基督山伯爵· Bab 93

Bab Bab 93 · Mother and Son

The Count of Monte Cristo bowed to the five young men with a melancholy

and dignified smile, and got into his carriage with Maximilian and

Emmanuel. Albert, Beauchamp, and Château-Renaud remained alone. Albert

looked at his two friends, not timidly, but in a way that appeared to

ask their opinion of what he had just done.

“Indeed, my dear friend,” said Beauchamp first, who had either the most

feeling or the least dissimulation, “allow me to congratulate you; this

is a very unhoped-for conclusion of a very disagreeable affair.”

Albert remained silent and wrapped in thought. Château-Renaud contented

himself with tapping his boot with his flexible cane.

“Are we not going?” said he, after this embarrassing silence.

“When you please,” replied Beauchamp; “allow me only to compliment M.

de Morcerf, who has given proof today of rare chivalric generosity.”

“Oh, yes,” said Château-Renaud.

“It is magnificent,” continued Beauchamp, “to be able to exercise so

much self-control!”

“Assuredly; as for me, I should have been incapable of it,” said

Château-Renaud, with most significant coolness.

“Gentlemen,” interrupted Albert, “I think you did not understand that

something very serious had passed between M. de Monte Cristo and

myself.”

“Possibly, possibly,” said Beauchamp immediately; “but every simpleton

would not be able to understand your heroism, and sooner or later you

will find yourself compelled to explain it to them more energetically

than would be convenient to your bodily health and the duration of your

life. May I give you a friendly counsel? Set out for Naples, the Hague,

or St. Petersburg—calm countries, where the point of honor is better

understood than among our hot-headed Parisians. Seek quietude and

oblivion, so that you may return peaceably to France after a few years.

Am I not right, M. de Château-Renaud?”

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“That is quite my opinion,” said the gentleman; “nothing induces

serious duels so much as a duel forsworn.”

“Thank you, gentlemen,” replied Albert, with a smile of indifference;

“I shall follow your advice—not because you give it, but because I had

before intended to quit France. I thank you equally for the service you

have rendered me in being my seconds. It is deeply engraved on my

heart, and, after what you have just said, I remember that only.”

Château-Renaud and Beauchamp looked at each other; the impression was

the same on both of them, and the tone in which Morcerf had just

expressed his thanks was so determined that the position would have

become embarrassing for all if the conversation had continued.

“Good-bye, Albert,” said Beauchamp suddenly, carelessly extending his

hand to the young man. The latter did not appear to arouse from his

lethargy; in fact, he did not notice the offered hand.

“Good-bye,” said Château-Renaud in his turn, keeping his little cane in

his left hand, and saluting with his right.

Albert’s lips scarcely whispered “Good-bye,” but his look was more

explicit; it expressed a whole poem of restrained anger, proud disdain,

and generous indignation. He preserved his melancholy and motionless

position for some time after his two friends had regained their

carriage; then suddenly unfastening his horse from the little tree to

which his servant had tied it, he mounted and galloped off in the

direction of Paris.

In a quarter of an hour he was entering the house in the Rue du Helder.

As he alighted, he thought he saw his father’s pale face behind the

curtain of the count’s bedroom. Albert turned away his head with a

sigh, and went to his own apartments. He cast one lingering look on all

the luxuries which had rendered life so easy and so happy since his

infancy; he looked at the pictures, whose faces seemed to smile, and

the landscapes, which appeared painted in brighter colors. Then he took

away his mother’s portrait, with its oaken frame, leaving the gilt

frame from which he took it black and empty. Then he arranged all his

beautiful Turkish arms, his fine English guns, his Japanese china, his

cups mounted in silver, his artistic bronzes by Feuchères or Barye;

examined the cupboards, and placed the key in each; threw into a drawer

of his secretaire, which he left open, all the pocket-money he had

about him, and with it the thousand fancy jewels from his vases and his

jewel-boxes; then he made an exact inventory of everything, and placed

it in the most conspicuous part of the table, after putting aside the

books and papers which had collected there.

At the beginning of this work, his servant, notwithstanding orders to

the contrary, came to his room.

“What do you want?” asked he, with a more sorrowful than angry tone.

“Pardon me, sir,” replied the valet; “you had forbidden me to disturb

you, but the Count of Morcerf has called me.”

“Well!” said Albert.

“I did not like to go to him without first seeing you.”

“Why?”

“Because the count is doubtless aware that I accompanied you to the

meeting this morning.”

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“It is probable,” said Albert.

“And since he has sent for me, it is doubtless to question me on what

happened there. What must I answer?”

“The truth.”

“Then I shall say the duel did not take place?”

“You will say I apologized to the Count of Monte Cristo. Go.”

The valet bowed and retired, and Albert returned to his inventory. As

he was finishing this work, the sound of horses prancing in the yard,

and the wheels of a carriage shaking his window, attracted his

attention. He approached the window, and saw his father get into it,

and drive away. The door was scarcely closed when Albert bent his steps

to his mother’s room; and, no one being there to announce him, he

advanced to her bedchamber, and distressed by what he saw and guessed,

stopped for one moment at the door.

As if the same idea had animated these two beings, Mercédès was doing

the same in her apartments that he had just done in his. Everything was

in order,—laces, dresses, jewels, linen, money, all were arranged in

the drawers, and the countess was carefully collecting the keys. Albert

saw all these preparations and understood them, and exclaiming, “My

mother!” he threw his arms around her neck.

