第 二十二 章 · Margaret greeted her lord with peculiar tenderness on the morrow.
. Margaret greeted her lord with peculiar tenderness on the morrow.
Mature as he was, she might yet be able to help him to the building of
the rainbow bridge that should connect the prose in us with the
passion. Without it we are meaningless fragments, half monks, half
beasts, unconnected arches that have never joined into a man. With it
love is born, and alights on the highest curve, glowing against the
grey, sober against the fire. Happy the man who sees from either aspect
the glory of these outspread wings. The roads of his soul lie clear,
and he and his friends shall find easy-going.
It was hard-going in the roads of Mr. Wilcox’s soul. From boyhood he
had neglected them. “I am not a fellow who bothers about my own
inside.” Outwardly he was cheerful, reliable, and brave; but within,
all had reverted to chaos, ruled, so far as it was ruled at all, by an
incomplete asceticism. Whether as boy, husband, or widower, he had
always the sneaking belief that bodily passion is bad, a belief that is
desirable only when held passionately. Religion had confirmed him. The
words that were read aloud on Sunday to him and to other respectable
men were the words that had once kindled the souls of St. Catharine and
St. Francis into a white-hot hatred of the carnal. He could-not be as
the saints and love the Infinite with a seraphic ardour, but he could
be a little ashamed of loving a wife. “Amabat, amare timebat.” And it
was here that Margaret hoped to help him.
It did not seem so difficult. She need trouble him with no gift of her
own. She would only point out the salvation that was latent in his own
soul, and in the soul of every man. Only connect! That was the whole of
her sermon. Only connect the prose and the passion, and both will be
exalted, and human love will be seen at its height. Live in fragments
no longer. Only connect, and the beast and the monk, robbed of the
isolation that is life to either, will die.
Nor was the message difficult to give. It need not take the form of a
good “talking.” By quiet indications the bridge would be built and span
their lives with beauty.
But she failed. For there was one quality in Henry for which she was
never prepared, however much she reminded herself of it: his
obtuseness. He simply did not notice things, and there was no more to
be said. He never noticed that Helen and Frieda were hostile, or that
Tibby was not interested in currant plantations; he never noticed the
lights and shades that exist in the grayest conversation, the
finger-posts, the milestones, the collisions, the illimitable views.
Once—on another occasion—she scolded him about it. He was puzzled, but
replied with a laugh: “My motto is Concentrate. I’ve no intention of
frittering away my strength on that sort of thing.” “It isn’t
frittering away the strength,” she protested. “It’s enlarging the space
in which you may be strong.” He answered: “You’re a clever little
woman, but my motto’s Concentrate.” And this morning he concentrated
with a vengeance.
They met in the rhododendrons of yesterday. In the daylight the bushes
were inconsiderable and the path was bright in the morning sun. She was
with Helen, who had been ominously quiet since the affair was settled.
“Here we all are!” she cried, and took him by one hand, retaining her
sister’s in the other.
“Here we are. Good-morning, Helen.”
Helen replied, “Good-morning, Mr. Wilcox.”
“Henry, she has had such a nice letter from the queer, cross boy—Do you
remember him? He had a sad moustache, but the back of his head was
young.”
“I have had a letter too. Not a nice one—I want to talk it over with
you:” for Leonard Bast was nothing to him now that she had given him
her word; the triangle of sex was broken for ever.
“Thanks to your hint, he’s clearing out of the Porphyrion.”
“Not a bad business that Porphyrion,” he said absently, as he took his
own letter out of his pocket.
“Not a _bad_—” she exclaimed, dropping his hand. “Surely, on Chelsea
Embankment—”
“Here’s our hostess. Good-morning, Mrs. Munt. Fine rhododendrons. Good
morning, Frau Liesecke; we manage to grow flowers in England, don’t
we?”
“Not a _bad_ business?”
“No. My letter’s about Howards End. Bryce has been ordered abroad, and
wants to sublet it. I am far from sure that I shall give him
permission. There was no clause in the agreement. In my opinion,
subletting is a mistake. If he can find me another tenant, whom I
consider suitable, I may cancel the agreement. Morning, Schlegel. Don’t
you think that’s better than subletting?”
