaded him to stay at Marseilles four days

longer, for she could not bear to leave these warm, sunny lands where

she had been so happy, but at last they had to go. They intended to buy

all the things they wanted for their housekeeping at Paris, and Jeanne

was looking forward to buying all sorts of things for Les Peuples,

thanks to her mother's present; but the very first thing she meant to

purchase was the pistol she had promised to the young Corsican woman at

Evisa.

The day after they reached Paris, she said to Julien:

"Will you give me mamma's money, dear? I want to buy some things."

He looked rather cross.

"How much do you want?" he asked.

"Oh--what you like," she answered in surprise.

"I will give you a hundred francs," he answered; "and whatever you do,

don't waste it."

She did not know what to say, she felt so amazed and confused, but at

last she said in a hesitating way:

"But--I gave you that money to--"

He interrupted her.

"Yes, exactly. What does it matter whether it's in your pocket or mine

now that we share everything? I am not refusing you the money, am I? I

am going to give you a hundred francs."

She took the five pieces of gold without another word; she did not dare

ask for more, so she bought nothing but the pistol.

A week later they started for Les Peuples.

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