劝导· Bab 22

Bab Bab 22 · Anne went home to think over all that she had heard. In one point, her

. Anne went home to think over all that she had heard. In one point, her

feelings were relieved by this knowledge of Mr Elliot. There was no

longer anything of tenderness due to him. He stood as opposed to

Captain Wentworth, in all his own unwelcome obtrusiveness; and the evil

of his attentions last night, the irremediable mischief he might have

done, was considered with sensations unqualified, unperplexed. Pity for

him was all over. But this was the only point of relief. In every other

respect, in looking around her, or penetrating forward, she saw more to

distrust and to apprehend. She was concerned for the disappointment and

pain Lady Russell would be feeling; for the mortifications which must

be hanging over her father and sister, and had all the distress of

foreseeing many evils, without knowing how to avert any one of them.

She was most thankful for her own knowledge of him. She had never

considered herself as entitled to reward for not slighting an old

friend like Mrs Smith, but here was a reward indeed springing from it!

Mrs Smith had been able to tell her what no one else could have done.

Could the knowledge have been extended through her family? But this was

a vain idea. She must talk to Lady Russell, tell her, consult with her,

and having done her best, wait the event with as much composure as

possible; and after all, her greatest want of composure would be in

that quarter of the mind which could not be opened to Lady Russell; in

that flow of anxieties and fears which must be all to herself.

She found, on reaching home, that she had, as she intended, escaped

seeing Mr Elliot; that he had called and paid them a long morning

visit; but hardly had she congratulated herself, and felt safe, when

she heard that he was coming again in the evening.

“I had not the smallest intention of asking him,” said Elizabeth, with

affected carelessness, “but he gave so many hints; so Mrs Clay says, at

least.”

“Indeed, I do say it. I never saw anybody in my life spell harder for

an invitation. Poor man! I was really in pain for him; for your

hard-hearted sister, Miss Anne, seems bent on cruelty.”

“Oh!” cried Elizabeth, “I have been rather too much used to the game to

be soon overcome by a gentleman’s hints. However, when I found how

excessively he was regretting that he should miss my father this

morning, I gave way immediately, for I would never really omit an

opportunity of bringing him and Sir Walter together. They appear to so

much advantage in company with each other. Each behaving so pleasantly.

Mr Elliot looking up with so much respect.”

“Quite delightful!” cried Mrs Clay, not daring, however, to turn her

eyes towards Anne. “Exactly like father and son! Dear Miss Elliot, may

I not say father and son?”

“Oh! I lay no embargo on any body’s words. If you will have such ideas!

But, upon my word, I am scarcely sensible of his attentions being

beyond those of other men.”

“My dear Miss Elliot!” exclaimed Mrs Clay, lifting her hands and eyes,

and sinking all the rest of her astonishment in a convenient silence.

“Well, my dear Penelope, you need not be so alarmed about him. I did

invite him, you know. I sent him away with smiles. When I found he was

really going to his friends at Thornberry Park for the whole day

to-morrow, I had compassion on him.”

Anne admired the good acting of the friend, in being able to shew such

pleasure as she did, in the expectation and in the actual arrival of

the very person whose presence must really be interfering with her

prime object. It was impossible but that Mrs Clay must hate the sight

of Mr Elliot; and yet she could assume a most obliging, placid look,

and appear quite satisfied with the curtailed license of devoting

herself only half as much to Sir Walter as she would have done

otherwise.

To Anne herself it was most distressing to see Mr Elliot enter the

room; and quite painful to have him approach and speak to her. She had

been used before to feel that he could not be always quite sincere, but

now she saw insincerity in everything. His attentive deference to her

father, contrasted with his former language, was odious; and when she

thought of his cruel conduct towards Mrs Smith, she could hardly bear

the sight of his present smiles and mildness, or the sound of his

artificial good sentiments.

