第 二十 章 · THE DECISION OF HEAVEN

. THE DECISION OF HEAVEN

WE were half mad that night, Sapt and Bernenstein and I. The thing

seemed to have got into our blood and to have become part of ourselves.

For us it was inevitable--nay, it was done. Sapt busied himself in

preparing the account of the fire at the hunting-lodge; it was to be

communicated to the journals, and it told with much circumstantiality

how Rudolf Rassendyll had come to visit the king, with James his

servant, and, the king being summoned unexpectedly to the capital, had

been awaiting his Majesty’s return when he met his fate. There was a

short history of Rudolf, a glancing reference to his family, a dignified

expression of condolence with his relatives, to whom the king was

sending messages of deepest regret by the hands of Mr. Rassendyll’s

servant. At another table young Bernenstein was drawing up, under the

constable’s direction, a narrative of Rupert of Hentzau’s attempt on

the king’s life and the king’s courage in defending himself. The count,

eager to return (so it ran), had persuaded the king to meet him by

declaring that he held a state-document of great importance and of a

most secret nature; the king, with his habitual fearlessness, had gone

alone, but only to refuse with scorn Count Rupert’s terms. Enraged at

this unfavorable reception, the audacious criminal had made a sudden

attack on the king, with what issue all knew. He had met his own

death, while the king, perceiving from a glance at the document that it

compromised well-known persons, had, with the nobility which marked him,

destroyed it unread before the eyes of those who were rushing in to

his rescue. I supplied suggestions and improvements; and, engrossed in

contriving how to blind curious eyes, we forgot the real and permanent

difficulties of the thing we had resolved upon. For us they did not

exist; Sapt met every objection by declaring that the thing had been

done once and could be done again. Bernenstein and I were not behind him

in confidence.

We would guard the secret with brain and hand and life, even as we had

guarded and kept the secret of the queen’s letter, which would now go

with Rupert of Hentzau to his grave. Bauer we could catch and silence:

nay, who would listen to such a tale from such a man? Rischenheim was

ours; the old woman would keep her doubts between her teeth for her own

sake. To his own land and his own people Rudolf must be dead while

the King of Ruritania would stand before all Europe recognized,

unquestioned, unassailed. True, he must marry the queen again; Sapt was

ready with the means, and would hear nothing of the difficulty and risk

in finding a hand to perform the necessary ceremony. If we quailed in

our courage: we had but to look at the alternative, and find recompense for

the perils of what we meant to undertake by a consideration of the

desperate risk involved in abandoning it. Persuaded that the substitution of

Rudolf for the king was the only thing that would serve our turn, we asked

no longer whether it was possible, but sought only the means to make it safe.

But Rudolf himself had not spoken. Sapt’s appeal and the queen’s

imploring cry had shaken but not overcome him; he had wavered, but he

was not won. Yet there was no talk of impossibility or peril in his

mouth, any more than in ours: those were not what gave him pause. The

score on which he hesitated was whether the thing should be done, not

whether it could; our appeals were not to brace a failing courage, but

cajole a sturdy sense of honor which found the imposture distasteful

so soon as it seemed to serve a personal end. To serve the king he had

played the king in old days, but he did not love to play the king when

the profit of it was to be his own. Hence he was unmoved till his care

for the fair fame of the queen and the love of his friends joined to

buffet his resolution.

Then he faltered; but he had not fallen. Yet Colonel Sapt did all as

though he had given his assent, and watched the last hours in which

his flight from Strelsau was possible go quickly by with more than

equanimity. Why hurry Rudolf’s resolve? Every moment shut him closer in

the trap of an inevitable choice. With every hour that he was called the

king, it became more impossible for him to bear any other name all his

days. Therefore Sapt let Mr. Rassendyll doubt and struggle, while he

himself wrote his story and laid his long-headed plans. And now and then

James, the little servant, came in and went out, sedate and smug, but

with a quiet satisfaction gleaming in his eyes. He had made a story for

a pastime, and it was being translated into history. He at least would

bear his part in it unflinchingly.

