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The waggons remained by the river the whole day, and set off again

when the sun was setting.

Yegorushka was lying on the bales again; the waggon creaked softly

and swayed from side to side. Panteley walked below, stamping his

feet, slapping himself on his thighs and muttering. The air was

full of the churring music of the steppes, as it had been the day

before.

Yegorushka lay on his back, and, putting his hands under his head,

gazed upwards at the sky. He watched the glow of sunset kindle,

then fade away; guardian angels covering the horizon with their

gold wings disposed themselves to slumber. The day had passed

peacefully; the quiet peaceful night had come, and they could stay

tranquilly at home in heaven. . . . Yegorushka saw the sky by degrees

grow dark and the mist fall over the earth--saw the stars light

up, one after the other. . . .

When you gaze a long while fixedly at the deep sky thoughts and

feelings for some reason merge in a sense of loneliness. One begins

to feel hopelessly solitary, and everything one used to look upon

as near and akin becomes infinitely remote and valueless; the stars

that have looked down from the sky thousands of years already, the

mists and the incomprehensible sky itself, indifferent to the brief

life of man, oppress the soul with their silence when one is left

face to face with them and tries to grasp their significance. One

is reminded of the solitude awaiting each one of us in the grave,

and the reality of life seems awful . . . full of despair. . . .

Yegorushka thought of his grandmother, who was sleeping now under

the cherry-trees in the cemetery. He remembered how she lay in her

coffin with pennies on her eyes, how afterwards she was shut in and

let down into the grave; he even recalled the hollow sound of the

clods of earth on the coffin lid. . . . He pictured his granny in

the dark and narrow coffin, helpless and deserted by everyone. His

imagination pictured his granny suddenly awakening, not understanding

where she was, knocking upon the lid and calling for help, and in

the end swooning with horror and dying again. He imagined his mother

dead, Father Christopher, Countess Dranitsky, Solomon. But however

much he tried to imagine himself in the dark tomb, far from home,

outcast, helpless and dead, he could not succeed; for himself

personally he could not admit the possibility of death, and felt

that he would never die. . . .

Panteley, for whom death could not be far away, walked below and

went on reckoning up his thoughts.

"All right. . . . Nice gentlefolk, . . ." he muttered. "Took his

little lad to school--but how he is doing now I haven't heard say

--in Slavyanoserbsk. I say there is no establishment for teaching

them to be very clever. . . . No, that's true--a nice little lad,

no harm in him. . . . He'll grow up and be a help to his father

. . . . You, Yegory, are little now, but you'll grow big and will

keep your father and mother. . . . So it is ordained of God, 'Honour

your father and your mother.' . . . I had children myself, but they

were burnt. . . . My wife was burnt and my children, . . . that's

true. . . . The hut caught fire on the night of Epiphany. . . . I

was not at home, I was driving in Oryol. In Oryol. . . . Marya

dashed out into the street, but remembering that the children were

asleep in the hut, ran back and was burnt with her children. . . .

Next day they found nothing but bones."

About midnight Yegorushka and the waggoners were again sitting round

a small camp fire. While the dry twigs and stems were burning up,

Kiruha and Vassya went off somewhere to get water from a creek;

they vanished into the darkness, but could be heard all the time

talking and clinking their pails; so the creek was not far away.

The light from the fire lay a great flickering patch on the earth;

though the moon was bright, yet everything seemed impenetrably black

beyond that red patch. The light was in the waggoners' eyes, and

they saw only part of the great road; almost unseen in the darkness

the waggons with the bales and the horses looked like a mountain

of undefined shape. Twenty paces from the camp fire at the edge of

the road stood a wooden cross that had fallen aslant. Before the

camp fire had been lighted, when he could still see things at a

distance, Yegorushka had noticed that there was a similar old

slanting cross on the other side of the great road.

Coming back with the water, Kiruha and Vassya filled the cauldron

and fixed it over the fire. Styopka, with the notched spoon in his

hand, took his place in the smoke by the cauldron, gazing dreamily

into the water for the scum to rise. Panteley and Emelyan were

sitting side by side in silence, brooding over something. Dymov was

lying on his stomach, with his head propped on his fists, looking

into the fire. . . . Styopka's shadow was dancing over him, so that

his handsome face was at one minute covered with darkness, at the

next lighted up. . . . Kiruha and Vassya were wandering about at a

little distance gathering dry grass and bark for the fire. Yegorushka,

with his hands in his pockets, was standing by Panteley, watching

how the fire devoured the grass.

