理智与情感· Chương 25

Chương Chương 25 · Though Mrs. Jennings was in the habit of spending a large portion of

. Though Mrs. Jennings was in the habit of spending a large portion of

the year at the houses of her children and friends, she was not without

a settled habitation of her own. Since the death of her husband, who

had traded with success in a less elegant part of the town, she had

resided every winter in a house in one of the streets near Portman

Square. Towards this home, she began on the approach of January to turn

her thoughts, and thither she one day abruptly, and very unexpectedly

by them, asked the elder Misses Dashwood to accompany her. Elinor,

without observing the varying complexion of her sister, and the

animated look which spoke no indifference to the plan, immediately gave

a grateful but absolute denial for both, in which she believed herself

to be speaking their united inclinations. The reason alleged was their

determined resolution of not leaving their mother at that time of the

year. Mrs. Jennings received the refusal with some surprise, and

repeated her invitation immediately.

“Oh, Lord! I am sure your mother can spare you very well, and I _do_

beg you will favour me with your company, for I’ve quite set my heart

upon it. Don’t fancy that you will be any inconvenience to me, for I

shan’t put myself at all out of my way for you. It will only be sending

Betty by the coach, and I hope I can afford _that_. We three shall be

able to go very well in my chaise; and when we are in town, if you do

not like to go wherever I do, well and good, you may always go with one

of my daughters. I am sure your mother will not object to it; for I

have had such good luck in getting my own children off my hands that

she will think me a very fit person to have the charge of you; and if I

don’t get one of you at least well married before I have done with you,

it shall not be my fault. I shall speak a good word for you to all the

young men, you may depend upon it.”

“I have a notion,” said Sir John, “that Miss Marianne would not object

to such a scheme, if her elder sister would come into it. It is very

hard indeed that she should not have a little pleasure, because Miss

Dashwood does not wish it. So I would advise you two, to set off for

town, when you are tired of Barton, without saying a word to Miss

Dashwood about it.”

“Nay,” cried Mrs. Jennings, “I am sure I shall be monstrous glad of

Miss Marianne’s company, whether Miss Dashwood will go or not, only the

more the merrier say I, and I thought it would be more comfortable for

them to be together; because, if they got tired of me, they might talk

to one another, and laugh at my odd ways behind my back. But one or the

other, if not both of them, I must have. Lord bless me! how do you

think I can live poking by myself, I who have been always used till

this winter to have Charlotte with me. Come, Miss Marianne, let us

strike hands upon the bargain, and if Miss Dashwood will change her

mind by and bye, why so much the better.”

“I thank you, ma’am, sincerely thank you,” said Marianne, with warmth:

“your invitation has insured my gratitude for ever, and it would give

me such happiness, yes, almost the greatest happiness I am capable of,

to be able to accept it. But my mother, my dearest, kindest mother,—I

feel the justice of what Elinor has urged, and if she were to be made

less happy, less comfortable by our absence—Oh! no, nothing should

tempt me to leave her. It should not, must not be a struggle.”

Mrs. Jennings repeated her assurance that Mrs. Dashwood could spare

them perfectly well; and Elinor, who now understood her sister, and saw

to what indifference to almost every thing else she was carried by her

eagerness to be with Willoughby again, made no farther direct

opposition to the plan, and merely referred it to her mother’s

decision, from whom however she scarcely expected to receive any

support in her endeavour to prevent a visit, which she could not

approve of for Marianne, and which on her own account she had

particular reasons to avoid. Whatever Marianne was desirous of, her

mother would be eager to promote—she could not expect to influence the

latter to cautiousness of conduct in an affair respecting which she had

never been able to inspire her with distrust; and she dared not explain

the motive of her own disinclination for going to London. That

Marianne, fastidious as she was, thoroughly acquainted with Mrs.

Jennings’ manners, and invariably disgusted by them, should overlook

every inconvenience of that kind, should disregard whatever must be

most wounding to her irritable feelings, in her pursuit of one object,

was such a proof, so strong, so full, of the importance of that object

to her, as Elinor, in spite of all that had passed, was not prepared to

witness.

On being informed of the invitation, Mrs. Dashwood, persuaded that such

an excursion would be productive of much amusement to both her

daughters, and perceiving through all her affectionate attention to

herself, how much the heart of Marianne was in it, would not hear of

their declining the offer upon _her_ account; insisted on their both

accepting it directly; and then began to foresee, with her usual

cheerfulness, a variety of advantages that would accrue to them all,

from this separation.

“I am delighted with the plan,” she cried, “it is exactly what I could

wish. Margaret and I shall be as much benefited by it as yourselves.