Before now the queen had left us, persuaded to lie down and try to rest

till the matter should be settled. Stilled by Rudolf’s gentle rebuke,

she had urged him no more in words, but there was an entreaty in her

eyes stronger than any spoken prayer, and a piteousness in the lingering

of her hand in his harder to resist than ten thousand sad petitions.

At last he had led her from the room and commended her to Helga’s care.

Then, returning to us, he stood silent a little while. We also were

silent, Sapt sitting and looking up at him with his brows knit and his

teeth restlessly chewing the moustache on his lip.

“Well, lad?” he said at last, briefly putting the great question. Rudolf

walked to the window and seemed to lose himself for a moment in

the contemplation of the quiet night. There were no more than a few

stragglers in the street now; the moon shone white and clear on the

empty square.

“I should like to walk up and down outside and think it over,” he said,

turning to us; and, as Bernenstein sprang up to accompany him, he added,

“No. Alone.”

“Yes, do,” said old Sapt, with a glance at the clock, whose hands were

now hard on two o’clock. “Take your time, lad, take your time.”

Rudolf looked at him and broke into a smile.

“I’m not your dupe, old Sapt,” said he, shaking his head. “Trust me, if

I decide to get away, I’ll get away, be it what o’clock it will.”

“Yes, confound you!” grinned Colonel Sapt.

So he left us, and then came that long time of scheming and planning,

and most persistent eye-shutting, in which occupations an hour wore its

life away. Rudolf had not passed out of the porch, and we supposed that

he had betaken himself to the gardens, there to fight his battle. Old

Sapt, having done his work, suddenly turned talkative.

“That moon there,” he said, pointing his square, thick forefinger at the

window, “is a mighty untrustworthy lady. I’ve known her wake a villain’s

conscience before now.”

“I’ve known her send a lover’s to sleep,” laughed young Bernenstein,

rising from his table, stretching himself, and lighting a cigar.

“Ay, she’s apt to take a man out of what he is,” pursued old Sapt. “Set

a quiet man near her, and he dreams of battle; an ambitious fellow,

after ten minutes of her, will ask nothing better than to muse all his

life away. I don’t trust her, Fritz; I wish the night were dark.”

“What will she do to Rudolf Rassendyll?” I asked, falling in with the

old fellow’s whimsical mood.

“He will see the queen’s face in hers,” cried Bernenstein.

“He may see God’s,” said Sapt; and he shook himself as though an

unwelcome thought had found its way to his mind and lips.

A pause fell on us, born of the colonel’s last remark. We looked one

another in the face. At last Sapt brought his hand down on the table

with a bang.

“I’ll not go back,” he said sullenly, almost fiercely.

“Nor I,” said Bernenstein, drawing himself up. “Nor you, Tarlenheim?”

“No, I also go on,” I answered. Then again there was a moment’s silence.

“She may make a man soft as a sponge,” reflected Sapt, starting again,

“or hard as a bar of steel. I should feel safer if the night were dark.

I’ve looked at her often from my tent and from bare ground, and I know

her. She got me a decoration, and once she came near to making me turn

tail. Have nothing to do with her, young Bernenstein.”

“I’ll keep my eyes for beauties nearer at hand,” said Bernenstein, whose

volatile temper soon threw off a serious mood.

“There’s a chance for you, now Rupert of Hentzau’s gone,” said Sapt

grimly.

As he spoke there was a knock at the door. When it opened James entered.

“The Count of Luzau-Rischenheim begs to be allowed to speak with the

king,” said James.

“We expect his Majesty every moment. Beg the count to enter,” Sapt

answered; and, when Rischenheim came in, he went on, motioning the count

to a chair: “We are talking, my lord, of the influence of the moon on

the careers of men.”

“What are you going to do? What have you decided?” burst out Rischenheim

impatiently.

