第 十四 章 · An Error of Judgment

. An Error of Judgment

"The Survivorship of a worthy Man in his Son is a Pleasure scarce

inferior to the Hopes of the Continuance of his own Life."

_Spectator._

"Du bist ein Knabe--sei es immerhin

Und fahre fort, den Froehlichen zu spielen."

SCHILLER, _Don Carlos_.

Paul was the first to break a very awkward silence. "You young

scoundrel!" he said, with suppressed rage. "What the devil do you mean

by laughing like that? It's no laughing matter, let me tell you, sir,

for one of us!"

"I can't help laughing," said Dick; "you do look so queer!"

"Queer! I may well look queer. I tell you that I have never, never in my

whole life, spent such a perfectly infernal week as this last!"

"Ah!" observed Dick, "I thought you wouldn't find it _all_ jam! And yet

you seemed to be enjoying yourself, too," he said with a grin, "from

that letter you wrote."

"What made you come here? Couldn't you be content with your miserable

victory, without coming down to crow and jeer at me?"

"It isn't that," said Dick. "I--I thought I should like to see the

fellows, and find out how you were getting on, you know." These,

however, were not his only and his principal motives. He had come down

to get a sight of Dulcie.

"Well, sir," said Mr. Bultitude, with ponderous sarcasm, "you'll be

delighted to hear that I'm getting on uncommonly well--oh, uncommonly!

Your high-spirited young friends batter me to sleep with slippers on

most nights, and, as a general thing, kick me about during the day like

a confounded football! And last night, sir, I was going to be expelled;

and this morning I'm forgiven, and sentenced to be soundly flogged

before the whole school! It was just about to take place as you came in;

and I've every reason to believe it is merely postponed!"

"I say, though," said Dick, "you must have been going it rather, you

know. I've never been expelled. Has Chawner been sneaking again? What

have you been up to?"

"Nothing. I solemnly swear--nothing! They're finding out things you've

done, and thrashing _me_."

"Well," said Dick soothingly, "you'll work them all off during the term,

I daresay. There aren't many really bad ones. I suppose he's seen my

name cut on his writing-table?"

"No; not that I'm aware of," said Paul.

"Oh, he'd let you hear of it if he had!" said Dick. "It's good for a

swishing, that is. But, after all, what's a swishing? I never cared for

a swishing."

"But I do care, sir. I care very much, and, I tell you, I won't stand

it. I can't! Dick," he said abruptly as a sudden hope seized him. "You,

you haven't come down here to say you're tired of your folly, have you?

Do you want to give it up?"

"Rather not," said Dick. "Why should I? No school, no lessons, nothing

to do but amuse myself, eat and drink what I like, and lots of money.

It's not likely, you know."

"Have you ever thought that you're bringing yourself within reach of the

law, sir?" said Paul, trying to frighten him. "Perhaps you don't know

that there's an offence known as 'false personation with intent to

defraud,' and that it's a felony. That's what you're doing at this

moment, sir!"

"Not any more than you are!" retorted Dick. "I never began it. I had as

much right to wish to be you as you had to wish to be me. You're just

what you said you wanted to be, so you can't complain."

"It's useless to argue with you, I see," said Paul. "And you've no

feelings. But I'll warn you of one thing. Whether that is my body or not

you've fraudulently taken possession of, I don't know; if it is not, it

is very like mine, and I tell you this about it. The sort of life you're

leading it, sir, will very soon make an end of you, if you don't take

care. Do you think that a constitution at my age can stand sweet wines

and pastry, and late hours? Why, you'll be laid up with gout in another

day or two. Don't tell me, sir. I know you're suffering from indigestion

at this very minute. I can see your liver (it may be _my_ liver for

anything I know) is out of order. I can see it in your eyes."

Dick was a little alarmed at this, but he soon said: "Well, and if I am

seedy, I can get Barbara to take the stone and wish me all right again,

can't I? That's easy enough, I suppose."

"Oh, easy enough!" said Paul, with a suppressed groan. "But, Dick, you

don't go up to Mincing Lane in that suit and that hat? Don't tell me you

do that!"

"When I do go up, I wear them," said Dick composedly. "Why not? It's a

roomy suit, and I hate a great topper on my head; I've had enough of

that here on Sundays. But it's slow up at your office. The chaps there

aren't half up to any larks. I made a first-rate booby-trap, though, one

day for an old yellow buffer who came in to see you. He _was_ in a bait

when he found the waste-paper basket on his head!"

"What was his name?" said Paul, with forced calm.

"Something like 'Shells.' He said he was a very old friend of mine, and

I told him he lied."

"Shellack--my Canton correspondent--a man I was anxious to be of use

to when he came over!" moaned Mr. Bultitude. "Miserable young cub, you

don't know what mischief you've done!"

