Bab Bab 23 · 第23章

After speeding Arkady on his way with satirical expressions of regret

(as well as giving him to understand that the satirist laboured under

no delusions as to the object of the young man's journey), Bazarov

withdrew into complete seclusion, since a perfect fever for work had

come upon him. Nor did he quarrel any longer with Paul Petrovitch,

and the less so since the latter had now come to adopt an exclusively

aristocratic attitude, and to express his sentiments only in

monosyllables, not in words. Once, and once only, did he allow himself

to engage in a controversy with Bazarov over the then current question

of the rights of the _dvoriané_. But suddenly he checked himself, and

said with an air of cold politeness:

"It is clear that we shall never understand one another. At all events

_I_ have not the honour to understand _you_."

"True," agreed Bazarov. "For a man may understand the precipitation

of ether, and be _au fait_ with what is taking place in the sun, yet,

confront him with the fact that another man blows his nose differently

from the manner in which he blows his own, and at once that man will

become lost in perplexity."

At the same time, there were occasions when Paul Petrovitch requested

permission to attend the other's experiments; and once he went so far

as to apply his perfumed, clean-shaven features to the microscope, for

the purpose of observing how a transparent infusorium could swallow a

greenish-looking particle, and then masticate the same with fang-like

protuberances which grew in its throat. Still more frequently was

Nikolai Petrovitch present in Bazarov's room. Indeed, but for the

counter-distraction of estate-management, he would have spent his whole

time in the process of what he called "self-improvement." Yet he never

hampered the young naturalist: on the contrary, he would seat himself

in a remote corner of the room, and, but for a guarded question or

two, confine himself solely to silently and absorbedly watching the

experiments. Also, at meal times he always endeavoured to turn the

conversation in the direction of physics or geology or chemistry, for

the reason that he divined in any other direction (that of industry,

or, still more, that of politics) there lay a greater danger of

collisions, or, at all events, of mutual soreness. For rightly did

he divine that his brother's enmity towards Bazarov had by no means

abated. And to this conclusion an incident which occurred at a juncture

when cholera had just made its appearance in the neighbourhood, and

carried off two victims from Marino itself, lent additional colour.

One night Paul Petrovitch happened to be seized with a fainting fit,

yet refused to apply to Bazarov for assistance; and when Bazarov, on

meeting him on the following day, inquired why such a course had not

been adopted, Paul Petrovitch--still pale, but as carefully brushed and

combed as ever--retorted: "Did not you yourself tell me that you have

no belief in medicine?"

Thus day followed day. Yet, though Bazarov devoted himself wholly to

work, there was one person in the house whom he did not hold at arm's

length, but was always willing to talk to. That person was Thenichka.

Mostly he encountered her in the early mornings, when she was walking

in the garden or the courtyard; but never did he enter her room, nor

did she ever come to his door, save once, for the purpose of asking

him to help her with Mitia's bath. And she not only trusted Bazarov;

she also held him in no awe, and allowed herself more freedom in

his presence than she did in that of Nikolai Petrovitch himself.

The reason is difficult to determine. Perhaps it was the fact that

unconsciously she detected in Bazarov none of the _dvorianin_ element,

none of that superiority which at once attracts and repels; the young

Nihilist, to her, was just a clever doctor, and no more. At all events,

she was so free from shyness in his presence that she would dandle her

child unabashed, and, on one occasion, when seized with a headache,

went so far as to accept at his hands a spoonful of medicine. True,

in Nikolai Petrovitch's presence she seemed to shun Bazarov; but this

was done more out of a sense of decorum than through subtlety. As for

Paul Petrovitch, she feared him as much as ever, for he had taken to

watching her with a keen, steady eye, and to making his appearance

behind her as though his figure, clad in its inevitable English

suit, and posed in its usual attitude of hands in trousers pockets,

had suddenly sprung from the floor. "Whenever I see him I feel cold

all over," once she complained to Duniasha; whereupon that maiden's

thoughts reverted longingly to another "unfeeling" individual who had,

all unwittingly, come to be "the cruel tyrant" of her heart.

Thenichka, therefore, liked Bazarov, and Bazarov liked Thenichka.

