霍华德庄园· Bab 22

Bab Bab 22 · Margaret greeted her lord with peculiar tenderness on the morrow.

. Margaret greeted her lord with peculiar tenderness on the morrow.

Mature as he was, she might yet be able to help him to the building of

the rainbow bridge that should connect the prose in us with the

passion. Without it we are meaningless fragments, half monks, half

beasts, unconnected arches that have never joined into a man. With it

love is born, and alights on the highest curve, glowing against the

grey, sober against the fire. Happy the man who sees from either aspect

the glory of these outspread wings. The roads of his soul lie clear,

and he and his friends shall find easy-going.

It was hard-going in the roads of Mr. Wilcox’s soul. From boyhood he

had neglected them. “I am not a fellow who bothers about my own

inside.” Outwardly he was cheerful, reliable, and brave; but within,

all had reverted to chaos, ruled, so far as it was ruled at all, by an

incomplete asceticism. Whether as boy, husband, or widower, he had

always the sneaking belief that bodily passion is bad, a belief that is

desirable only when held passionately. Religion had confirmed him. The

words that were read aloud on Sunday to him and to other respectable

men were the words that had once kindled the souls of St. Catharine and

St. Francis into a white-hot hatred of the carnal. He could-not be as

the saints and love the Infinite with a seraphic ardour, but he could

be a little ashamed of loving a wife. “Amabat, amare timebat.” And it

was here that Margaret hoped to help him.

It did not seem so difficult. She need trouble him with no gift of her

own. She would only point out the salvation that was latent in his own

soul, and in the soul of every man. Only connect! That was the whole of

her sermon. Only connect the prose and the passion, and both will be

exalted, and human love will be seen at its height. Live in fragments

no longer. Only connect, and the beast and the monk, robbed of the

isolation that is life to either, will die.

Nor was the message difficult to give. It need not take the form of a

good “talking.” By quiet indications the bridge would be built and span

their lives with beauty.

But she failed. For there was one quality in Henry for which she was

never prepared, however much she reminded herself of it: his

obtuseness. He simply did not notice things, and there was no more to

be said. He never noticed that Helen and Frieda were hostile, or that

Tibby was not interested in currant plantations; he never noticed the

lights and shades that exist in the grayest conversation, the

finger-posts, the milestones, the collisions, the illimitable views.

Once—on another occasion—she scolded him about it. He was puzzled, but

replied with a laugh: “My motto is Concentrate. I’ve no intention of

frittering away my strength on that sort of thing.” “It isn’t

frittering away the strength,” she protested. “It’s enlarging the space

in which you may be strong.” He answered: “You’re a clever little

woman, but my motto’s Concentrate.” And this morning he concentrated

with a vengeance.

They met in the rhododendrons of yesterday. In the daylight the bushes

were inconsiderable and the path was bright in the morning sun. She was

with Helen, who had been ominously quiet since the affair was settled.

“Here we all are!” she cried, and took him by one hand, retaining her

sister’s in the other.

“Here we are. Good-morning, Helen.”

Helen replied, “Good-morning, Mr. Wilcox.”

“Henry, she has had such a nice letter from the queer, cross boy—Do you

remember him? He had a sad moustache, but the back of his head was

young.”

“I have had a letter too. Not a nice one—I want to talk it over with

you:” for Leonard Bast was nothing to him now that she had given him

her word; the triangle of sex was broken for ever.

“Thanks to your hint, he’s clearing out of the Porphyrion.”

“Not a bad business that Porphyrion,” he said absently, as he took his

own letter out of his pocket.

“Not a _bad_—” she exclaimed, dropping his hand. “Surely, on Chelsea

Embankment—”

“Here’s our hostess. Good-morning, Mrs. Munt. Fine rhododendrons. Good

morning, Frau Liesecke; we manage to grow flowers in England, don’t

we?”

“Not a _bad_ business?”

“No. My letter’s about Howards End. Bryce has been ordered abroad, and

wants to sublet it. I am far from sure that I shall give him

permission. There was no clause in the agreement. In my opinion,

subletting is a mistake. If he can find me another tenant, whom I

consider suitable, I may cancel the agreement. Morning, Schlegel. Don’t

you think that’s better than subletting?”