Helen had dropped her hand now, and he had steered her past the whole
party to the seaward side of the house. Beneath them was the bourgeois
little bay, which must have yearned all through the centuries for just
such a watering-place as Swanage to be built on its margin. The waves
were colourless, and the Bournemouth steamer gave a further touch of
insipidity, drawn up against the pier and hooting wildly for
excursionists.
“When there is a sublet I find that damage—”
“Do excuse me, but about the Porphyrion. I don’t feel easy—might I just
bother you, Henry?”
Her manner was so serious that he stopped, and asked her a little
sharply what she wanted.
“You said on Chelsea Embankment, surely, that it was a bad concern, so
we advised this clerk to clear out. He writes this morning that he’s
taken our advice, and now you say it’s not a bad concern.”
“A clerk who clears out of any concern, good or bad, without securing a
berth somewhere else first, is a fool, and I’ve no pity for him.”
“He has not done that. He’s going into a bank in Camden Town, he says.
The salary’s much lower, but he hopes to manage—a branch of Dempster’s
Bank. Is that all right?”
“Dempster! My goodness me, yes.”
“More right than the Porphyrion?”
“Yes, yes, yes; safe as houses—safer.”
“Very many thanks. I’m sorry—if you sublet—?”
“If he sublets, I shan’t have the same control. In theory there should
be no more damage done at Howards End; in practice there will be.
Things may be done for which no money can compensate. For instance, I
shouldn’t want that fine wych-elm spoilt. It hangs—Margaret, we must go
and see the old place some time. It’s pretty in its way. We’ll motor
down and have lunch with Charles.”
“I should enjoy that,” said Margaret bravely.
“What about next Wednesday?”
“Wednesday? No, I couldn’t well do that. Aunt Juley expects us to stop
here another week at least.”
“But you can give that up now.”
“Er—no,” said Margaret, after a moment’s thought.
“Oh, that’ll be all right. I’ll speak to her.”
“This visit is a high solemnity. My aunt counts on it year after year.
She turns the house upside down for us; she invites our special
friends—she scarcely knows Frieda, and we can’t leave her on her hands.
I missed one day, and she would be so hurt if I didn’t stay the full
ten.”
“But I’ll say a word to her. Don’t you bother.”
“Henry, I won’t go. Don’t bully me.”
“You want to see the house, though?”
“Very much—I’ve heard so much about it, one way or the other. Aren’t
there pigs’ teeth in the wych-elm?”
“_Pigs’ teeth?_”
“And you chew the bark for toothache.”
“What a rum notion! Of course not!”
“Perhaps I have confused it with some other tree. There are still a
great number of sacred trees in England, it seems.”
But he left her to intercept Mrs. Munt, whose voice could be heard in
the distance: to be intercepted himself by Helen.
“Oh, Mr. Wilcox, about the Porphyrion—” she began, and went scarlet all
over her face.
“It’s all right,” called Margaret, catching them up. “Dempster’s Bank’s
better.”
“But I think you told us the Porphyrion was bad, and would smash before
Christmas.”
“Did I? It was still outside the Tariff Ring, and had to take rotten
policies. Lately it came in—safe as houses now.”
“In other words, Mr. Bast need never have left it.”
“No, the fellow needn’t.”
“—and needn’t have started life elsewhere at a greatly reduced salary.”
“He only says ‘reduced,’” corrected Margaret, seeing trouble ahead.
“With a man so poor, every reduction must be great. I consider it a
deplorable misfortune.”
Mr. Wilcox, intent on his business with Mrs. Munt, was going steadily
on, but the last remark made him say: “What? What’s that? Do you mean
that I’m responsible?”
“You’re ridiculous, Helen.”
“You seem to think—” He looked at his watch. “Let me explain the point
to you. It is like this. You seem to assume, when a business concern is
conducting a delicate negotiation, it ought to keep the public informed
stage by stage. The Porphyrion, according to you, was bound to say, ‘I
am trying all I can to get into the Tariff Ring. I am not sure that I
shall succeed, but it is the only thing that will save me from
insolvency, and I am trying.’ My dear Helen—”
“Is that your point? A man who had little money has less—that’s mine.”
“I am grieved for your clerk. But it is all in the day’s work. It’s
part of the battle of life.”