All were resting, musing on something, and they glanced cursorily

at the cross over which patches of red light were dancing. There

is something melancholy, pensive, and extremely poetical about a

solitary tomb; one feels its silence, and the silence gives one the

sense of the presence of the soul of the unknown man who lies under

the cross. Is that soul at peace on the steppe? Does it grieve in

the moonlight? Near the tomb the steppe seems melancholy, dreary

and mournful; the grass seems more sorrowful, and one fancies the

grasshoppers chirrup less freely, and there is no passer-by who

would not remember that lonely soul and keep looking back at the

tomb, till it was left far behind and hidden in the mists. . . .

"Grandfather, what is that cross for?" asked Yegorushka.

Panteley looked at the cross and then at Dymov and asked:

"Nikola, isn't this the place where the mowers killed the merchants?"

Dymov not very readily raised himself on his elbow, looked at the

road and said:

"Yes, it is. . . ."

A silence followed. Kiruha broke up some dry stalks, crushed them

up together and thrust them under the cauldron. The fire flared up

brightly; Styopka was enveloped in black smoke, and the shadow cast

by the cross danced along the road in the dusk beside the waggons.

"Yes, they were killed," Dymov said reluctantly. "Two merchants,

father and son, were travelling, selling holy images. They put up

in the inn not far from here that is now kept by Ignat Fomin. The

old man had a drop too much, and began boasting that he had a lot

of money with him. We all know merchants are a boastful set, God

preserve us. . . . They can't resist showing off before the likes

of us. And at the time some mowers were staying the night at the

inn. So they overheard what the merchants said and took note of

it."

"O Lord! . . . Holy Mother!" sighed Panteley.

"Next day, as soon as it was light," Dymov went on, "the merchants

were preparing to set off and the mowers tried to join them. 'Let

us go together, your worships. It will be more cheerful and there

will be less danger, for this is an out-of-the-way place. . . .'

The merchants had to travel at a walking pace to avoid breaking the

images, and that just suited the mowers. . . ."

Dymov rose into a kneeling position and stretched.

"Yes," he went on, yawning. "Everything went all right till they

reached this spot, and then the mowers let fly at them with their

scythes. The son, he was a fine young fellow, snatched the scythe

from one of them, and he used it, too. . . . Well, of course, they

got the best of it because there were eight of them. They hacked

at the merchants so that there was not a sound place left on their

bodies; when they had finished they dragged both of them off the

road, the father to one side and the son to the other. Opposite

that cross there is another cross on this side. . . . Whether it

is still standing, I don't know. . . . I can't see from here. . . ."

"It is," said Kiruha.

"They say they did not find much money afterwards."

"No," Panteley confirmed; "they only found a hundred roubles."

"And three of them died afterwards, for the merchant had cut them

badly with the scythe, too. They died from loss of blood. One had

his hand cut off, so that they say he ran three miles without his

hand, and they found him on a mound close to Kurikovo. He was

squatting on his heels, with his head on his knees, as though he

were lost in thought, but when they looked at him there was no life

in him and he was dead. . . ."

"They found him by the track of blood," said Panteley.

Everyone looked at the cross, and again there was a hush. From

somewhere, most likely from the creek, floated the mournful cry of

the bird: "Sleep! sleep! sleep!"

"There are a great many wicked people in the world," said Emelyan.

"A great many," assented Panteley, and he moved up closer to the

fire as though he were frightened. "A great many," he went on in a

low voice. "I've seen lots and lots of them. . . . Wicked people!

. . . I have seen a great many holy and just, too. . . . Queen of

Heaven, save us and have mercy on us. I remember once thirty years

ago, or maybe more, I was driving a merchant from Morshansk. The

merchant was a jolly handsome fellow, with money, too . . . the

merchant was . . . a nice man, no harm in him. . . . So we put up

for the night at an inn. And in Russia the inns are not what they

are in these parts. There the yards are roofed in and look like the

ground floor, or let us say like barns in good farms. Only a barn

would be a bit higher. So we put up there and were all right. My

merchant was in a room, while I was with the horses, and everything

was as it should be. So, lads, I said my prayers before going to

sleep and began walking about the yard. And it was a dark night, I

couldn't see anything; it was no good trying. So I walked about a

bit up to the waggons, or nearly, when I saw a light gleaming. What

could it mean? I thought the people of the inn had gone to bed long

ago, and besides the merchant and me there were no other guests in

the inn. . . . Where could the light have come from? I felt suspicious.