When you and the Middletons are gone, we shall go on so quietly and

happily together with our books and our music! You will find Margaret

so improved when you come back again! I have a little plan of

alteration for your bedrooms too, which may now be performed without

any inconvenience to any one. It is very right that you _should_ go to

town; I would have every young woman of your condition in life

acquainted with the manners and amusements of London. You will be under

the care of a motherly good sort of woman, of whose kindness to you I

can have no doubt. And in all probability you will see your brother,

and whatever may be his faults, or the faults of his wife, when I

consider whose son he is, I cannot bear to have you so wholly estranged

from each other.”

“Though with your usual anxiety for our happiness,” said Elinor, “you

have been obviating every impediment to the present scheme which

occurred to you, there is still one objection which, in my opinion,

cannot be so easily removed.”

Marianne’s countenance sunk.

“And what,” said Mrs. Dashwood, “is my dear prudent Elinor going to

suggest? What formidable obstacle is she now to bring forward? Do not

let me hear a word about the expense of it.”

“My objection is this; though I think very well of Mrs. Jennings’s

heart, she is not a woman whose society can afford us pleasure, or

whose protection will give us consequence.”

“That is very true,” replied her mother, “but of her society,

separately from that of other people, you will scarcely have any thing

at all, and you will almost always appear in public with Lady

Middleton.”

“If Elinor is frightened away by her dislike of Mrs. Jennings,” said

Marianne, “at least it need not prevent MY accepting her invitation. I

have no such scruples, and I am sure I could put up with every

unpleasantness of that kind with very little effort.”

Elinor could not help smiling at this display of indifference towards

the manners of a person, to whom she had often had difficulty in

persuading Marianne to behave with tolerable politeness; and resolved

within herself, that if her sister persisted in going, she would go

likewise, as she did not think it proper that Marianne should be left

to the sole guidance of her own judgment, or that Mrs. Jennings should

be abandoned to the mercy of Marianne for all the comfort of her

domestic hours. To this determination she was the more easily

reconciled, by recollecting that Edward Ferrars, by Lucy’s account, was

not to be in town before February; and that their visit, without any

unreasonable abridgement, might be previously finished.

“I will have you _both_ go,” said Mrs. Dashwood; “these objections are

nonsensical. You will have much pleasure in being in London, and

especially in being together; and if Elinor would ever condescend to

anticipate enjoyment, she would foresee it there from a variety of

sources; she would, perhaps, expect some from improving her

acquaintance with her sister-in-law’s family.”

Elinor had often wished for an opportunity of attempting to weaken her

mother’s dependence on the attachment of Edward and herself, that the

shock might be less when the whole truth were revealed, and now on this

attack, though almost hopeless of success, she forced herself to begin

her design by saying, as calmly as she could, “I like Edward Ferrars

very much, and shall always be glad to see him; but as to the rest of

the family, it is a matter of perfect indifference to me, whether I am

ever known to them or not.”

Mrs. Dashwood smiled, and said nothing. Marianne lifted up her eyes in

astonishment, and Elinor conjectured that she might as well have held

her tongue.

After very little farther discourse, it was finally settled that the

invitation should be fully accepted. Mrs. Jennings received the

information with a great deal of joy, and many assurances of kindness

and care; nor was it a matter of pleasure merely to her. Sir John was

delighted; for to a man, whose prevailing anxiety was the dread of

being alone, the acquisition of two, to the number of inhabitants in

London, was something. Even Lady Middleton took the trouble of being

delighted, which was putting herself rather out of her way; and as for

the Miss Steeles, especially Lucy, they had never been so happy in

their lives as this intelligence made them.

Elinor submitted to the arrangement which counteracted her wishes with

less reluctance than she had expected to feel. With regard to herself,

it was now a matter of unconcern whether she went to town or not, and

when she saw her mother so thoroughly pleased with the plan, and her

sister exhilarated by it in look, voice, and manner, restored to all

her usual animation, and elevated to more than her usual gaiety, she

could not be dissatisfied with the cause, and would hardly allow

herself to distrust the consequence.

Marianne’s joy was almost a degree beyond happiness, so great was the

perturbation of her spirits and her impatience to be gone. Her

unwillingness to quit her mother was her only restorative to calmness;

and at the moment of parting her grief on that score was excessive. Her

mother’s affliction was hardly less, and Elinor was the only one of the

three, who seemed to consider the separation as any thing short of

eternal.

Their departure took place in the first week in January. The Middletons

were to follow in about a week. The Miss Steeles kept their station at

the park, and were to quit it only with the rest of the family.