“We decide nothing,” answered Sapt.

“Then what has Mr.--what has the king decided?”

“The king decides nothing, my lord. She decides,” and the old fellow

pointed again through the window towards the moon. “At this moment

she makes or unmakes a king; but I can’t tell you which. What of your

cousin?”

“You know that my cousin’s dead.”

“Yes, I know that. What of him, though?”

“Sir,” said Rischenheim with some dignity, “since he is dead, let him

rest in peace. It is not for us to judge him.”

“He may well wish it were. For, by Heaven, I believe I should let the

rogue off,” said Colonel Sapt, “and I don’t think his Judge will.”

“God forgive him, I loved him,” said Rischenheim. “Yes, and many have

loved him. His servants loved him, sir.”

“Friend Bauer, for example?”

“Yes, Bauer loved him. Where is Bauer?”

“I hope he’s gone to hell with his loved master,” grunted Sapt, but he

had the grace to lower his voice and shield his mouth with his hand, so

that Rischenheim did not hear.

“We don’t know where he is,” I answered.

“I am come,” said Rischenheim, “to put my services in all respects at

the queen’s disposal.”

“And at the king’s?” asked Sapt.

“At the king’s? But the king is dead.”

“Therefore ‘Long live the king!’” struck in young Bernenstein.

“If there should be a king--” began Sapt.

“You’ll do that?” interrupted Rischenheim in breathless agitation.

“She is deciding,” said Colonel Sapt, and again he pointed to the moon.

“But she’s a plaguey long time about it,” remarked Lieutenant von

Bernenstein.

Rischenheim sat silent for a moment. His face was pale, and when he

spoke his voice trembled. But his words were resolute enough.

“I gave my honor to the queen, and even in that I will serve her if she

commands me.”

Bernenstein sprang forward and caught him by the hand. “That’s what I

like,” said he, “and damn the moon, colonel!” His sentence was hardly

out of his mouth when the door opened, and to our astonishment the queen

entered. Helga was just behind her; her clasped hands and frightened

eyes seemed to protest that their coming was against her will. The queen

was clad in a long white robe, and her hair hung on her shoulders, being

but loosely bound with a ribbon. Her air showed great agitation, and

without any greeting or notice of the rest she walked quickly across the

room to me.

“The dream, Fritz,” she said. “It has come again. Helga persuaded me to

lie down, and I was very tired, so at last I fell asleep. Then it came.

I saw him, Fritz--I saw him as plainly as I see you. They all called him

king, as they did to-day; but they did not cheer. They were quiet, and

looked at him with sad faces. I could not hear what they said; they

spoke in hushed voices. I heard nothing more than ‘the king, the king,’

and he seemed to hear not even that. He lay still; he was lying on

something, something covered with hanging stuff, I couldn’t see what it

was; yes, quite still. His face was so pale, and he didn’t hear them

say ‘the king.’ Fritz, Fritz, he looked as if he were dead! Where is he?

Where have you let him go?”

She turned from me and her eyes flashed over the rest. “Where is he? Why

aren’t you with him?” she demanded, with a sudden change of tone; “why

aren’t you round him? You should be between him and danger, ready to

give your lives for his. Indeed, gentlemen, you take your duty lightly.”

It might be that there was little reason in her words. There appeared to

be no danger threatening him, and after all he was not our king, much as

we desired to make him such. Yet we did not think of any such matter. We

were abashed before her reproof and took her indignation as deserved.

We hung our heads, and Sapt’s shame betrayed itself in the dogged

sullenness of his answer.

“He has chosen to go walking, madam, and to go alone. He ordered us--I

say, he ordered us not to come. Surely we are right to obey him?” The

sarcastic inflection of his voice conveyed his opinion of the queen’s

extravagance.

“Obey him? Yes. You couldn’t go with him if he forbade you. But you

should follow him; you should keep him in sight.”