. . . I went closer . . . towards the light. . . . The Lord have

mercy upon me! and save me, Queen of Heaven! I looked and there was

a little window with a grating, . . . close to the ground, in the

house. . . I lay down on the ground and looked in; as soon as I

looked in a cold chill ran all down me. . . ."

Kiruha, trying not to make a noise, thrust a handful of twigs into

the fire. After waiting for it to leave off crackling and hissing,

the old man went on:

"I looked in and there was a big cellar, black and dark. . . . There

was a lighted lantern on a tub. In the middle of the cellar were

about a dozen men in red shirts with their sleeves turned up,

sharpening long knives. . . . Ugh! So we had fallen into a nest of

robbers. . . . What's to be done? I ran to the merchant, waked him

up quietly, and said: 'Don't be frightened, merchant,' said I, 'but

we are in a bad way. We have fallen into a nest of robbers,' I said.

He turned pale and asked: 'What are we to do now, Panteley? I have

a lot of money that belongs to orphans. As for my life,' he said,

'that's in God's hands. I am not afraid to die, but it's dreadful

to lose the orphans' money,' said he. . . . What were we to do? The

gates were locked; there was no getting out. If there had been a

fence one could have climbed over it, but with the yard shut up!

. . . 'Come, don't be frightened, merchant,' said I; 'but pray to

God. Maybe the Lord will not let the orphans suffer. Stay still.'

said I, 'and make no sign, and meanwhile, maybe, I shall think of

something. . . .' Right! . . . I prayed to God and the Lord put the

thought into my mind. . . . I clambered up on my chaise and softly,

. . . softly so that no one should hear, began pulling out the straw

in the thatch, made a hole and crept out, crept out. . . . Then I

jumped off the roof and ran along the road as fast as I could. I

ran and ran till I was nearly dead. . . . I ran maybe four miles

without taking breath, if not more. Thank God I saw a village. I

ran up to a hut and began tapping at a window. 'Good Christian

people,' I said, and told them all about it, 'do not let a Christian

soul perish. . . .' I waked them all up. . . . The peasants gathered

together and went with me, . . one with a cord, one with an oakstick,

others with pitchforks. . . . We broke in the gates of the inn-yard

and went straight to the cellar. . . . And the robbers had just

finished sharpening their knives and were going to kill the merchant.

The peasants took them, every one of them, bound them and carried

them to the police. The merchant gave them three hundred roubles

in his joy, and gave me five gold pieces and put my name down. They

said that they found human bones in the cellar afterwards, heaps

and heaps of them. . . . Bones! . . . So they robbed people and

then buried them, so that there should be no traces. . . . Well,

afterwards they were punished at Morshansk."

Panteley had finished his story, and he looked round at his listeners.

They were gazing at him in silence. The water was boiling by now

and Styopka was skimming off the froth.

"Is the fat ready?" Kiruha asked him in a whisper.

"Wait a little. . . . Directly."

Styopka, his eyes fixed on Panteley as though he were afraid that

the latter might begin some story before he was back, ran to the

waggons; soon he came back with a little wooden bowl and began

pounding some lard in it.

"I went another journey with a merchant, too, . . ." Panteley went

on again, speaking as before in a low voice and with fixed unblinking

eyes. "His name, as I remember now, was Pyotr Grigoritch. He was a

nice man, . . . the merchant was. We stopped in the same way at an

inn. . . . He indoors and me with the horses. . . . The people of

the house, the innkeeper and his wife, seemed friendly good sort

of people; the labourers, too, seemed all right; but yet, lads, I

couldn't sleep. I had a queer feeling in my heart, . . . a queer

feeling, that was just it. The gates were open and there were plenty

of people about, and yet I felt afraid and not myself. Everyone had

been asleep long ago. It was the middle of the night; it would soon

be time to get up, and I was lying alone in my chaise and could not

close my eyes, as though I were some owl. And then, lads, I heard

this sound, 'Toop! toop! toop!' Someone was creeping up to the

chaise. I poke my head out, and there was a peasant woman in nothing

but her shift and with her feet bare. . . . 'What do you want, good

woman?' I asked. And she was all of a tremble; her face was

terror-stricken. . . 'Get up, good man,' said she; 'the people are

plotting evil. . . . They mean to kill your merchant. With my own

ears I heard the master whispering with his wife. . . .' So it was

not for nothing, the foreboding of my heart! 'And who are you?' I

asked. 'I am their cook,' she said. . . . Right! . . . So I got out

of the chaise and went to the merchant. I waked him up and said:

'Things aren't quite right, Pyotr Grigoritch. . . . Make haste and

rouse yourself from sleep, your worship, and dress now while there

is still time,' I said; 'and to save our skins, let us get away

from trouble.' He had no sooner begun dressing when the door opened

and, mercy on us! I saw, Holy Mother! the innkeeper and his wife

come into the room with three labourers. . . . So they had persuaded

the labourers to join them. 'The merchant has a lot of money, and

we'll go shares,' they told them. Every one of the five had a long

knife in their hand each a knife. The innkeeper locked the door and

said: 'Say your prayers, travellers, . . . and if you begin screaming,'

they said, 'we won't let you say your prayers before you die. . . .'

As though we could scream! I had such a lump in my throat I could

not cry out. . . . The merchant wept and said: 'Good Christian

people! you have resolved to kill me because my money tempts you.

Well, so be it; I shall not be the first nor shall I be the last.

Many of us merchants have been murdered at inns. But why, good

Christian brothers,' says he, 'murder my driver? Why should he have

to suffer for my money?' And he said that so pitifully! And the

innkeeper answered him: 'If we leave him alive,' said he, 'he will

be the first to bear witness against us. One may just as well kill

two as one. You can but answer once for seven misdeeds. . . Say

your prayers, that's all you can do, and it is no good talking!'

The merchant and I knelt down side by side and wept and said our

prayers. He thought of his children. I was young in those days; I

wanted to live. . . . We looked at the images and prayed, and so

pitifully that it brings a tear even now. . . . And the innkeeper's

wife looks at us and says: 'Good people,' said she, 'don't bear a

grudge against us in the other world and pray to God for our

punishment, for it is want that drives us to it.' We prayed and

wept and prayed and wept, and God heard us. He had pity on us, I

suppose. . . . At the very minute when the innkeeper had taken the

merchant by the beard to rip open his throat with his knife suddenly

someone seemed to tap at the window from the yard! We all started,

and the innkeeper's hands dropped. . . . Someone was tapping at the

window and shouting: 'Pyotr Grigoritch,' he shouted, 'are you here?

Get ready and let's go!' The people saw that someone had come for

the merchant; they were terrified and took to their heels. . . .

And we made haste into the yard, harnessed the horses, and were out

of sight in a minute. . ."

"Who was it knocked at the window?" asked Dymov.

"At the window? It must have been a holy saint or angel, for there

was no one else. . . . When we drove out of the yard there wasn't

a soul in the street. . . . It was the Lord's doing."

Panteley told other stories, and in all of them "long knives" figured

and all alike sounded made up. Had he heard these stories from

someone else, or had he made them up himself in the remote past,

and afterwards, as his memory grew weaker, mixed up his experiences

with his imaginations and become unable to distinguish one from the

other? Anything is possible, but it is strange that on this occasion

and for the rest of the journey, whenever he happened to tell a

story, he gave unmistakable preference to fiction, and never told

of what he really had experienced. At the time Yegorushka took it

all for the genuine thing, and believed every word; later on it

seemed to him strange that a man who in his day had travelled all

over Russia and seen and known so much, whose wife and children had

been burnt to death, so failed to appreciate the wealth of his life

that whenever he was sitting by the camp fire he was either silent

or talked of what had never been.

Over their porridge they were all silent, thinking of what they had

just heard. Life is terrible and marvellous, and so, however terrible

a story you tell in Russia, however you embroider it with nests of

robbers, long knives and such marvels, it always finds an echo of

reality in the soul of the listener, and only a man who has been a

good deal affected by education looks askance distrustfully, and

even he will be silent. The cross by the roadside, the dark bales

of wool, the wide expanse of the plain, and the lot of the men

gathered together by the camp fire--all this was of itself so

marvellous and terrible that the fantastic colours of legend and

fairy-tale were pale and blended with life.