“A man who had little money,” she repeated, “has less, owing to us.
Under these circumstances I do not consider ‘the battle of life’ a
happy expression.”
“Oh come, come!” he protested pleasantly. “You’re not to blame. No
one’s to blame.”
“Is no one to blame for anything?”
“I wouldn’t say that, but you’re taking it far too seriously. Who is
this fellow?”
“We have told you about the fellow twice already,” said Helen. “You
have even met the fellow. He is very poor and his wife is an
extravagant imbecile. He is capable of better things. We—we, the upper
classes—thought we would help him from the height of our superior
knowledge—and here’s the result!”
He raised his finger. “Now, a word of advice.”
“I require no more advice.”
“A word of advice. Don’t take up that sentimental attitude over the
poor. See that she doesn’t, Margaret. The poor are poor, and one’s
sorry for them, but there it is. As civilization moves forward, the
shoe is bound to pinch in places, and it’s absurd to pretend that
anyone is responsible personally. Neither you, nor I, nor my informant,
nor the man who informed him, nor the directors of the Porphyrion, are
to blame for this clerk’s loss of salary. It’s just the shoe
pinching—no one can help it; and it might easily have been worse.”
Helen quivered with indignation.
“By all means subscribe to charities—subscribe to them largely—but
don’t get carried away by absurd schemes of Social Reform. I see a good
deal behind the scenes, and you can take it from me that there is no
Social Question—except for a few journalists who try to get a living
out of the phrase. There are just rich and poor, as there always have
been and always will be. Point me out a time when men have been equal—”
“I didn’t say—”
“Point me out a time when desire for equality has made them happier.
No, no. You can’t. There always have been rich and poor. I’m no
fatalist. Heaven forbid! But our civilization is moulded by great
impersonal forces” (his voice grew complacent; it always did when he
eliminated the personal), “and there always will be rich and poor. You
can’t deny it” (and now it was a respectful voice)—“and you can’t deny
that, in spite of all, the tendency of civilization has on the whole
been upward.”
“Owing to God, I suppose,” flashed Helen.
He stared at her.
“You grab the dollars. God does the rest.”
It was no good instructing the girl if she was going to talk about God
in that neurotic modern way. Fraternal to the last, he left her for the
quieter company of Mrs. Munt. He thought, “She rather reminds me of
Dolly.”
Helen looked out at the sea.
“Don’t even discuss political economy with Henry,” advised her sister.
“It’ll only end in a cry.”
“But he must be one of those men who have reconciled science with
religion,” said Helen slowly. “I don’t like those men. They are
scientific themselves, and talk of the survival of the fittest, and cut
down the salaries of their clerks, and stunt the independence of all
who may menace their comfort, but yet they believe that somehow
good—and it is always that sloppy ‘somehow’—will be the outcome, and
that in some mystical way the Mr. Basts of the future will benefit
because the Mr. Basts of today are in pain.”
“He is such a man in theory. But oh, Helen, in theory!”
“But oh, Meg, what a theory!”
“Why should you put things so bitterly, dearie?”
“Because I’m an old maid,” said Helen, biting her lip. “I can’t think
why I go on like this myself.” She shook off her sister’s hand and went
into the house. Margaret, distressed at the day’s beginning, followed
the Bournemouth steamer with her eyes. She saw that Helen’s nerves were
exasperated by the unlucky Bast business beyond the bounds of
politeness. There might at any minute be a real explosion, which even
Henry would notice. Henry must be removed.
“Margaret!” her aunt called. “Magsy! It isn’t true, surely, what Mr.
Wilcox says, that you want to go away early next week?”
“Not ‘want,’” was Margaret’s prompt reply; “but there is so much to be
settled, and I do want to see the Charles’.”
“But going away without taking the Weymouth trip, or even the
Lulworth?” said Mrs. Munt, coming nearer. “Without going once more up
Nine Barrows Down?”
“I’m afraid so.”
Mr. Wilcox rejoined her with, “Good! I did the breaking of the ice.”
A wave of tenderness came over her. She put a hand on either shoulder,
and looked deeply into the black, bright eyes. What was behind their
competent stare? She knew, but was not disquieted.