This much she spoke in proud tones and with a disdainful manner, but

then came a sudden return to her former bearing. She held out her hands

towards me, wailing:

“Fritz, where is he? Is he safe? Find him for me, Fritz; find him.”

“I’ll find him for you if he’s above ground, madam,” I cried, for her

appeal touched me to the heart.

“He’s no farther off than the gardens,” grumbled old Sapt, still

resentful of the queen’s reproof and scornful of the woman’s agitation.

He was also out of temper with Rudolf himself, because the moon took so

long in deciding whether she would make or unmake a king.

“The gardens!” she cried. “Then let us look for him. Oh, you’ve let him

walk in the gardens alone?”

“What should harm the fellow?” muttered Sapt.

She did not hear him, for she had swept out of the room. Helga went with

her, and we all followed, Sapt behind the rest of us, still very surly.

I heard him grumbling away as we ran downstairs, and, having passed

along the great corridor, came to the small saloon that opened on

the gardens. There were no servants about, but we encountered a

night-watchman, and Bernenstein snatched the lantern from the astonished

man’s hand.

Save for the dim light thus furnished, the room was dark. But outside

the windows the moon streamed brightly down on the broad gravel walk,

on the formal flower-beds, and the great trees in the gardens. The queen

made straight for the window. I followed her, and, having flung the

window open, stood by her. The air was sweet, and the breeze struck with

grateful coolness on my face. I saw that Sapt had come near and stood on

the other side of the queen. My wife and the others were behind, looking

out where our shoulders left space.

There, in the bright moonlight, on the far side of the broad terrace,

close by the line of tall trees that fringed its edge, we saw Rudolf

Rassendyll pacing slowly up and down, with his hands behind his back and

his eyes fixed on the arbiter of his fate, on her who was to make him a

king or send him a fugitive from Strelsau.

“There he is, madam,” said Sapt. “Safe enough!”

The queen did not answer. Sapt said no more, and of the rest of us none

spoke. We stood watching him as he struggled with his great issue; a

greater surely has seldom fallen to the lot of any man born in a private

station. Yet I could read little of it on the face that the rays of

white light displayed so clearly, although they turned his healthy tints

to a dull gray, and gave unnatural sharpness to his features against the

deep background of black foliage.

I heard the queen’s quick breathing, but there was scarcely another

sound. I saw her clutch her gown and pull it away a little from her

throat; save for that none in the group moved. The lantern’s light

was too dim to force notice from Mr. Rassendyll. Unconscious of our

presence, he wrestled with fate that night in the gardens.

Suddenly the faintest exclamation came from Sapt. He put his hand back

and beckoned to Bernenstein. The young man handed his lantern to the

constable, who set it close to the side of the window-frame. The queen,

absolutely engrossed in her lover, saw nothing, but I perceived what had

caught Sapt’s attention. There were scores on the paint and indentations

in the wood, just at the edge of the panel and near the lock. I glanced

at Sapt, who nodded his head. It looked very much as though somebody had

tried to force the door that night, employing a knife which had dented

the woodwork and scratched the paint. The least thing was enough to

alarm us, standing where we stood, and the constable’s face was full

of suspicion. Who had sought an entrance? It could be no trained and

practised housebreaker; he would have had better tools.

But now our attention was again diverted. Rudolf stopped short. He still

looked for a moment at the sky, then his glance dropped to the ground at

his feet. A second later he jerked his head--it was bare, and I saw

the dark red hair stir with the movement--like a man who has settled

something which caused him a puzzle. In an instant we knew, by the quick

intuition of contagious emotion, that the question had found its answer.