Indeed, no sooner did he speak to her than his face would undergo a

change, and, assuming a bright, almost a good-humoured, expression,

exchange its habitual superciliousness for something like playful

solicitude. Meanwhile she grew more beautiful daily. In the lives of

young women there is a season when they begin to unfold and bloom

like the roses in summer: and to that period Thenichka had just come.

Everything, even the July heat then prevalent, contributed to it.

Dressed in a gown of some light white material, she looked even lighter

and whiter than it; and though she escaped actual sunburn, the heated

air imparted to her cheeks and ears a faint tan, and, permeating her

frame with gentle indolence, imbued her exquisite eyes with dreamy

languor. No longer could she do any work; she could only let her hands

sink upon her lap, and there remain. Seldom going even for a stroll,

she spent the most of her time in a state of gently querulous and

panting, but not distasteful, inertia.

"You should go and bathe as often as you can," Nikolai Petrovitch said

to her one day (he had had a large, canopied bathing-place constructed

in one of the last few ponds on the estate).

"Ah!" she gasped. "Even to walk to the pond half-kills me: and to walk

back from it half-kills me again. There is no shade in the garden, you

see."

"True," he agreed, wiping his forehead.

At seven o'clock one morning, when Bazarov was returning from a walk,

he encountered Thenichka in the midst of a lilac clump which, though

past the season of flowering, was still green and leafy. As usual, she

had a white scarf thrown over her head, and beside the bench on which

she was sitting there was a bunch of red and white roses with the dew

yet glistening on their petals. He bade her good morning.

"It is you, then, Evgenii Vasilitch!" she exclaimed as she put aside a

corner of her scarf to look at him--a movement which bared her arm to

the elbow.

"What are you doing?" he asked as he seated himself beside her. "Is it

a nosegay you are making?"

"Yes, for the breakfast table. Nikolai Petrovitch is so fond of such

things."

"But breakfast is not yet. What a waste of flowers!"

"I know, but I gather them now because later the weather becomes too

hot for walking. This is the only time when it is possible even to

breathe. The heat makes me faint, and I am afraid of falling ill with

it."

"Mere fancy. Let me feel your pulse."

He took her hand in his, and found the pulse to be beating with such

regularity that he did not trouble even to count its throbs.

"You will live to be a hundred," he said as he relinquished her wrist.

"God preserve me from that!" exclaimed she.

"Why so? Surely you would like to live a long time?"

"Yes--I should; but not for a hundred years. You see, my grandmother

lived to be eighty-five, but suffered terribly. Long before she died

she had a constant cough, and was also blind and deaf and crooked, and

had become a burden to herself. What would be the use of a life like

that?"

"You think that it is better to be young?"

"I do. And why not?"

"How is it better? Tell me that."

"How is it better? Oh, as long as one is young one can do what one

wants to do--one can walk about, and carry things, and not be dependent

upon other folk. Is not that the best way?"

"I do not know. At all events _I_ care not whether I be young or old."

"What makes you say that? Surely you cannot mean it?"

"No? Well, think of what my youth means to me. I am a lonely man, a man

without home or--"

"But all depends upon yourself."

"No, it does not. I only wish that some one would take pity upon my

loneliness!"

She glanced at him, but said nothing. After a pause she resumed:

"What is that book of yours?"

"This? It is a learned, scholarly work."

"How you study! Do you never grow tired of it? By this time, I should

think, you must know everything."

"Indeed I do not.... But try reading a few lines of the book."

"I should never understand them. Is it a Russian book?" (She took the

heavily bound volume into her hands.)

"What a large book!" she continued.

"Yes. Also, it is a Russian book."

"Nevertheless I should not be able to understand it.

"I do not want you to understand it. I merely want to be able to watch

you as you read. For when you read you twitch your little nose most

charmingly!"

She began to read aloud a page "on Creosote," but soon burst out

laughing, and replaced the book upon the bench, whence it slipped to

the ground.

"I love to see you laugh," said Bazarov.

"Say no more," she interrupted.

"Also, I love to hear you speak. Your voice is like the bubbling of a

brook."

She turned away her head, and fell to sorting her flowers. Presently

she resumed:

"Why do you love to hear me speak? You must have talked to many much

finer and cleverer ladies?"