She meant to avoid any such alteration of manners as might provoke a

remonstrance on his side. It was a great object to her to escape all

enquiry or eclat; but it was her intention to be as decidedly cool to

him as might be compatible with their relationship; and to retrace, as

quietly as she could, the few steps of unnecessary intimacy she had

been gradually led along. She was accordingly more guarded, and more

cool, than she had been the night before.

He wanted to animate her curiosity again as to how and where he could

have heard her formerly praised; wanted very much to be gratified by

more solicitation; but the charm was broken: he found that the heat and

animation of a public room was necessary to kindle his modest cousin’s

vanity; he found, at least, that it was not to be done now, by any of

those attempts which he could hazard among the too-commanding claims of

the others. He little surmised that it was a subject acting now exactly

against his interest, bringing immediately to her thoughts all those

parts of his conduct which were least excusable.

She had some satisfaction in finding that he was really going out of

Bath the next morning, going early, and that he would be gone the

greater part of two days. He was invited again to Camden Place the very

evening of his return; but from Thursday to Saturday evening his

absence was certain. It was bad enough that a Mrs Clay should be always

before her; but that a deeper hypocrite should be added to their party,

seemed the destruction of everything like peace and comfort. It was so

humiliating to reflect on the constant deception practised on her

father and Elizabeth; to consider the various sources of mortification

preparing for them! Mrs Clay’s selfishness was not so complicate nor so

revolting as his; and Anne would have compounded for the marriage at

once, with all its evils, to be clear of Mr Elliot’s subtleties in

endeavouring to prevent it.

On Friday morning she meant to go very early to Lady Russell, and

accomplish the necessary communication; and she would have gone

directly after breakfast, but that Mrs Clay was also going out on some

obliging purpose of saving her sister trouble, which determined her to

wait till she might be safe from such a companion. She saw Mrs Clay

fairly off, therefore, before she began to talk of spending the morning

in Rivers Street.

“Very well,” said Elizabeth, “I have nothing to send but my love. Oh!

you may as well take back that tiresome book she would lend me, and

pretend I have read it through. I really cannot be plaguing myself for

ever with all the new poems and states of the nation that come out.

Lady Russell quite bores one with her new publications. You need not

tell her so, but I thought her dress hideous the other night. I used to

think she had some taste in dress, but I was ashamed of her at the

concert. Something so formal and _arrangé_ in her air! and she sits so

upright! My best love, of course.”

“And mine,” added Sir Walter. “Kindest regards. And you may say, that I

mean to call upon her soon. Make a civil message; but I shall only

leave my card. Morning visits are never fair by women at her time of

life, who make themselves up so little. If she would only wear rouge

she would not be afraid of being seen; but last time I called, I

observed the blinds were let down immediately.”

While her father spoke, there was a knock at the door. Who could it be?

Anne, remembering the preconcerted visits, at all hours, of Mr Elliot,

would have expected him, but for his known engagement seven miles off.

After the usual period of suspense, the usual sounds of approach were

heard, and “Mr and Mrs Charles Musgrove” were ushered into the room.

Surprise was the strongest emotion raised by their appearance; but Anne

was really glad to see them; and the others were not so sorry but that

they could put on a decent air of welcome; and as soon as it became

clear that these, their nearest relations, were not arrived with any

views of accommodation in that house, Sir Walter and Elizabeth were

able to rise in cordiality, and do the honours of it very well. They

were come to Bath for a few days with Mrs Musgrove, and were at the

White Hart. So much was pretty soon understood; but till Sir Walter and

Elizabeth were walking Mary into the other drawing-room, and regaling

themselves with her admiration, Anne could not draw upon Charles’s

brain for a regular history of their coming, or an explanation of some

smiling hints of particular business, which had been ostentatiously

dropped by Mary, as well as of some apparent confusion as to whom their

party consisted of.