He was by now king or a fugitive. The Lady of the Skies had given her

decision. The thrill ran through us; I felt the queen draw herself

together at my side; I felt the muscles of Rischenheim’s arm which

rested against my shoulder grow rigid and taut. Sapt’s face was full of

eagerness, and he gnawed his moustache silently. We gathered closer to

one another. At last we could bear the suspense no longer. With one look

at the queen and another at me, Sapt stepped on to the gravel. He would

go and learn the answer; thus the unendurable strain that had stretched

us like tortured men on a rack would be relieved. The queen did not

answer his glance, nor even seem to see that he had moved. Her eyes

were still all for Mr. Rassendyll, her thoughts buried in his; for her

happiness was in his hands and lay poised on the issue of that decision

whose momentousness held him for a moment motionless on the path. Often

I seem to see him as he stood there, tall, straight, and stately, the

king a man’s fancy paints when he reads of great monarchs who flourished

long ago in the springtime of the world.

Sapt’s step crunched on the gravel. Rudolf heard it and turned his head.

He saw Sapt, and he saw me also behind Sapt. He smiled composedly and

brightly, but he did not move from where he was. He held out both

hands towards the constable and caught him in their double grasp, still

smiling down in his face. I was no nearer to reading his decision,

though I saw that he had reached a resolution that was immovable and

gave peace to his soul. If he meant to go on he would go on now, on

to the end, without a backward look or a falter of his foot; if he had

chosen the other way, he would depart without a murmur or a hesitation.

The queen’s quick breathing had ceased, she seemed like a statue; but

Rischenheim moved impatiently, as though he could no longer endure the

waiting.

Sapt’s voice came harsh and grating.

“Well?” he cried. “Which is it to be--backward or forward?” Rudolf

pressed his hands and looked into his eyes. The answer asked but a word

from him. The queen caught my arm; her rigid limbs seemed to give

way, and she would have fallen if I had not supported her. At the same

instant a man sprang out of the dark line of tall trees, directly behind

Mr. Rassendyll. Bernenstein uttered a loud startled cry and rushed

forward, pushing the queen herself violently out of his path. His hand

flew to his side, and he ripped the heavy cavalry sword that belonged

to his uniform of the Cuirassiers of the Guard from its sheath. I saw it

flash in the moonlight, but its flash was quenched in a brighter short

blaze. A shot rang out through the quiet gardens. Mr. Rassendyll did not

loose his hold of Sapt’s hands, but he sank slowly on to his knees. Sapt

seemed paralyzed.

Again Bernenstein cried out. It was a name this time. “Bauer! By God,

Bauer!” he cried.

In an instant he was across the path and by the trees. The assassin

fired again, but now he missed. We saw the great sword flash high above

Bernenstein’s head and heard it whistle through the air. It crashed on

the crown of Bauer’s head, and he fell like a log to the ground with his

skull split. The queen’s hold on me relaxed; she sank into Rischenheim’s

arms. I ran forward and knelt by Mr. Rassendyll. He still held Sapt’s

hands, and by their help buoyed himself up. But when he saw me he let go

of them and sank back against me, his head resting on my chest. He moved

his lips, but seemed unable to speak. He was shot through the back.

Bauer had avenged the master whom he loved, and was gone to meet him.

There was a sudden stir from inside the palace. Shutters were flung

back and windows thrown open. The group we made stood clean-cut, plainly

visible in the moonlight. A moment later there was a rush of eager feet,

and we were surrounded by officers and servants. Bernenstein stood by

me now, leaning on his sword; Sapt had not uttered a word; his face was

distorted with horror and bitterness. Rudolf’s eyes were closed and his

head lay back against me.

“A man has shot the king,” said I, in bald, stupid explanation.

All at once I found James, Mr. Rassendyll’s servant, by me.

“I have sent for doctors, my lord,” he said. “Come, let us carry him

in.”

He, Sapt and I lifted Rudolf and bore him across the gravel terrace

and into the little saloon. We passed the queen. She was leaning on

Rischenheim’s arm, and held my wife’s hand. We laid Rudolf down on a

couch. Outside I heard Bernenstein say, “Pick up that fellow and carry

him somewhere out of sight.” Then he also came in, followed by a crowd.