All the others ate out of the cauldron, but Panteley sat apart and

ate his porridge out of a wooden bowl. His spoon was not like those

the others had, but was made of cypress wood, with a little cross

on it. Yegorushka, looking at him, thought of the little ikon glass

and asked Styopka softly:

"Why does Grandfather sit apart?"

"He is an Old Believer," Styopka and Vassya answered in a whisper.

And as they said it they looked as though they were speaking of

some secret vice or weakness.

All sat silent, thinking. After the terrible stories there was no

inclination to speak of ordinary things. All at once in the midst

of the silence Vassya drew himself up and, fixing his lustreless

eyes on one point, pricked up his ears.

"What is it?" Dymov asked him.

"Someone is coming," answered Vassya.

"Where do you see him?"

"Yo-on-der! There's something white. . ."

There was nothing to be seen but darkness in the direction in which

Vassya was looking; everyone listened, but they could hear no sound

of steps.

"Is he coming by the highroad?" asked Dymov.

"No, over the open country. . . . He is coming this way."

A minute passed in silence.

"And maybe it's the merchant who was buried here walking over the

steppe," said Dymov.

All looked askance at the cross, exchanged glances and suddenly

broke into a laugh. They felt ashamed of their terror.

"Why should he walk?" asked Panteley. "It's only those walk at night

whom the earth will not take to herself. And the merchants were all

right. . . . The merchants have received the crown of martyrs."

But all at once they heard the sound of steps; someone was coming

in haste.

"He's carrying something," said Vassya.

They could hear the grass rustling and the dry twigs crackling under

the feet of the approaching wayfarer. But from the glare of the

camp fire nothing could be seen. At last the steps sounded close

by, and someone coughed. The flickering light seemed to part; a

veil dropped from the waggoners' eyes, and they saw a man facing

them.

Whether it was due to the flickering light or because everyone

wanted to make out the man's face first of all, it happened, strangely

enough, that at the first glance at him they all saw, first of all,

not his face nor his clothes, but his smile. It was an extraordinarily

good-natured, broad, soft smile, like that of a baby on waking, one

of those infectious smiles to which it is difficult not to respond

by smiling too. The stranger, when they did get a good look at him,

turned out to be a man of thirty, ugly and in no way remarkable.

He was a tall Little Russian, with a long nose, long arms and long

legs; everything about him seemed long except his neck, which was

so short that it made him seem stooping. He was wearing a clean

white shirt with an embroidered collar, white trousers, and new

high boots, and in comparison with the waggoners he looked quite a

dandy. In his arms he was carrying something big, white, and at the

first glance strange-looking, and the stock of a gun also peeped

out from behind his shoulder.

Coming from the darkness into the circle of light, he stopped short

as though petrified, and for half a minute looked at the waggoners

as though he would have said: "Just look what a smile I have!"

Then he took a step towards the fire, smiled still more radiantly

and said:

"Bread and salt, friends!"

"You are very welcome!" Panteley answered for them all.

The stranger put down by the fire what he was carrying in his arms

--it was a dead bustard--and greeted them once more.

They all went up to the bustard and began examining it.

"A fine big bird; what did you kill it with?" asked Dymov.

"Grape-shot. You can't get him with small shot, he won't let you

get near enough. Buy it, friends! I will let you have it for twenty

kopecks."

"What use would it be to us? It's good roast, but I bet it would

be tough boiled; you could not get your teeth into it. . . ."

"Oh, what a pity! I would take it to the gentry at the farm; they

would give me half a rouble for it. But it's a long way to go--

twelve miles!"

The stranger sat down, took off his gun and laid it beside him.

He seemed sleepy and languid; he sat smiling, and, screwing up his

eyes at the firelight, apparently thinking of something very

agreeable. They gave him a spoon; he began eating.

"Who are you?" Dymov asked him.

The stranger did not hear the question; he made no answer, and did

not even glance at Dymov. Most likely this smiling man did not taste

the flavour of the porridge either, for he seemed to eat it

mechanically, lifting the spoon to his lips sometimes very full and

sometimes quite empty. He was not drunk, but he seemed to have

something nonsensical in his head.

"I ask you who you are?" repeated Dymov.

"I?" said the unknown, starting. "Konstantin Zvonik from Rovno.

It's three miles from here."

And anxious to show straight off that he was not quite an ordinary

peasant, but something better, Konstantin hastened to add:

"We keep bees and fatten pigs."

"Do you live with your father or in a house of your own?"