She then found that it consisted of Mrs Musgrove, Henrietta, and

Captain Harville, beside their two selves. He gave her a very plain,

intelligible account of the whole; a narration in which she saw a great

deal of most characteristic proceeding. The scheme had received its

first impulse by Captain Harville’s wanting to come to Bath on

business. He had begun to talk of it a week ago; and by way of doing

something, as shooting was over, Charles had proposed coming with him,

and Mrs Harville had seemed to like the idea of it very much, as an

advantage to her husband; but Mary could not bear to be left, and had

made herself so unhappy about it, that for a day or two everything

seemed to be in suspense, or at an end. But then, it had been taken up

by his father and mother. His mother had some old friends in Bath whom

she wanted to see; it was thought a good opportunity for Henrietta to

come and buy wedding-clothes for herself and her sister; and, in short,

it ended in being his mother’s party, that everything might be

comfortable and easy to Captain Harville; and he and Mary were included

in it by way of general convenience. They had arrived late the night

before. Mrs Harville, her children, and Captain Benwick, remained with

Mr Musgrove and Louisa at Uppercross.

Anne’s only surprise was, that affairs should be in forwardness enough

for Henrietta’s wedding-clothes to be talked of. She had imagined such

difficulties of fortune to exist there as must prevent the marriage

from being near at hand; but she learned from Charles that, very

recently, (since Mary’s last letter to herself), Charles Hayter had

been applied to by a friend to hold a living for a youth who could not

possibly claim it under many years; and that on the strength of his

present income, with almost a certainty of something more permanent

long before the term in question, the two families had consented to the

young people’s wishes, and that their marriage was likely to take place

in a few months, quite as soon as Louisa’s. “And a very good living it

was,” Charles added: “only five-and-twenty miles from Uppercross, and

in a very fine country: fine part of Dorsetshire. In the centre of some

of the best preserves in the kingdom, surrounded by three great

proprietors, each more careful and jealous than the other; and to two

of the three at least, Charles Hayter might get a special

recommendation. Not that he will value it as he ought,” he observed,

“Charles is too cool about sporting. That’s the worst of him.”

“I am extremely glad, indeed,” cried Anne, “particularly glad that this

should happen; and that of two sisters, who both deserve equally well,

and who have always been such good friends, the pleasant prospect of

one should not be dimming those of the other—that they should be so

equal in their prosperity and comfort. I hope your father and mother

are quite happy with regard to both.”

“Oh! yes. My father would be well pleased if the gentlemen were richer,

but he has no other fault to find. Money, you know, coming down with

money—two daughters at once—it cannot be a very agreeable operation,

and it streightens him as to many things. However, I do not mean to say

they have not a right to it. It is very fit they should have daughters’

shares; and I am sure he has always been a very kind, liberal father to

me. Mary does not above half like Henrietta’s match. She never did, you

know. But she does not do him justice, nor think enough about Winthrop.

I cannot make her attend to the value of the property. It is a very

fair match, as times go; and I have liked Charles Hayter all my life,

and I shall not leave off now.”

“Such excellent parents as Mr and Mrs Musgrove,” exclaimed Anne,

“should be happy in their children’s marriages. They do everything to

confer happiness, I am sure. What a blessing to young people to be in

such hands! Your father and mother seem so totally free from all those

ambitious feelings which have led to so much misconduct and misery,

both in young and old. I hope you think Louisa perfectly recovered

now?”

He answered rather hesitatingly, “Yes, I believe I do; very much

recovered; but she is altered; there is no running or jumping about, no

laughing or dancing; it is quite different. If one happens only to shut

the door a little hard, she starts and wriggles like a young dab-chick

in the water; and Benwick sits at her elbow, reading verses, or

whispering to her, all day long.”

Anne could not help laughing. “That cannot be much to your taste, I

know,” said she; “but I do believe him to be an excellent young man.”

“To be sure he is. Nobody doubts it; and I hope you do not think I am

so illiberal as to want every man to have the same objects and

pleasures as myself. I have a great value for Benwick; and when one can

but get him to talk, he has plenty to say. His reading has done him no

harm, for he has fought as well as read. He is a brave fellow. I got

more acquainted with him last Monday than ever I did before. We had a

famous set-to at rat-hunting all the morning in my father’s great

barns; and he played his part so well that I have liked him the better

ever since.”

