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. I must now return to Miss Alethea Pontifex, of whom I have said perhaps
too little hitherto, considering how great her influence upon my hero’s
destiny proved to be.
On the death of her father, which happened when she was about
thirty-two years old, she parted company with her sisters, between whom
and herself there had been little sympathy, and came up to London. She
was determined, so she said, to make the rest of her life as happy as
she could, and she had clearer ideas about the best way of setting to
work to do this than women, or indeed men, generally have.
Her fortune consisted, as I have said, of £5000, which had come to her
by her mother’s marriage settlements, and £15,000 left her by her
father, over both which sums she had now absolute control. These
brought her in about £900 a year, and the money being invested in none
but the soundest securities, she had no anxiety about her income. She
meant to be rich, so she formed a scheme of expenditure which involved
an annual outlay of about £500, and determined to put the rest by. “If
I do this,” she said laughingly, “I shall probably just succeed in
living comfortably within my income.” In accordance with this scheme
she took unfurnished apartments in a house in Gower Street, of which
the lower floors were let out as offices. John Pontifex tried to get
her to take a house to herself, but Alethea told him to mind his own
business so plainly that he had to beat a retreat. She had never liked
him, and from that time dropped him almost entirely.
Without going much into society she yet became acquainted with most of
the men and women who had attained a position in the literary, artistic
and scientific worlds, and it was singular how highly her opinion was
valued in spite of her never having attempted in any way to distinguish
herself. She could have written if she had chosen, but she enjoyed
seeing others write and encouraging them better than taking a more
active part herself. Perhaps literary people liked her all the better
because she did not write.
I, as she very well knew, had always been devoted to her, and she might
have had a score of other admirers if she had liked, but she had
discouraged them all, and railed at matrimony as women seldom do unless
they have a comfortable income of their own. She by no means, however,
railed at man as she railed at matrimony, and though living after a
fashion in which even the most censorious could find nothing to
complain of, as far as she properly could she defended those of her own
sex whom the world condemned most severely.
In religion she was, I should think, as nearly a freethinker as anyone
could be whose mind seldom turned upon the subject. She went to church,
but disliked equally those who aired either religion or irreligion. I
remember once hearing her press a late well-known philosopher to write
a novel instead of pursuing his attacks upon religion. The philosopher
did not much like this, and dilated upon the importance of showing
people the folly of much that they pretended to believe. She smiled and
said demurely, “Have they not Moses and the prophets? Let them hear
them.” But she would say a wicked thing quietly on her own account
sometimes, and called my attention once to a note in her prayer-book
which gave account of the walk to Emmaus with the two disciples, and
how Christ had said to them “O fools and slow of heart to believe ALL
that the prophets have spoken”—the “all” being printed in small
capitals.
Though scarcely on terms with her brother John, she had kept up closer
relations with Theobald and his family, and had paid a few days’ visit
to Battersby once in every two years or so. Alethea had always tried to
like Theobald and join forces with him as much as she could (for they
two were the hares of the family, the rest being all hounds), but it
was no use. I believe her chief reason for maintaining relations with
her brother was that she might keep an eye on his children and give
them a lift if they proved nice.
When Miss Pontifex had come down to Battersby in old times the children
had not been beaten, and their lessons had been made lighter. She
easily saw that they were overworked and unhappy, but she could hardly
guess how all-reaching was the régime under which they lived. She knew
she could not interfere effectually then, and wisely forbore to make
too many enquiries. Her time, if ever it was to come, would be when the
children were no longer living under the same roof as their parents. It
ended in her making up her mind to have nothing to do with either Joey
or Charlotte, but to see so much of Ernest as should enable her to form
an opinion about his disposition and abilities.
He had now been a year and a half at Roughborough and was nearly
fourteen years old, so that his character had begun to shape. His aunt
had not seen him for some little time and, thinking that if she was to
exploit him she could do so now perhaps better than at any other time,
she resolved to go down to Roughborough on some pretext which should be
good enough for Theobald, and to take stock of her nephew under
circumstances in which she could get him for some few hours to herself.