"No; now I am living in a house of my own. I have parted. This

month, just after St. Peter's Day, I got married. I am a married

man now! . . . It's eighteen days since the wedding."

"That's a good thing," said Panteley. "Marriage is a good thing

. . . . God's blessing is on it."

"His young wife sits at home while he rambles about the steppe,"

laughed Kiruha. "Queer chap!"

As though he had been pinched on the tenderest spot, Konstantin

started, laughed and flushed crimson.

"But, Lord, she is not at home!" he said quickly, taking the spoon

out of his mouth and looking round at everyone with an expression

of delight and wonder. "She is not; she has gone to her mother's

for three days! Yes, indeed, she has gone away, and I feel as though

I were not married. . . ."

Konstantin waved his hand and turned his head; he wanted to go on

thinking, but the joy which beamed in his face prevented him. As

though he were not comfortable, he changed his attitude, laughed,

and again waved his hand. He was ashamed to share his happy thoughts

with strangers, but at the same time he had an irresistible longing

to communicate his joy.

"She has gone to Demidovo to see her mother," he said, blushing and

moving his gun. "She'll be back to-morrow. . . . She said she would

be back to dinner."

"And do you miss her?" said Dymov.

"Oh, Lord, yes; I should think so. We have only been married such

a little while, and she has gone away. . . . Eh! Oh, but she is a

tricky one, God strike me dead! She is such a fine, splendid girl,

such a one for laughing and singing, full of life and fire! When

she is there your brain is in a whirl, and now she is away I wander

about the steppe like a fool, as though I had lost something. I

have been walking since dinner."

Konstantin rubbed his eyes, looked at the fire and laughed.

"You love her, then, . . ." said Panteley.

"She is so fine and splendid," Konstantin repeated, not hearing

him; "such a housewife, clever and sensible. You wouldn't find

another like her among simple folk in the whole province. She has

gone away. . . . But she is missing me, I kno-ow! I know the little

magpie. She said she would be back to-morrow by dinner-time. . . .

And just think how queer!" Konstantin almost shouted, speaking a

note higher and shifting his position. "Now she loves me and is sad

without me, and yet she would not marry me."

"But eat," said Kiruha.

"She would not marry me," Konstantin went on, not heeding him. "I

have been struggling with her for three years! I saw her at the

Kalatchik fair; I fell madly in love with her, was ready to hang

myself. . . . I live at Rovno, she at Demidovo, more than twenty

miles apart, and there was nothing I could do. I sent match-makers

to her, and all she said was: 'I won't!' Ah, the magpie! I sent her

one thing and another, earrings and cakes, and twenty pounds of

honey--but still she said: 'I won't!' And there it was. If you

come to think of it, I was not a match for her! She was young and

lovely, full of fire, while I am old: I shall soon be thirty, and

a regular beauty, too; a fine beard like a goat's, a clear complexion

all covered with pimples--how could I be compared with her! The

only thing to be said is that we are well off, but then the Vahramenkys

are well off, too. They've six oxen, and they keep a couple of

labourers. I was in love, friends, as though I were plague-stricken.

I couldn't sleep or eat; my brain was full of thoughts, and in such

a maze, Lord preserve us! I longed to see her, and she was in

Demidovo. What do you think? God be my witness, I am not lying,

three times a week I walked over there on foot just to have a look

at her. I gave up my work! I was so frantic that I even wanted to

get taken on as a labourer in Demidovo, so as to be near her. I was

in misery! My mother called in a witch a dozen times; my father

tried thrashing me. For three years I was in this torment, and then

I made up my mind. 'Damn my soul!' I said. 'I will go to the town

and be a cabman. . . . It seems it is fated not to be.' At Easter

I went to Demidovo to have a last look at her. . . ."

Konstantin threw back his head and went off into a mirthful tinkling

laugh, as though he had just taken someone in very cleverly.

"I saw her by the river with the lads," he went on. "I was overcome

with anger. . . . I called her aside and maybe for a full hour I

said all manner of things to her. She fell in love with me! For

three years she did not like me! she fell in love with me for what

I said to her. . . ."

"What did you say to her?" asked Dymov.

"What did I say? I don't remember. . . How could one remember? My

words flowed at the time like water from a tap, without stopping

to take breath. Ta-ta-ta! And now I can't utter a word. . . . Well,

so she married me. . . . She's gone now to her mother's, the magpie,

and while she is away here I wander over the steppe. I can't stay

at home. It's more than I can do!"