Helen had dropped her hand now, and he had steered her past the whole

party to the seaward side of the house. Beneath them was the bourgeois

little bay, which must have yearned all through the centuries for just

such a watering-place as Swanage to be built on its margin. The waves

were colourless, and the Bournemouth steamer gave a further touch of

insipidity, drawn up against the pier and hooting wildly for

excursionists.

“When there is a sublet I find that damage—”

“Do excuse me, but about the Porphyrion. I don’t feel easy—might I just

bother you, Henry?”

Her manner was so serious that he stopped, and asked her a little

sharply what she wanted.

“You said on Chelsea Embankment, surely, that it was a bad concern, so

we advised this clerk to clear out. He writes this morning that he’s

taken our advice, and now you say it’s not a bad concern.”

“A clerk who clears out of any concern, good or bad, without securing a

berth somewhere else first, is a fool, and I’ve no pity for him.”

“He has not done that. He’s going into a bank in Camden Town, he says.

The salary’s much lower, but he hopes to manage—a branch of Dempster’s

Bank. Is that all right?”

“Dempster! My goodness me, yes.”

“More right than the Porphyrion?”

“Yes, yes, yes; safe as houses—safer.”

“Very many thanks. I’m sorry—if you sublet—?”

“If he sublets, I shan’t have the same control. In theory there should

be no more damage done at Howards End; in practice there will be.

Things may be done for which no money can compensate. For instance, I

shouldn’t want that fine wych-elm spoilt. It hangs—Margaret, we must go

and see the old place some time. It’s pretty in its way. We’ll motor

down and have lunch with Charles.”

“I should enjoy that,” said Margaret bravely.

“What about next Wednesday?”

“Wednesday? No, I couldn’t well do that. Aunt Juley expects us to stop

here another week at least.”

“But you can give that up now.”

“Er—no,” said Margaret, after a moment’s thought.

“Oh, that’ll be all right. I’ll speak to her.”

“This visit is a high solemnity. My aunt counts on it year after year.

She turns the house upside down for us; she invites our special

friends—she scarcely knows Frieda, and we can’t leave her on her hands.

I missed one day, and she would be so hurt if I didn’t stay the full

ten.”

“But I’ll say a word to her. Don’t you bother.”

“Henry, I won’t go. Don’t bully me.”

“You want to see the house, though?”

“Very much—I’ve heard so much about it, one way or the other. Aren’t

there pigs’ teeth in the wych-elm?”

“_Pigs’ teeth?_”

“And you chew the bark for toothache.”

“What a rum notion! Of course not!”

“Perhaps I have confused it with some other tree. There are still a

great number of sacred trees in England, it seems.”

But he left her to intercept Mrs. Munt, whose voice could be heard in

the distance: to be intercepted himself by Helen.

“Oh, Mr. Wilcox, about the Porphyrion—” she began, and went scarlet all

over her face.

“It’s all right,” called Margaret, catching them up. “Dempster’s Bank’s

better.”

“But I think you told us the Porphyrion was bad, and would smash before

Christmas.”

“Did I? It was still outside the Tariff Ring, and had to take rotten

policies. Lately it came in—safe as houses now.”

“In other words, Mr. Bast need never have left it.”

“No, the fellow needn’t.”

“—and needn’t have started life elsewhere at a greatly reduced salary.”

“He only says ‘reduced,’” corrected Margaret, seeing trouble ahead.

“With a man so poor, every reduction must be great. I consider it a

deplorable misfortune.”

Mr. Wilcox, intent on his business with Mrs. Munt, was going steadily

on, but the last remark made him say: “What? What’s that? Do you mean

that I’m responsible?”

“You’re ridiculous, Helen.”

“You seem to think—” He looked at his watch. “Let me explain the point

to you. It is like this. You seem to assume, when a business concern is

conducting a delicate negotiation, it ought to keep the public informed

stage by stage. The Porphyrion, according to you, was bound to say, ‘I

am trying all I can to get into the Tariff Ring. I am not sure that I

shall succeed, but it is the only thing that will save me from

insolvency, and I am trying.’ My dear Helen—”

“Is that your point? A man who had little money has less—that’s mine.”