The artist who could have depicted the expression of these two

countenances would certainly have made of them a beautiful picture. All

these proofs of an energetic resolution, which Albert did not fear on

his own account, alarmed him for his mother. “What are you doing?”

asked he.

“What were you doing?” replied she.

“Oh, my mother!” exclaimed Albert, so overcome he could scarcely speak;

“it is not the same with you and me—you cannot have made the same

resolution I have, for I have come to warn you that I bid adieu to your

house, and—and to you.”

“I also,” replied Mercédès, “am going, and I acknowledge I had depended

on your accompanying me; have I deceived myself?”

“Mother,” said Albert with firmness. “I cannot make you share the fate

I have planned for myself. I must live henceforth without rank and

fortune, and to begin this hard apprenticeship I must borrow from a

friend the loaf I shall eat until I have earned one. So, my dear

mother, I am going at once to ask Franz to lend me the small sum I

shall require to supply my present wants.”

“You, my poor child, suffer poverty and hunger? Oh, do not say so; it

will break my resolutions.”

“But not mine, mother,” replied Albert. “I am young and strong; I

believe I am courageous, and since yesterday I have learned the power

of will. Alas, my dear mother, some have suffered so much, and yet

live, and have raised a new fortune on the ruin of all the promises of

happiness which heaven had made them—on the fragments of all the hope

which God had given them! I have seen that, mother; I know that from

the gulf in which their enemies have plunged them they have risen with

so much vigor and glory that in their turn they have ruled their former

conquerors, and have punished them. No, mother; from this moment I have

done with the past, and accept nothing from it—not even a name, because

you can understand that your son cannot bear the name of a man who

ought to blush for it before another.”

“Albert, my child,” said Mercédès, “if I had a stronger heart, that is

the counsel I would have given you; your conscience has spoken when my

voice became too weak; listen to its dictates. You had friends, Albert;

break off their acquaintance. But do not despair; you have life before

you, my dear Albert, for you are yet scarcely twenty-two years old; and

as a pure heart like yours wants a spotless name, take my father’s—it

was Herrera. I am sure, my dear Albert, whatever may be your career,

you will soon render that name illustrious. Then, my son, return to the

world still more brilliant because of your former sorrows; and if I am

wrong, still let me cherish these hopes, for I have no future to look

forward to. For me the grave opens when I pass the threshold of this

house.”

“I will fulfil all your wishes, my dear mother,” said the young man.

“Yes, I share your hopes; the anger of Heaven will not pursue us, since

you are pure and I am innocent. But, since our resolution is formed,

let us act promptly. M. de Morcerf went out about half an hour ago; the

opportunity is favorable to avoid an explanation.”

“I am ready, my son,” said Mercédès.

Albert ran to fetch a carriage. He recollected that there was a small

furnished house to let in the Rue des Saints-Pères, where his mother

would find a humble but decent lodging, and thither he intended

conducting the countess. As the carriage stopped at the door, and

Albert was alighting, a man approached and gave him a letter.

Albert recognized the bearer. “From the count,” said Bertuccio. Albert

took the letter, opened, and read it, then looked round for Bertuccio,

but he was gone.

He returned to Mercédès with tears in his eyes and heaving breast, and

without uttering a word he gave her the letter. Mercédès read:

“Albert,—While showing you that I have discovered your plans, I hope

also to convince you of my delicacy. You are free, you leave the

count’s house, and you take your mother to your home; but reflect,

Albert, you owe her more than your poor noble heart can pay her. Keep

the struggle for yourself, bear all the suffering, but spare her the

trial of poverty which must accompany your first efforts; for she

deserves not even the shadow of the misfortune which has this day

fallen on her, and Providence is not willing that the innocent should

suffer for the guilty. I know you are going to leave the Rue du Helder

without taking anything with you. Do not seek to know how I discovered

it; I know it—that is sufficient.

“Now, listen, Albert. Twenty-four years ago I returned, proud and

joyful, to my country. I had a betrothed, Albert, a lovely girl whom I

adored, and I was bringing to my betrothed a hundred and fifty louis,

painfully amassed by ceaseless toil. This money was for her; I destined

it for her, and, knowing the treachery of the sea I buried our treasure

in the little garden of the house my father lived in at Marseilles, on

the Allées de Meilhan. Your mother, Albert, knows that poor house well.

A short time since I passed through Marseilles, and went to see the old

place, which revived so many painful recollections; and in the evening

I took a spade and dug in the corner of the garden where I had

concealed my treasure. The iron box was there—no one had touched

it—under a beautiful fig-tree my father had planted the day I was born,

which overshadowed the spot. Well, Albert, this money, which was

formerly designed to promote the comfort and tranquillity of the woman

I adored, may now, through strange and painful circumstances, be

devoted to the same purpose.

“Oh, feel for me, who could offer millions to that poor woman, but who

return her only the piece of black bread forgotten under my poor roof

since the day I was torn from her I loved. You are a generous man,

Albert, but perhaps you may be blinded by pride or resentment; if you

refuse me, if you ask another for what I have a right to offer you, I

will say it is ungenerous of you to refuse the life of your mother at

the hands of a man whose father was allowed by your father to die in

all the horrors of poverty and despair.”

Albert stood pale and motionless to hear what his mother would decide

after she had finished reading this letter. Mercédès turned her eyes

with an ineffable look towards heaven.

“I accept it,” said she; “he has a right to pay the dowry, which I

shall take with me to some convent!”

Putting the letter in her bosom, she took her son’s arm, and with a

firmer step than she even herself expected she went downstairs.