Konstantin awkwardly released his feet, on which he was sitting,

stretched himself on the earth, and propped his head in his fists,

then got up and sat down again. Everyone by now thoroughly understood

that he was in love and happy, poignantly happy; his smile, his

eyes, and every movement, expressed fervent happiness. He could not

find a place for himself, and did not know what attitude to take

to keep himself from being overwhelmed by the multitude of his

delightful thoughts. Having poured out his soul before these

strangers, he settled down quietly at last, and, looking at the

fire, sank into thought.

At the sight of this happy man everyone felt depressed and longed

to be happy, too. Everyone was dreamy. Dymov got up, walked about

softly by the fire, and from his walk, from the movement of his

shoulder-blades, it could be seen that he was weighed down by

depression and yearning. He stood still for a moment, looked at

Konstantin and sat down.

The camp fire had died down by now; there was no flicker, and the

patch of red had grown small and dim. . . . And as the fire went

out the moonlight grew clearer and clearer. Now they could see the

full width of the road, the bales of wool, the shafts of the waggons,

the munching horses; on the further side of the road there was the

dim outline of the second cross. . . .

Dymov leaned his cheek on his hand and softly hummed some plaintive

song. Konstantin smiled drowsily and chimed in with a thin voice.

They sang for half a minute, then sank into silence. Emelyan started,

jerked his elbows and wriggled his fingers.

"Lads," he said in an imploring voice, "let's sing something sacred!"

Tears came into his eyes. "Lads," he repeated, pressing his hands

on his heart, "let's sing something sacred!"

"I don't know anything," said Konstantin.

Everyone refused, then Emelyan sang alone. He waved both arms,

nodded his head, opened his mouth, but nothing came from his throat

but a discordant gasp. He sang with his arms, with his head, with

his eyes, even with the swelling on his face; he sang passionately

with anguish, and the more he strained his chest to extract at least

one note from it, the more discordant were his gasps.

Yegorushka, like the rest, was overcome with depression. He went

to his waggon, clambered up on the bales and lay down. He looked

at the sky, and thought of happy Konstantin and his wife. Why did

people get married? What were women in the world for? Yegorushka

put the vague questions to himself, and thought that a man would

certainly be happy if he had an affectionate, merry and beautiful

woman continually living at his side. For some reason he remembered

the Countess Dranitsky, and thought it would probably be very

pleasant to live with a woman like that; he would perhaps have

married her with pleasure if that idea had not been so shameful.

He recalled her eyebrows, the pupils of her eyes, her carriage, the

clock with the horseman. . . . The soft warm night moved softly

down upon him and whispered something in his ear, and it seemed to

him that it was that lovely woman bending over him, looking at him

with a smile and meaning to kiss him. . . .

Nothing was left of the fire but two little red eyes, which kept

on growing smaller and smaller. Konstantin and the waggoners were

sitting by it, dark motionless figures, and it seemed as though

there were many more of them than before. The twin crosses were

equally visible, and far, far away, somewhere by the highroad there

gleamed a red light--other people cooking their porridge, most

likely.

"Our Mother Russia is the he-ad of all the world!" Kiruha sang out

suddenly in a harsh voice, choked and subsided. The steppe echo

caught up his voice, carried it on, and it seemed as though stupidity

itself were rolling on heavy wheels over the steppe.

"It's time to go," said Panteley. "Get up, lads."

While they were putting the horses in, Konstantin walked by the

waggons and talked rapturously of his wife.

"Good-bye, mates!" he cried when the waggons started. "Thank you

for your hospitality. I shall go on again towards that light. It's

more than I can stand."

And he quickly vanished in the mist, and for a long time they could

hear him striding in the direction of the light to tell those other

strangers of his happiness.

When Yegorushka woke up next day it was early morning; the sun had

not yet risen. The waggons were at a standstill. A man in a white

cap and a suit of cheap grey material, mounted on a little Cossack

stallion, was talking to Dymov and Kiruha beside the foremost waggon.

A mile and a half ahead there were long low white barns and little

houses with tiled roofs; there were neither yards nor trees to be

seen beside the little houses.

"What village is that, Grandfather?" asked Yegorushka.

"That's the Armenian Settlement, youngster," answered Panteley.