Accordingly in August 1849, when Ernest was just entering on his fourth
half year a cab drove up to Dr Skinner’s door with Miss Pontifex, who
asked and obtained leave for Ernest to come and dine with her at the
Swan Hotel. She had written to Ernest to say she was coming and he was
of course on the look-out for her. He had not seen her for so long that
he was rather shy at first, but her good nature soon set him at his
ease. She was so strongly biassed in favour of anything young that her
heart warmed towards him at once, though his appearance was less
prepossessing than she had hoped. She took him to a cake shop and gave
him whatever he liked as soon as she had got him off the school
premises; and Ernest felt at once that she contrasted favourably even
with his aunts the Misses Allaby, who were so very sweet and good. The
Misses Allaby were very poor; sixpence was to them what five shillings
was to Alethea. What chance had they against one who, if she had a
mind, could put by out of her income twice as much as they, poor women,
could spend?
The boy had plenty of prattle in him when he was not snubbed, and
Alethea encouraged him to chatter about whatever came uppermost. He was
always ready to trust anyone who was kind to him; it took many years to
make him reasonably wary in this respect—if indeed, as I sometimes
doubt, he ever will be as wary as he ought to be—and in a short time he
had quite dissociated his aunt from his papa and mamma and the rest,
with whom his instinct told him he should be on his guard. Little did
he know how great, as far as he was concerned, were the issues that
depended upon his behaviour. If he had known, he would perhaps have
played his part less successfully.
His aunt drew from him more details of his home and school life than
his papa and mamma would have approved of, but he had no idea that he
was being pumped. She got out of him all about the happy Sunday
evenings, and how he and Joey and Charlotte quarrelled sometimes, but
she took no side and treated everything as though it were a matter of
course. Like all the boys, he could mimic Dr Skinner, and when warmed
with dinner, and two glasses of sherry which made him nearly tipsy, he
favoured his aunt with samples of the Doctor’s manner and spoke of him
familiarly as “Sam.”
“Sam,” he said, “is an awful old humbug.” It was the sherry that
brought out this piece of swagger, for whatever else he was Dr Skinner
was a reality to Master Ernest, before which, indeed, he sank into his
boots in no time. Alethea smiled and said, “I must not say anything to
that, must I?” Ernest said, “I suppose not,” and was checked. By-and-by
he vented a number of small second-hand priggishnesses which he had
caught up believing them to be the correct thing, and made it plain
that even at that early age Ernest believed in Ernest with a belief
which was amusing from its absurdity. His aunt judged him charitably as
she was sure to do; she knew very well where the priggishness came
from, and seeing that the string of his tongue had been loosened
sufficiently gave him no more sherry.
It was after dinner, however, that he completed the conquest of his
aunt. She then discovered that, like herself, he was passionately fond
of music, and that, too, of the highest class. He knew, and hummed or
whistled to her all sorts of pieces out of the works of the great
masters, which a boy of his age could hardly be expected to know, and
it was evident that this was purely instinctive, inasmuch as music
received no kind of encouragement at Roughborough. There was no boy in
the school as fond of music as he was. He picked up his knowledge, he
said, from the organist of St Michael’s Church who used to practise
sometimes on a week-day afternoon. Ernest had heard the organ booming
away as he was passing outside the church and had sneaked inside and up
into the organ loft. In the course of time the organist became
accustomed to him as a familiar visitant, and the pair became friends.
It was this which decided Alethea that the boy was worth taking pains
with. “He likes the best music,” she thought, “and he hates Dr Skinner.
This is a very fair beginning.” When she sent him away at night with a
sovereign in his pocket (and he had only hoped to get five shillings)
she felt as though she had had a good deal more than her money’s worth
for her money.