Here they were interrupted by the absolute necessity of Charles’s

following the others to admire mirrors and china; but Anne had heard

enough to understand the present state of Uppercross, and rejoice in

its happiness; and though she sighed as she rejoiced, her sigh had none

of the ill-will of envy in it. She would certainly have risen to their

blessings if she could, but she did not want to lessen theirs.

The visit passed off altogether in high good humour. Mary was in

excellent spirits, enjoying the gaiety and the change, and so well

satisfied with the journey in her mother-in-law’s carriage with four

horses, and with her own complete independence of Camden Place, that

she was exactly in a temper to admire everything as she ought, and

enter most readily into all the superiorities of the house, as they

were detailed to her. She had no demands on her father or sister, and

her consequence was just enough increased by their handsome

drawing-rooms.

Elizabeth was, for a short time, suffering a good deal. She felt that

Mrs Musgrove and all her party ought to be asked to dine with them; but

she could not bear to have the difference of style, the reduction of

servants, which a dinner must betray, witnessed by those who had been

always so inferior to the Elliots of Kellynch. It was a struggle

between propriety and vanity; but vanity got the better, and then

Elizabeth was happy again. These were her internal persuasions: “Old

fashioned notions; country hospitality; we do not profess to give

dinners; few people in Bath do; Lady Alicia never does; did not even

ask her own sister’s family, though they were here a month: and I dare

say it would be very inconvenient to Mrs Musgrove; put her quite out of

her way. I am sure she would rather not come; she cannot feel easy with

us. I will ask them all for an evening; that will be much better; that

will be a novelty and a treat. They have not seen two such drawing

rooms before. They will be delighted to come to-morrow evening. It

shall be a regular party, small, but most elegant.” And this satisfied

Elizabeth: and when the invitation was given to the two present, and

promised for the absent, Mary was as completely satisfied. She was

particularly asked to meet Mr Elliot, and be introduced to Lady

Dalrymple and Miss Carteret, who were fortunately already engaged to

come; and she could not have received a more gratifying attention. Miss

Elliot was to have the honour of calling on Mrs Musgrove in the course

of the morning; and Anne walked off with Charles and Mary, to go and

see her and Henrietta directly.

Her plan of sitting with Lady Russell must give way for the present.

They all three called in Rivers Street for a couple of minutes; but

Anne convinced herself that a day’s delay of the intended communication

could be of no consequence, and hastened forward to the White Hart, to

see again the friends and companions of the last autumn, with an

eagerness of good-will which many associations contributed to form.

They found Mrs Musgrove and her daughter within, and by themselves, and

Anne had the kindest welcome from each. Henrietta was exactly in that

state of recently-improved views, of fresh-formed happiness, which made

her full of regard and interest for everybody she had ever liked before

at all; and Mrs Musgrove’s real affection had been won by her

usefulness when they were in distress. It was a heartiness, and a

warmth, and a sincerity which Anne delighted in the more, from the sad

want of such blessings at home. She was entreated to give them as much

of her time as possible, invited for every day and all day long, or

rather claimed as part of the family; and, in return, she naturally

fell into all her wonted ways of attention and assistance, and on

Charles’s leaving them together, was listening to Mrs Musgrove’s

history of Louisa, and to Henrietta’s of herself, giving opinions on

business, and recommendations to shops; with intervals of every help

which Mary required, from altering her ribbon to settling her accounts;

from finding her keys, and assorting her trinkets, to trying to

convince her that she was not ill-used by anybody; which Mary, well

amused as she generally was, in her station at a window overlooking the

entrance to the Pump Room, could not but have her moments of imagining.