He sent them all to the door, and we were left alone, waiting for the

surgeon. The queen came up, Rischenheim still supporting her. “Rudolf!

Rudolf!” she whispered, very softly.

He opened his eyes, and his lips bent in a smile. She flung herself on

her knees and kissed his hand passionately. “The surgeon will be here

directly,” said I.

Rudolf’s eyes had been on the queen. As I spoke he looked up at me,

smiled again, and shook his head. I turned away.

When the surgeon came Sapt and I assisted him in his examination. The

queen had been led away, and we were alone. The examination was very

short. Then we carried Rudolf to a bed; the nearest chanced to be in

Bernenstein’s room; there we laid him, and there all that could be

done for him was done. All this time we had asked no questions of the

surgeon, and he had given no information. We knew too well to ask: we

had all seen men die before now, and the look on the face was familiar

to us. Two or three more doctors, the most eminent in Strelsau, came

now, having been hastily summoned. It was their right to be called; but,

for all the good they were, they might have been left to sleep the night

out in their beds. They drew together in a little group at the end of

the room and talked for a few minutes in low tones. James lifted his

master’s head and gave him a drink of water. Rudolf swallowed it with

difficulty. Then I saw him feebly press James’s hand, for the little

man’s face was full of sorrow. As his master smiled the servant mustered

a smile in answer. I crossed over to the doctors. “Well, gentlemen?” I

asked.

They looked at one another, then the greatest of them said gravely:

“The king may live an hour, Count Fritz. Should you not send for a

priest?”

I went straight back to Rudolf Rassendyll. His eyes greeted me and

questioned me. He was a man, and I played no silly tricks with him. I

bent down and said: “An hour, they think, Rudolf.”

He made one restless movement, whether of pain or protest I do not know.

Then he spoke, very low, slowly, and with difficulty.

“Then they can go,” he said; and when I spoke of a priest he shook his

head.

I went back to them and asked if anything more could be done. The answer

was nothing; but I could not prevail further than to get all save one

sent into an adjoining room; he who remained seated himself at a table

some way off. Rudolf’s eyes had closed again; old Sapt, who had not once

spoken since the shot was fired, raised a haggard face to mine.

“We’d better fetch her to him,” he said hoarsely. I nodded my head.

Sapt went while I stayed by him. Bernenstein came to him, bent down,

and kissed his hand. The young fellow, who had borne himself with such

reckless courage and dash throughout the affair, was quite unmanned now,

and the tears were rolling down his face. I could have been much in

the same plight, but I would not before Mr. Rassendyll. He smiled at

Bernenstein. Then he said to me:

“Is she coming, Fritz?”

“Yes, she’s coming, sire,” I answered.

He noticed the style of my address; a faint amused gleam shot into his

languid eyes.

“Well, for an hour, then,” he murmured, and lay back on his pillows.

She came, dry-eyed, calm, and queenly. We all drew back, and she knelt

down by his bed, holding his hand in her two hands. Presently the hand

stirred; she let it go; then, knowing well what he wanted, she raised it

herself and placed it on her head, while she bowed her face to the bed.

His hand wandered for the last time over the gleaming hair that he had

loved so well. She rose, passed her arm about his shoulders, and kissed

his lips. Her face rested close to his, and he seemed to speak to her,

but we could not have heard the words even if we would. So they remained

for a long while.

The doctor came and felt his pulse, retreating afterwards with

close-shut lips. We drew a little nearer, for we knew that he would

not be long with us now. Suddenly strength seemed to come upon him. He

raised himself in his bed, and spoke in distinct tones.

“God has decided,” he said. “I’ve tried to do the right thing through it

all. Sapt, and Bernenstein, and you, old Fritz, shake my hand. No, don’t

kiss it. We’ve done with pretence now.”

We shook his hand as he bade us. Then he took the queen’s hand. Again

she knew his mind, and moved it to his lips. “In life and in death, my

sweet queen,” he murmured. And thus he fell asleep.