"The Armenians live there. They are a good sort of people, . . .

the Arnienians are."

The man in grey had finished talking to Dymov and Kiruha; he pulled

up his little stallion and looked across towards the settlement.

"What a business, only think!" sighed Panteley, looking towards the

settlement, too, and shuddering at the morning freshness. "He has

sent a man to the settlement for some papers, and he doesn't come

. . . . He should have sent Styopka."

"Who is that, Grandfather?" asked Yegorushka.

"Varlamov."

My goodness! Yegorushka jumped up quickly, getting upon his knees,

and looked at the white cap. It was hard to recognize the mysterious

elusive Varlamov, who was sought by everyone, who was always "on

his rounds," and who had far more money than Countess Dranitsky,

in the short, grey little man in big boots, who was sitting on an

ugly little nag and talking to peasants at an hour when all decent

people were asleep.

"He is all right, a good man," said Panteley, looking towards the

settlement. "God give him health--a splendid gentleman, Semyon

Alexandritch. . . . It's people like that the earth rests upon.

That's true. . . . The cocks are not crowing yet, and he is already

up and about. . . . Another man would be asleep, or gallivanting

with visitors at home, but he is on the steppe all day, . . . on

his rounds. . . . He does not let things slip. . . . No-o! He's a

fine fellow. . ."

Varlamov was talking about something, while he kept his eyes fixed.

The little stallion shifted from one leg to another impatiently.

"Semyon Alexandritch!" cried Panteley, taking off his hat. "Allow

us to send Styopka! Emelyan, call out that Styopka should be sent."

But now at last a man on horseback could be seen coming from the

settlement. Bending very much to one side and brandishing his whip

above his head like a gallant young Caucasian, and wanting to

astonish everyone by his horsemanship, he flew towards the waggons

with the swiftness of a bird.

"That must be one of his circuit men," said Panteley. "He must have

a hundred such horsemen or maybe more."

Reaching the first waggon, he pulled up his horse, and taking off

his hat, handed Varlamov a little book. Varlamov took several papers

out of the book, read them and cried:

"And where is Ivantchuk's letter?"

The horseman took the book back, looked at the papers and shrugged

his shoulders. He began saying something, probably justifying himself

and asking to be allowed to ride back to the settlement again. The

little stallion suddenly stirred as though Varlamov had grown

heavier. Varlamov stirred too.

"Go along!" he cried angrily, and he waved his whip at the man.

Then he turned his horse round and, looking through the papers in

the book, moved at a walking pace alongside the waggons. When he

reached the hindmost, Yegorushka strained his eyes to get a better

look at him. Varlamov was an elderly man. His face, a simple Russian

sunburnt face with a small grey beard, was red, wet with dew and

covered with little blue veins; it had the same expression of

businesslike coldness as Ivan Ivanitch's face, the same look of

fanatical zeal for business. But yet what a difference could be

felt between him and Kuzmitchov! Uncle Ivan Ivanitch always had on

his face, together with his business-like reserve, a look of anxiety

and apprehension that he would not find Varlamov, that he would be

late, that he would miss a good price; nothing of that sort, so

characteristic of small and dependent persons, could be seen in the

face or figure of Varlamov. This man made the price himself, was

not looking for anyone, and did not depend on anyone; however

ordinary his exterior, yet in everything, even in the manner of

holding his whip, there was a sense of power and habitual authority

over the steppe.

As he rode by Yegorushka he did not glance at him. Only the little

stallion deigned to notice Yegorushka; he looked at him with his

large foolish eyes, and even he showed no interest. Panteley bowed

to Varlamov; the latter noticed it, and without taking his eyes off

the sheets of paper, said lisping:

"How are you, old man?"

Varlamov's conversation with the horseman and the way he had

brandished his whip had evidently made an overwhelming impression

on the whole party. Everyone looked grave. The man on horseback,

cast down at the anger of the great man, remained stationary, with

his hat off, and the rein loose by the foremost waggon; he was

silent, and seemed unable to grasp that the day had begun so badly

for him.

"He is a harsh old man, . ." muttered Panteley. "It's a pity he is

so harsh! But he is all right, a good man. . . . He doesn't abuse

men for nothing. . . . It's no matter. . . ."

After examining the papers, Varlamov thrust the book into his pocket;

the little stallion, as though he knew what was in his mind, without

waiting for orders, started and dashed along the highroad.