A morning of thorough confusion was to be expected. A large party in an

hotel ensured a quick-changing, unsettled scene. One five minutes

brought a note, the next a parcel; and Anne had not been there half an

hour, when their dining-room, spacious as it was, seemed more than half

filled: a party of steady old friends were seated around Mrs Musgrove,

and Charles came back with Captains Harville and Wentworth. The

appearance of the latter could not be more than the surprise of the

moment. It was impossible for her to have forgotten to feel that this

arrival of their common friends must be soon bringing them together

again. Their last meeting had been most important in opening his

feelings; she had derived from it a delightful conviction; but she

feared from his looks, that the same unfortunate persuasion, which had

hastened him away from the Concert Room, still governed. He did not

seem to want to be near enough for conversation.

She tried to be calm, and leave things to take their course, and tried

to dwell much on this argument of rational dependence:—“Surely, if

there be constant attachment on each side, our hearts must understand

each other ere long. We are not boy and girl, to be captiously

irritable, misled by every moment’s inadvertence, and wantonly playing

with our own happiness.” And yet, a few minutes afterwards, she felt as

if their being in company with each other, under their present

circumstances, could only be exposing them to inadvertencies and

misconstructions of the most mischievous kind.

“Anne,” cried Mary, still at her window, “there is Mrs Clay, I am sure,

standing under the colonnade, and a gentleman with her. I saw them turn

the corner from Bath Street just now. They seemed deep in talk. Who is

it? Come, and tell me. Good heavens! I recollect. It is Mr Elliot

himself.”

“No,” cried Anne, quickly, “it cannot be Mr Elliot, I assure you. He

was to leave Bath at nine this morning, and does not come back till

to-morrow.”

As she spoke, she felt that Captain Wentworth was looking at her, the

consciousness of which vexed and embarrassed her, and made her regret

that she had said so much, simple as it was.

Mary, resenting that she should be supposed not to know her own cousin,

began talking very warmly about the family features, and protesting

still more positively that it was Mr Elliot, calling again upon Anne to

come and look for herself, but Anne did not mean to stir, and tried to

be cool and unconcerned. Her distress returned, however, on perceiving

smiles and intelligent glances pass between two or three of the lady

visitors, as if they believed themselves quite in the secret. It was

evident that the report concerning her had spread, and a short pause

succeeded, which seemed to ensure that it would now spread farther.

“Do come, Anne,” cried Mary, “come and look yourself. You will be too

late if you do not make haste. They are parting; they are shaking

hands. He is turning away. Not know Mr Elliot, indeed! You seem to have

forgot all about Lyme.”

To pacify Mary, and perhaps screen her own embarrassment, Anne did move

quietly to the window. She was just in time to ascertain that it really

was Mr Elliot, which she had never believed, before he disappeared on

one side, as Mrs Clay walked quickly off on the other; and checking the

surprise which she could not but feel at such an appearance of friendly

conference between two persons of totally opposite interest, she calmly

said, “Yes, it is Mr Elliot, certainly. He has changed his hour of

going, I suppose, that is all, or I may be mistaken, I might not

attend;” and walked back to her chair, recomposed, and with the

comfortable hope of having acquitted herself well.

The visitors took their leave; and Charles, having civilly seen them

off, and then made a face at them, and abused them for coming, began

with—

“Well, mother, I have done something for you that you will like. I have

been to the theatre, and secured a box for to-morrow night. A’n’t I a

good boy? I know you love a play; and there is room for us all. It

holds nine. I have engaged Captain Wentworth. Anne will not be sorry to

join us, I am sure. We all like a play. Have not I done well, mother?”

Mrs Musgrove was good humouredly beginning to express her perfect

readiness for the play, if Henrietta and all the others liked it, when

Mary eagerly interrupted her by exclaiming—

“Good heavens, Charles! how can you think of such a thing? Take a box

for to-morrow night! Have you forgot that we are engaged to Camden

Place to-morrow night? and that we were most particularly asked to meet

Lady Dalrymple and her daughter, and Mr Elliot, and all the principal

family connexions, on purpose to be introduced to them? How can you be

so forgetful?”

“Phoo! phoo!” replied Charles, “what’s an evening party? Never worth

remembering. Your father might have asked us to dinner, I think, if he

had wanted to see us. You may do as you like, but I shall go to the

play.”