“I am grieved for your clerk. But it is all in the day’s work. It’s

part of the battle of life.”

“A man who had little money,” she repeated, “has less, owing to us.

Under these circumstances I do not consider ‘the battle of life’ a

happy expression.”

“Oh come, come!” he protested pleasantly. “You’re not to blame. No

one’s to blame.”

“Is no one to blame for anything?”

“I wouldn’t say that, but you’re taking it far too seriously. Who is

this fellow?”

“We have told you about the fellow twice already,” said Helen. “You

have even met the fellow. He is very poor and his wife is an

extravagant imbecile. He is capable of better things. We—we, the upper

classes—thought we would help him from the height of our superior

knowledge—and here’s the result!”

He raised his finger. “Now, a word of advice.”

“I require no more advice.”

“A word of advice. Don’t take up that sentimental attitude over the

poor. See that she doesn’t, Margaret. The poor are poor, and one’s

sorry for them, but there it is. As civilization moves forward, the

shoe is bound to pinch in places, and it’s absurd to pretend that

anyone is responsible personally. Neither you, nor I, nor my informant,

nor the man who informed him, nor the directors of the Porphyrion, are

to blame for this clerk’s loss of salary. It’s just the shoe

pinching—no one can help it; and it might easily have been worse.”

Helen quivered with indignation.

“By all means subscribe to charities—subscribe to them largely—but

don’t get carried away by absurd schemes of Social Reform. I see a good

deal behind the scenes, and you can take it from me that there is no

Social Question—except for a few journalists who try to get a living

out of the phrase. There are just rich and poor, as there always have

been and always will be. Point me out a time when men have been equal—”

“I didn’t say—”

“Point me out a time when desire for equality has made them happier.

No, no. You can’t. There always have been rich and poor. I’m no

fatalist. Heaven forbid! But our civilization is moulded by great

impersonal forces” (his voice grew complacent; it always did when he

eliminated the personal), “and there always will be rich and poor. You

can’t deny it” (and now it was a respectful voice)—“and you can’t deny

that, in spite of all, the tendency of civilization has on the whole

been upward.”

“Owing to God, I suppose,” flashed Helen.

He stared at her.

“You grab the dollars. God does the rest.”

It was no good instructing the girl if she was going to talk about God

in that neurotic modern way. Fraternal to the last, he left her for the

quieter company of Mrs. Munt. He thought, “She rather reminds me of

Dolly.”

Helen looked out at the sea.

“Don’t even discuss political economy with Henry,” advised her sister.

“It’ll only end in a cry.”

“But he must be one of those men who have reconciled science with

religion,” said Helen slowly. “I don’t like those men. They are

scientific themselves, and talk of the survival of the fittest, and cut

down the salaries of their clerks, and stunt the independence of all

who may menace their comfort, but yet they believe that somehow

good—and it is always that sloppy ‘somehow’—will be the outcome, and

that in some mystical way the Mr. Basts of the future will benefit

because the Mr. Basts of today are in pain.”

“He is such a man in theory. But oh, Helen, in theory!”

“But oh, Meg, what a theory!”

“Why should you put things so bitterly, dearie?”

“Because I’m an old maid,” said Helen, biting her lip. “I can’t think

why I go on like this myself.” She shook off her sister’s hand and went

into the house. Margaret, distressed at the day’s beginning, followed

the Bournemouth steamer with her eyes. She saw that Helen’s nerves were

exasperated by the unlucky Bast business beyond the bounds of

politeness. There might at any minute be a real explosion, which even

Henry would notice. Henry must be removed.

“Margaret!” her aunt called. “Magsy! It isn’t true, surely, what Mr.

Wilcox says, that you want to go away early next week?”

“Not ‘want,’” was Margaret’s prompt reply; “but there is so much to be

settled, and I do want to see the Charles’.”

“But going away without taking the Weymouth trip, or even the

Lulworth?” said Mrs. Munt, coming nearer. “Without going once more up

Nine Barrows Down?”

“I’m afraid so.”

Mr. Wilcox rejoined her with, “Good! I did the breaking of the ice.”

A wave of tenderness came over her. She put a hand on either shoulder,

and looked deeply into the black, bright eyes. What was behind their

competent stare? She knew, but was not disquieted.