"I assure you, nevertheless, that all the I fine and clever ladies' in

the world are worth less than your little finger."

"Oh, come!" And she crossed her hands.

Bazarov picked up the book.

"It is a work on medicine," he observed. "Why did you throw it away?"

"It is a work on medicine?" she re-echoed, and turned to him again. "Do

you know, ever since you gave me those capsules--you remember them, do

you not?--Mitia has slept splendidly! I can never sufficiently thank

you. You are indeed good!"

"But the physician ought to be paid his fee," remarked he with a

smile. "Doctors never do their work for nothing."

Upon this she raised her eyes. They looked all the darker for the

brilliant glare which was beating upon the upper portion of her face.

As a matter of fact, she was trying to divine whether he was speaking

in earnest or in jest.

"Of course I should be delighted to pay you!" she said. "But first I

must mention the matter to Nikolai Petrovitch."

"What?" he exclaimed. "You really think it is _money_ I want? No, I do

not require of you money."

"What, then?" she queried.

"What? Well, guess."

"How can I guess?"

"Then I must tell you. I want, I want--I want one of those roses."

She burst into a peal of laughter, and clapped her hands with delight

at the request. Yet the laughter was accompanied with a certain sense

of relief. Bazarov eyed her.

"Ah, you must excuse my laughing, Evgenii Vasilitch," she said (bending

over the seat of the bench, she fumbled among the roses). "Which sort

should you prefer? A red rose or a white one?"

"A red one, and not too large."

"Then take this one," she said, sitting up again. Yet even as she spoke

she drew back her outstretched hand, and, biting her lips, glanced in

the direction of the entrance to the arbour, and listened intently.

"What is it?" asked Bazarov. "Do you hear Nikolai Petrovitch coming?"

"No. Besides, every one has gone out to the fields. Nor do I fear any

one except Paul Petrovitch. I merely thought that, that----"

"You thought what?"

"That some one _might_ be coming this way. It seems I was wrong. Take

this rose."

She handed Bazarov the gift.

"_Why_ do you fear Paul Petrovitch?" he asked.

"I do so because he frightens me--when I speak to him he returns me no

answer; he just stares at me in a meaning sort of way. You, too, do not

like him, I believe? It was with him that you had such a quarrel, was

it not? What it was all about I do not know, but at least I know that

you worsted him like, like With a gesture she signified the manner in

which she considered Bazarov to have routed Paul Petrovitch.

"And, had _he_ worsted _me_," he inquired, "would you have taken my

part?"

"How could I? We should have agreed no better than you and he."

"You think so? Then let me tell you that a certain little hand could

twist me around its little finger."

"Whose hand is that?"

"I expect you can guess. But smell this rose which you have just given

me."

She bent forward in the direction of the flower, and as she did so her

scarf slipped from her head to her shoulders, and revealed a mass of

dark, soft, fluffy, glossy hair.

"Wait," said Bazarov. "I, too, will smell the rose." And, reaching

forward, he kissed her full on her parted lips.

She started back, and pressed her hands against his breast as though

to repel him; but so weak was the act of repulsion that he found it

possible to renew and to prolong his kiss.

Suddenly there sounded from among the lilac bushes a dry cough, and

just as Thenichka darted to the other end of the bench Paul Petrovitch

appeared, bowed slightly to the pair, said with a sort of melancholy

acidity in his tone: "It is you, then?" and turned on his heel and

departed. The next moment Thenichka picked up her roses and rushed from

the arbour. As she passed Bazarov she whispered in his ear: "That was

indeed wrong of you, Evgenii Vasilitch!" And the words voiced a note of

reproach that was palpably genuine and unfeigned.

Instantly Bazarov's thoughts recurred to another scene in which he

had recently taken part, and he became conscience-stricken, as also

contemptuous of himself, and vexed. He shook his head, congratulated

himself ironically on his folly, and departed to his room.

As for Paul Petrovitch, he left the garden and walked slowly into the

forest. He remained there a considerable time; and, on returning to

breakfast, looked so dark of mien that Nikolai Petrovitch inquired

anxiously whether he were not ill.

"As you know," replied the other quietly, "I suffer habitually from

biliousness."