“Oh! Charles, I declare it will be too abominable if you do, when you

promised to go.”

“No, I did not promise. I only smirked and bowed, and said the word

‘happy.’ There was no promise.”

“But you must go, Charles. It would be unpardonable to fail. We were

asked on purpose to be introduced. There was always such a great

connexion between the Dalrymples and ourselves. Nothing ever happened

on either side that was not announced immediately. We are quite near

relations, you know; and Mr Elliot too, whom you ought so particularly

to be acquainted with! Every attention is due to Mr Elliot. Consider,

my father’s heir: the future representative of the family.”

“Don’t talk to me about heirs and representatives,” cried Charles. “I

am not one of those who neglect the reigning power to bow to the rising

sun. If I would not go for the sake of your father, I should think it

scandalous to go for the sake of his heir. What is Mr Elliot to me?”

The careless expression was life to Anne, who saw that Captain

Wentworth was all attention, looking and listening with his whole soul;

and that the last words brought his enquiring eyes from Charles to

herself.

Charles and Mary still talked on in the same style; he, half serious

and half jesting, maintaining the scheme for the play, and she,

invariably serious, most warmly opposing it, and not omitting to make

it known that, however determined to go to Camden Place herself, she

should not think herself very well used, if they went to the play

without her. Mrs Musgrove interposed.

“We had better put it off. Charles, you had much better go back and

change the box for Tuesday. It would be a pity to be divided, and we

should be losing Miss Anne, too, if there is a party at her father’s;

and I am sure neither Henrietta nor I should care at all for the play,

if Miss Anne could not be with us.”

Anne felt truly obliged to her for such kindness; and quite as much so

for the opportunity it gave her of decidedly saying—

“If it depended only on my inclination, ma’am, the party at home

(excepting on Mary’s account) would not be the smallest impediment. I

have no pleasure in the sort of meeting, and should be too happy to

change it for a play, and with you. But, it had better not be

attempted, perhaps.” She had spoken it; but she trembled when it was

done, conscious that her words were listened to, and daring not even to

try to observe their effect.

It was soon generally agreed that Tuesday should be the day; Charles

only reserving the advantage of still teasing his wife, by persisting

that he would go to the play to-morrow if nobody else would.

Captain Wentworth left his seat, and walked to the fire-place; probably

for the sake of walking away from it soon afterwards, and taking a

station, with less bare-faced design, by Anne.

“You have not been long enough in Bath,” said he, “to enjoy the evening

parties of the place.”

“Oh! no. The usual character of them has nothing for me. I am no

card-player.”

“You were not formerly, I know. You did not use to like cards; but time

makes many changes.”

“I am not yet so much changed,” cried Anne, and stopped, fearing she

hardly knew what misconstruction. After waiting a few moments he said,

and as if it were the result of immediate feeling, “It is a period,

indeed! Eight years and a half is a period.”

Whether he would have proceeded farther was left to Anne’s imagination

to ponder over in a calmer hour; for while still hearing the sounds he

had uttered, she was startled to other subjects by Henrietta, eager to

make use of the present leisure for getting out, and calling on her

companions to lose no time, lest somebody else should come in.

They were obliged to move. Anne talked of being perfectly ready, and

tried to look it; but she felt that could Henrietta have known the

regret and reluctance of her heart in quitting that chair, in preparing

to quit the room, she would have found, in all her own sensations for

her cousin, in the very security of his affection, wherewith to pity

her.

Their preparations, however, were stopped short. Alarming sounds were

heard; other visitors approached, and the door was thrown open for Sir

Walter and Miss Elliot, whose entrance seemed to give a general chill.

Anne felt an instant oppression, and wherever she looked saw symptoms

of the same. The comfort, the freedom, the gaiety of the room was over,

hushed into cold composure, determined silence, or insipid talk, to

meet the heartless elegance of her father and sister. How mortifying to

feel that it was so!

Her jealous eye was satisfied in one particular. Captain Wentworth was

acknowledged again by each, by Elizabeth more graciously than before.

