Kabanata Kabanata 430 · Of the joy King Arthur and the queen had of the achievement
. Of the joy King Arthur and the queen had of the achievement
of the Sangreal; and how Launcelot fell to his old love again.
So after the quest of the Sangreal was fulfilled, and all knights that
were left alive were come again unto the Table Round, as the book of
the Sangreal maketh mention, then was there great joy in the court; and
in especial King Arthur and Queen Guenever made great joy of the
remnant that were come home, and passing glad was the king and the
queen of Sir Launcelot and of Sir Bors, for they had been passing long
away in the quest of the Sangreal.
Then, as the book saith, Sir Launcelot began to resort unto Queen
Guenever again, and forgat the promise and the perfection that he made
in the quest. For, as the book saith, had not Sir Launcelot been in his
privy thoughts and in his mind so set inwardly to the queen as he was
in seeming outward to God, there had no knight passed him in the quest
of the Sangreal; but ever his thoughts were privily on the queen, and
so they loved together more hotter than they did to-forehand, and had
such privy draughts together, that many in the court spake of it, and
in especial Sir Agravaine, Sir Gawaine’s brother, for he was ever
open-mouthed.
So befell that Sir Launcelot had many resorts of ladies and damosels
that daily resorted unto him, that besought him to be their champion,
and in all such matters of right Sir Launcelot applied him daily to do
for the pleasure of Our Lord, Jesu Christ. And ever as much as he might
he withdrew him from the company and fellowship of Queen Guenever, for
to eschew the slander and noise; wherefore the queen waxed wroth with
Sir Launcelot. And upon a day she called Sir Launcelot unto her
chamber, and said thus: Sir Launcelot, I see and feel daily that thy
love beginneth to slake, for thou hast no joy to be in my presence, but
ever thou art out of this court, and quarrels and matters thou hast
nowadays for ladies and gentlewomen more than ever thou wert wont to
have aforehand.
Ah madam, said Launcelot, in this ye must hold me excused for divers
causes; one is, I was but late in the quest of the Sangreal; and I
thank God of his great mercy, and never of my desert, that I saw in
that my quest as much as ever saw any sinful man, and so was it told
me. And if I had not had my privy thoughts to return to your love again
as I do, I had seen as great mysteries as ever saw my son Galahad,
outher Percivale, or Sir Bors; and therefore, madam, I was but late in
that quest. Wit ye well, madam, it may not be yet lightly forgotten the
high service in whom I did my diligent labour. Also, madam, wit ye well
that there be many men speak of our love in this court, and have you
and me greatly in await, as Sir Agravaine and Sir Mordred; and madam,
wit ye well I dread them more for your sake than for any fear I have of
them myself, for I may happen to escape and rid myself in a great need,
where ye must abide all that will be said unto you. And then if that ye
fall in any distress through wilful folly, then is there none other
remedy or help but by me and my blood. And wit ye well, madam, the
boldness of you and me will bring us to great shame and slander; and
that were me loath to see you dishonoured. And that is the cause I take
upon me more for to do for damosels and maidens than ever I did
to-fore, that men should understand my joy and my delight is my
pleasure to have ado for damosels and maidens.