Bab Bab 35 · One speaks of the moods of spring, but the days that are her true
. One speaks of the moods of spring, but the days that are her true
children have only one mood; they are all full of the rising and
dropping of winds, and the whistling of birds. New flowers may come
out, the green embroidery of the hedges increase, but the same heaven
broods overhead, soft, thick, and blue, the same figures, seen and
unseen, are wandering by coppice and meadow. The morning that Margaret
had spent with Miss Avery, and the afternoon she set out to entrap
Helen, were the scales of a single balance. Time might never have
moved, rain never have fallen, and man alone, with his schemes and
ailments, was troubling Nature until he saw her through a veil of
tears.
She protested no more. Whether Henry was right or wrong, he was most
kind, and she knew of no other standard by which to judge him. She must
trust him absolutely. As soon as he had taken up a business, his
obtuseness vanished. He profited by the slightest indications, and the
capture of Helen promised to be staged as deftly as the marriage of
Evie.
They went down in the morning as arranged, and he discovered that their
victim was actually in Hilton. On his arrival he called at all the
livery-stables in the village, and had a few minutes’ serious
conversation with the proprietors. What he said, Margaret did not
know—perhaps not the truth; but news arrived after lunch that a lady
had come by the London train, and had taken a fly to Howards End.
“She was bound to drive,” said Henry. “There will be her books.”
“I cannot make it out,” said Margaret for the hundredth time.
“Finish your coffee, dear. We must be off.”
“Yes, Margaret, you know you must take plenty,” said Dolly.
Margaret tried, but suddenly lifted her hand to her eyes. Dolly stole
glances at her father-in-law which he did not answer. In the silence
the motor came round to the door.
“You’re not fit for it,” he said anxiously. “Let me go alone. I know
exactly what to do.”
“Oh yes, I am fit,” said Margaret, uncovering her face. “Only most
frightfully worried. I cannot feel that Helen is really alive. Her
letters and telegrams seem to have come from someone else. Her voice
isn’t in them. I don’t believe your driver really saw her at the
station. I wish I’d never mentioned it. I know that Charles is vexed.
Yes, he is—” She seized Dolly’s hand and kissed it. “There, Dolly will
forgive me. There. Now we’ll be off.”
Henry had been looking at her closely. He did not like this breakdown.
“Don’t you want to tidy yourself?” he asked.
“Have I time?”
“Yes, plenty.”
She went to the lavatory by the front door, and as soon as the bolt
slipped, Mr. Wilcox said quietly:
“Dolly, I’m going without her.”
Dolly’s eyes lit up with vulgar excitement. She followed him on tip-toe
out to the car.
“Tell her I thought it best.”
“Yes, Mr. Wilcox, I see.”
“Say anything you like. All right.”
The car started well, and with ordinary luck would have got away. But
Porgly-woggles, who was playing in the garden, chose this moment to sit
down in the middle of the path. Crane, in trying to pass him, ran one
wheel over a bed of wallflowers. Dolly screamed. Margaret, hearing the
noise, rushed out hatless, and was in time to jump on the footboard.
She said not a single word: he was only treating her as she had treated
Helen, and her rage at his dishonesty only helped to indicate what
Helen would feel against them. She thought, “I deserve it: I am
punished for lowering my colours.” And she accepted his apologies with
a calmness that astonished him.
“I still consider you are not fit for it,” he kept saying.
“Perhaps I was not at lunch. But the whole thing is spread clearly
before me now.”
“I was meaning to act for the best.”
“Just lend me your scarf, will you? This wind takes one’s hair so.”
“Certainly, dear girl. Are you all right now?”
“Look! My hands have stopped trembling.”
“And have quite forgiven me? Then listen. Her cab should already have
arrived at Howards End. (We’re a little late, but no matter.) Our first
move will be to send it down to wait at the farm, as, if possible, one
doesn’t want a scene before servants. A certain gentleman”—he pointed
at Crane’s back—“won’t drive in, but will wait a little short of the
front gate, behind the laurels. Have you still the keys of the house?”
“Yes.”
“Well, they aren’t wanted. Do you remember how the house stands?”
“Yes.”
“If we don’t find her in the porch, we can stroll round into the
garden. Our object—”
Here they stopped to pick up the doctor.
“I was just saying to my wife, Mansbridge, that our main object is not
to frighten Miss Schlegel. The house, as you know, is my property, so
it should seem quite natural for us to be there. The trouble is
evidently nervous—wouldn’t you say so, Margaret?”
The doctor, a very young man, began to ask questions about Helen. Was
she normal? Was there anything congenital or hereditary? Had anything
occurred that was likely to alienate her from her family?
“Nothing,” answered Margaret, wondering what would have happened if she
had added: “Though she did resent my husband’s immorality.”
“She always was highly strung,” pursued Henry, leaning back in the car
as it shot past the church. “A tendency to spiritualism and those
things, though nothing serious. Musical, literary, artistic, but I
should say normal—a very charming girl.”
Margaret’s anger and terror increased every moment. How dare these men
label her sister! What horrors lay ahead! What impertinences that
shelter under the name of science! The pack was turning on Helen, to
deny her human rights, and it seemed to Margaret that all Schlegels
were threatened with her. “Were they normal?” What a question to ask!
And it is always those who know nothing about human nature, who are
bored by psychology and shocked by physiology, who ask it. However
piteous her sister’s state, she knew that she must be on her side. They
would be mad together if the world chose to consider them so.
It was now five minutes past three. The car slowed down by the farm, in
the yard of which Miss Avery was standing. Henry asked her whether a
cab had gone past. She nodded, and the next moment they caught sight of
it, at the end of the lane. The car ran silently like a beast of prey.
So unsuspicious was Helen that she was sitting on the porch, with her
back to the road. She had come. Only her head and shoulders were
visible. She sat framed in the vine, and one of her hands played with
the buds. The wind ruffled her hair, the sun glorified it; she was as
she had always been.
Margaret was seated next to the door. Before her husband could prevent
her, she slipped out. She ran to the garden gate, which was shut,
passed through it, and deliberately pushed it in his face. The noise
alarmed Helen. Margaret saw her rise with an unfamiliar movement, and,
rushing into the porch, learnt the simple explanation of all their
fears—her sister was with child.
“Is the truant all right?” called Henry.
She had time to whisper: “Oh, my darling—” The keys of the house were
in her hand. She unlocked Howards End and thrust Helen into it. “Yes,
all right,” she said, and stood with her back to the door.