She even addressed him once, and looked at him more than once.

Elizabeth was, in fact, revolving a great measure. The sequel explained

it. After the waste of a few minutes in saying the proper nothings, she

began to give the invitation which was to comprise all the remaining

dues of the Musgroves. “To-morrow evening, to meet a few friends: no

formal party.” It was all said very gracefully, and the cards with

which she had provided herself, the “Miss Elliot at home,” were laid on

the table, with a courteous, comprehensive smile to all, and one smile

and one card more decidedly for Captain Wentworth. The truth was, that

Elizabeth had been long enough in Bath to understand the importance of

a man of such an air and appearance as his. The past was nothing. The

present was that Captain Wentworth would move about well in her

drawing-room. The card was pointedly given, and Sir Walter and

Elizabeth arose and disappeared.

The interruption had been short, though severe, and ease and animation

returned to most of those they left as the door shut them out, but not

to Anne. She could think only of the invitation she had with such

astonishment witnessed, and of the manner in which it had been

received; a manner of doubtful meaning, of surprise rather than

gratification, of polite acknowledgement rather than acceptance. She

knew him; she saw disdain in his eye, and could not venture to believe

that he had determined to accept such an offering, as an atonement for

all the insolence of the past. Her spirits sank. He held the card in

his hand after they were gone, as if deeply considering it.

“Only think of Elizabeth’s including everybody!” whispered Mary very

audibly. “I do not wonder Captain Wentworth is delighted! You see he

cannot put the card out of his hand.”

Anne caught his eye, saw his cheeks glow, and his mouth form itself

into a momentary expression of contempt, and turned away, that she

might neither see nor hear more to vex her.

The party separated. The gentlemen had their own pursuits, the ladies

proceeded on their own business, and they met no more while Anne

belonged to them. She was earnestly begged to return and dine, and give

them all the rest of the day, but her spirits had been so long exerted

that at present she felt unequal to more, and fit only for home, where

she might be sure of being as silent as she chose.

Promising to be with them the whole of the following morning,

therefore, she closed the fatigues of the present by a toilsome walk to

Camden Place, there to spend the evening chiefly in listening to the

busy arrangements of Elizabeth and Mrs Clay for the morrow’s party, the

frequent enumeration of the persons invited, and the continually

improving detail of all the embellishments which were to make it the

most completely elegant of its kind in Bath, while harassing herself

with the never-ending question, of whether Captain Wentworth would come

or not? They were reckoning him as certain, but with her it was a

gnawing solicitude never appeased for five minutes together. She

generally thought he would come, because she generally thought he

ought; but it was a case which she could not so shape into any positive

act of duty or discretion, as inevitably to defy the suggestions of

very opposite feelings.

She only roused herself from the broodings of this restless agitation,

to let Mrs Clay know that she had been seen with Mr Elliot three hours

after his being supposed to be out of Bath, for having watched in vain

for some intimation of the interview from the lady herself, she

determined to mention it, and it seemed to her there was guilt in Mrs

Clay’s face as she listened. It was transient: cleared away in an

instant; but Anne could imagine she read there the consciousness of

having, by some complication of mutual trick, or some overbearing

authority of his, been obliged to attend (perhaps for half an hour) to

his lectures and restrictions on her designs on Sir Walter. She

exclaimed, however, with a very tolerable imitation of nature:—

“Oh! dear! very true. Only think, Miss Elliot, to my great surprise I

met with Mr Elliot in Bath Street. I was never more astonished. He

turned back and walked with me to the Pump Yard. He had been prevented

setting off for Thornberry, but I really forget by what; for I was in a

hurry, and could not much attend, and I can only answer for his being

determined not to be delayed in his return. He wanted to know how early

he might be admitted to-morrow. He was full of ‘to-morrow,’ and it is

very evident that I have been full of it too, ever since I entered the

house, and learnt the extension of your plan and all that had happened,

or my seeing him could never have gone so entirely out of my head.”