บทที่ บทที่ 35 · CONTAINING THE UNSATISFACTORY RESULT OF OLIVER’S ADVENTURE; AND A CONVERSATION OF SOME IMPORTANCE BETWEEN HARRY MAYLIE A

. CONTAINING THE UNSATISFACTORY RESULT OF OLIVER’S ADVENTURE; AND A CONVERSATION OF SOME IMPORTANCE BETWEEN HARRY MAYLIE A

CONTAINING THE UNSATISFACTORY RESULT OF OLIVER’S ADVENTURE; AND A

CONVERSATION OF SOME IMPORTANCE BETWEEN HARRY MAYLIE AND ROSE

When the inmates of the house, attracted by Oliver’s cries, hurried to

the spot from which they proceeded, they found him, pale and agitated,

pointing in the direction of the meadows behind the house, and scarcely

able to articulate the words, “The Jew! the Jew!”

Mr. Giles was at a loss to comprehend what this outcry meant; but Harry

Maylie, whose perceptions were something quicker, and who had heard

Oliver’s history from his mother, understood it at once.

“What direction did he take?” he asked, catching up a heavy stick which

was standing in a corner.

“That,” replied Oliver, pointing out the course the man had taken; “I

missed them in an instant.”

“Then, they are in the ditch!” said Harry. “Follow! And keep as near

me, as you can.” So saying, he sprang over the hedge, and darted off

with a speed which rendered it matter of exceeding difficulty for the

others to keep near him.

Giles followed as well as he could; and Oliver followed too; and in the

course of a minute or two, Mr. Losberne, who had been out walking, and

just then returned, tumbled over the hedge after them, and picking

himself up with more agility than he could have been supposed to

possess, struck into the same course at no contemptible speed, shouting

all the while, most prodigiously, to know what was the matter.

On they all went; nor stopped they once to breathe, until the leader,

striking off into an angle of the field indicated by Oliver, began to

search, narrowly, the ditch and hedge adjoining; which afforded time

for the remainder of the party to come up; and for Oliver to

communicate to Mr. Losberne the circumstances that had led to so

vigorous a pursuit.

The search was all in vain. There were not even the traces of recent

footsteps, to be seen. They stood now, on the summit of a little hill,

commanding the open fields in every direction for three or four miles.

There was the village in the hollow on the left; but, in order to gain

that, after pursuing the track Oliver had pointed out, the men must

have made a circuit of open ground, which it was impossible they could

have accomplished in so short a time. A thick wood skirted the

meadow-land in another direction; but they could not have gained that

covert for the same reason.

“It must have been a dream, Oliver,” said Harry Maylie.

“Oh no, indeed, sir,” replied Oliver, shuddering at the very

recollection of the old wretch’s countenance; “I saw him too plainly

for that. I saw them both, as plainly as I see you now.”

“Who was the other?” inquired Harry and Mr. Losberne, together.

“The very same man I told you of, who came so suddenly upon me at the

inn,” said Oliver. “We had our eyes fixed full upon each other; and I

could swear to him.”

“They took this way?” demanded Harry: “are you sure?”

“As I am that the men were at the window,” replied Oliver, pointing

down, as he spoke, to the hedge which divided the cottage-garden from

the meadow. “The tall man leaped over, just there; and the Jew, running

a few paces to the right, crept through that gap.”

The two gentlemen watched Oliver’s earnest face, as he spoke, and

looking from him to each other, seemed to feel satisfied of the

accuracy of what he said. Still, in no direction were there any

appearances of the trampling of men in hurried flight. The grass was

long; but it was trodden down nowhere, save where their own feet had

crushed it. The sides and brinks of the ditches were of damp clay; but

in no one place could they discern the print of men’s shoes, or the

slightest mark which would indicate that any feet had pressed the

ground for hours before.

“This is strange!” said Harry.

“Strange?” echoed the doctor. “Blathers and Duff, themselves, could

make nothing of it.”

Notwithstanding the evidently useless nature of their search, they did

not desist until the coming on of night rendered its further

prosecution hopeless; and even then, they gave it up with reluctance.

Giles was dispatched to the different ale-houses in the village,

furnished with the best description Oliver could give of the appearance

and dress of the strangers. Of these, the Jew was, at all events,

sufficiently remarkable to be remembered, supposing he had been seen

drinking, or loitering about; but Giles returned without any

intelligence, calculated to dispel or lessen the mystery.

On the next day, fresh search was made, and the inquiries renewed; but

with no better success. On the day following, Oliver and Mr. Maylie

repaired to the market-town, in the hope of seeing or hearing something

of the men there; but this effort was equally fruitless. After a few

days, the affair began to be forgotten, as most affairs are, when

wonder, having no fresh food to support it, dies away of itself.

Meanwhile, Rose was rapidly recovering. She had left her room: was able

to go out; and mixing once more with the family, carried joy into the

hearts of all.

But, although this happy change had a visible effect on the little

circle; and although cheerful voices and merry laughter were once more

heard in the cottage; there was at times, an unwonted restraint upon

some there: even upon Rose herself: which Oliver could not fail to

remark. Mrs. Maylie and her son were often closeted together for a long

time; and more than once Rose appeared with traces of tears upon her

face. After Mr. Losberne had fixed a day for his departure to Chertsey,

these symptoms increased; and it became evident that something was in

progress which affected the peace of the young lady, and of somebody

else besides.

At length, one morning, when Rose was alone in the breakfast-parlour,

Harry Maylie entered; and, with some hesitation, begged permission to

speak with her for a few moments.

“A few—a very few—will suffice, Rose,” said the young man, drawing his

chair towards her. “What I shall have to say, has already presented

itself to your mind; the most cherished hopes of my heart are not

unknown to you, though from my lips you have not heard them stated.”

Rose had been very pale from the moment of his entrance; but that might

have been the effect of her recent illness. She merely bowed; and

bending over some plants that stood near, waited in silence for him to

proceed.

“I—I—ought to have left here, before,” said Harry.

“You should, indeed,” replied Rose. “Forgive me for saying so, but I

wish you had.”

“I was brought here, by the most dreadful and agonising of all

apprehensions,” said the young man; “the fear of losing the one dear

being on whom my every wish and hope are fixed. You had been dying;

trembling between earth and heaven. We know that when the young, the

beautiful, and good, are visited with sickness, their pure spirits

insensibly turn towards their bright home of lasting rest; we know,

Heaven help us! that the best and fairest of our kind, too often fade

in blooming.”

There were tears in the eyes of the gentle girl, as these words were

spoken; and when one fell upon the flower over which she bent, and

glistened brightly in its cup, making it more beautiful, it seemed as

though the outpouring of her fresh young heart, claimed kindred

naturally, with the loveliest things in nature.

“A creature,” continued the young man, passionately, “a creature as

fair and innocent of guile as one of God’s own angels, fluttered

between life and death. Oh! who could hope, when the distant world to

which she was akin, half opened to her view, that she would return to

the sorrow and calamity of this! Rose, Rose, to know that you were

passing away like some soft shadow, which a light from above, casts

upon the earth; to have no hope that you would be spared to those who

linger here; hardly to know a reason why you should be; to feel that

you belonged to that bright sphere whither so many of the fairest and

the best have winged their early flight; and yet to pray, amid all

these consolations, that you might be restored to those who loved

you—these were distractions almost too great to bear. They were mine,

by day and night; and with them, came such a rushing torrent of fears,

and apprehensions, and selfish regrets, lest you should die, and never

know how devotedly I loved you, as almost bore down sense and reason in

its course. You recovered. Day by day, and almost hour by hour, some

drop of health came back, and mingling with the spent and feeble stream

of life which circulated languidly within you, swelled it again to a

high and rushing tide. I have watched you change almost from death, to

life, with eyes that turned blind with their eagerness and deep

affection. Do not tell me that you wish I had lost this; for it has

softened my heart to all mankind.”

“I did not mean that,” said Rose, weeping; “I only wish you had left

here, that you might have turned to high and noble pursuits again; to

pursuits well worthy of you.”

“There is no pursuit more worthy of me: more worthy of the highest

nature that exists: than the struggle to win such a heart as yours,”

said the young man, taking her hand. “Rose, my own dear Rose! For

years—for years—I have loved you; hoping to win my way to fame, and

then come proudly home and tell you it had been pursued only for you to

share; thinking, in my daydreams, how I would remind you, in that happy

moment, of the many silent tokens I had given of a boy’s attachment,

and claim your hand, as in redemption of some old mute contract that

had been sealed between us! That time has not arrived; but here, with

not fame won, and no young vision realised, I offer you the heart so

long your own, and stake my all upon the words with which you greet the

offer.”

“Your behaviour has ever been kind and noble.” said Rose, mastering the

emotions by which she was agitated. “As you believe that I am not

insensible or ungrateful, so hear my answer.”

“It is, that I may endeavour to deserve you; it is, dear Rose?”

“It is,” replied Rose, “that you must endeavour to forget me; not as

your old and dearly-attached companion, for that would wound me deeply;

but, as the object of your love. Look into the world; think how many

hearts you would be proud to gain, are there. Confide some other

passion to me, if you will; I will be the truest, warmest, and most

faithful friend you have.”

There was a pause, during which, Rose, who had covered her face with

one hand, gave free vent to her tears. Harry still retained the other.

“And your reasons, Rose,” he said, at length, in a low voice; “your

reasons for this decision?”

“You have a right to know them,” rejoined Rose. “You can say nothing to

alter my resolution. It is a duty that I must perform. I owe it, alike

to others, and to myself.”

“To yourself?”

“Yes, Harry. I owe it to myself, that I, a friendless, portionless,

girl, with a blight upon my name, should not give your friends reason

to suspect that I had sordidly yielded to your first passion, and

fastened myself, a clog, on all your hopes and projects. I owe it to

you and yours, to prevent you from opposing, in the warmth of your

generous nature, this great obstacle to your progress in the world.”

“If your inclinations chime with your sense of duty—” Harry began.

“They do not,” replied Rose, colouring deeply.

“Then you return my love?” said Harry. “Say but that, dear Rose; say

but that; and soften the bitterness of this hard disappointment!”

“If I could have done so, without doing heavy wrong to him I loved,”

rejoined Rose, “I could have—”

“Have received this declaration very differently?” said Harry. “Do not

conceal that from me, at least, Rose.”

“I could,” said Rose. “Stay!” she added, disengaging her hand, “why

should we prolong this painful interview? Most painful to me, and yet

productive of lasting happiness, notwithstanding; for it _will_ be

happiness to know that I once held the high place in your regard which

I now occupy, and every triumph you achieve in life will animate me

with new fortitude and firmness. Farewell, Harry! As we have met

today, we meet no more; but in other relations than those in which

this conversation have placed us, we may be long and happily entwined;

and may every blessing that the prayers of a true and earnest heart can

call down from the source of all truth and sincerity, cheer and prosper

you!”

“Another word, Rose,” said Harry. “Your reason in your own words. From

your own lips, let me hear it!”

“The prospect before you,” answered Rose, firmly, “is a brilliant one.

All the honours to which great talents and powerful connections can

help men in public life, are in store for you. But those connections

are proud; and I will neither mingle with such as may hold in scorn the

mother who gave me life; nor bring disgrace or failure on the son of

her who has so well supplied that mother’s place. In a word,” said the

young lady, turning away, as her temporary firmness forsook her, “there

is a stain upon my name, which the world visits on innocent heads. I

will carry it into no blood but my own; and the reproach shall rest

alone on me.”

“One word more, Rose. Dearest Rose! one more!” cried Harry, throwing

himself before her. “If I had been less—less fortunate, the world would

call it—if some obscure and peaceful life had been my destiny—if I had

been poor, sick, helpless—would you have turned from me then? Or has my

probable advancement to riches and honour, given this scruple birth?”

“Do not press me to reply,” answered Rose. “The question does not

arise, and never will. It is unfair, almost unkind, to urge it.”

“If your answer be what I almost dare to hope it is,” retorted Harry,

“it will shed a gleam of happiness upon my lonely way, and light the

path before me. It is not an idle thing to do so much, by the utterance

of a few brief words, for one who loves you beyond all else. Oh, Rose:

in the name of my ardent and enduring attachment; in the name of all I

have suffered for you, and all you doom me to undergo; answer me this

one question!”

“Then, if your lot had been differently cast,” rejoined Rose; “if you

had been even a little, but not so far, above me; if I could have been

a help and comfort to you in any humble scene of peace and retirement,

and not a blot and drawback in ambitious and distinguished crowds; I

should have been spared this trial. I have every reason to be happy,

very happy, now; but then, Harry, I own I should have been happier.”

Busy recollections of old hopes, cherished as a girl, long ago, crowded

into the mind of Rose, while making this avowal; but they brought tears

with them, as old hopes will when they come back withered; and they

relieved her.

“I cannot help this weakness, and it makes my purpose stronger,” said

Rose, extending her hand. “I must leave you now, indeed.”

“I ask one promise,” said Harry. “Once, and only once more,—say within

a year, but it may be much sooner,—I may speak to you again on this

subject, for the last time.”

“Not to press me to alter my right determination,” replied Rose, with a

melancholy smile; “it will be useless.”

“No,” said Harry; “to hear you repeat it, if you will—finally repeat

it! I will lay at your feet, whatever of station of fortune I may

possess; and if you still adhere to your present resolution, will not

seek, by word or act, to change it.”

“Then let it be so,” rejoined Rose; “it is but one pang the more, and

by that time I may be enabled to bear it better.”

She extended her hand again. But the young man caught her to his bosom;

and imprinting one kiss on her beautiful forehead, hurried from the

room.