"Well, it won't matter much to you now," said Dick; "you're out of it

all."

"Do you--do you mean to keep me out of it for ever, then?" asked Paul.

"As long as ever I can!" returned Dick frankly. "It will be rather

interesting to see what sort of a fellow you'll grow into--if you ever

do grow. Perhaps you will always be like that, you know. This magic is a

rum thing to meddle with."

This suggestion almost maddened Paul. He made one stride forward, and

faced his son with blazing eyes. "Do you think I will put up with it?"

he said, between his teeth. "Do you suppose I shall stand calmly by and

see you degrading and ruining me? I may never be my old self again, but

I don't mean to play into your hands for all that. You can't always keep

me here, and wherever I go I'll tell my tale. I know you, you clumsy

rogue, you haven't the sense to play your part with common intelligence

now. You would betray yourself directly I challenged you to deny my

story.... You know you would.... You couldn't face me for five minutes.

By Gad! I'll do it now. I'll expose you before the Doctor--before the

whole school. You shall see if you can dispose of me quite so easily as

you imagine!"

Dick had started back at first in unmistakable alarm at this unexpected

defiance, probably feeling his self-possession unequal to such a test;

but, when Paul had finished, he said doggedly: "Well, you can do it if

you choose, I suppose. I can't stop you. But I don't see what good it

would do."

"It would show people you were an impudent impostor, sir," said Paul

sternly, going to the door as if to call the Doctor, though he shrank

secretly from so extreme and dangerous a measure.

There was a hesitation in his manner, in spite of the firmness of his

words, which Dick was not likely to miss. "Stop!" he said. "Before you

call them in, just listen to me for a minute. Do you see this?" And,

opening his coat, he pulled out from his waistcoat pocket one end of his

watch-chain. Hanging to it, attached by a cheap gilt fastening of some

sort, was a small grey tablet. Paul knew it at once--it was the Garuda

Stone. "You know it, I see," said Dick, as Paul was about to move

towards him--with what object he scarcely knew himself. "Don't trouble

to come any closer. Well, I give you fair warning. You can make things

very nasty for me if you like. I can't help that--but, if you do--if you

try to score off me in any way, now or at any time--if you don't keep it

up when the Doctor comes in--I tell you what I shall do. I shall go

straight home and find young Roly. I shall give him this stone, and just

tell him to say some wish after me. I don't believe there are many

things it can't do, and all I can say is--if you find yourself and all

this jolly old school (except Dulcie) taken off somewhere and stuck down

all at once thousands of miles away on a desolate island, or see

yourself turned into a Red Indian, or, or a cabhorse, you'll have

yourself to thank for it--that's all. Now you can have them all up and

fire away."

"No," said Paul, in a broken voice, for, wild as the threat was, he

could not afford to despise it after his experiences of the stone's

power, "I--I was joking, Dick; at least I didn't mean it. I know of

course I'm helpless. It's a sad thing for a father to say, but you've

got the best of it.... I give in ... I won't interfere with you. There's

only one thing I ask. You won't try any more experiments with that

miserable stone.... You'll promise me that, at least?"

"Yes," said Dick: "it's all right. I'll play fair. As long as you behave

yourself and back me up I won't touch it. I only want to stay as I am. I

don't want to hurt you."

"You won't lose it?" said Paul anxiously. "Couldn't you lock it up? that

fastening doesn't look very safe."

"It will do well enough," said Dick. "I got it done at the watchmaker's

round the corner, for sixpence. But I'll have a stronger ring put in

somewhere, if I think of it."

There was a pause, in which the conversation seemed about to flag

hopelessly, but at last Dick said, almost as if he felt some compunction

for his present unfilial attitude: "Now, you know, it's much better to

take things quietly. It can't be altered now, can it? And it's not such

bad fun being a boy after all--for some things. You'll get into it

by-and-by, you see if you don't, and be as jolly as a sandboy. We shall

get along all right together, too. I shan't be hard on you. It isn't my

fault that you happen to be at this particular school--you chose it! And

after this term you can go to any other school you like--Eton or Rugby,

or anywhere. I don't mind the expense. Of, if you'd rather, you can have

a private tutor. And I'll buy you a pony, and you can ride in the Row.

You shall have a much better time of it than I ever had, as long as you

let me go on my own way."

But these dazzling bribes had no influence upon Mr. Bultitude; nothing

short of complete restitution would ever satisfy him, and he was too

proud and too angry at his crushing defeat to even pretend to be in the

least pacified.

"I don't want your pony," he said bitterly; "I might as well have a

white elephant, and I don't suppose I should enjoy myself much more at a

public school than I do here. Let's have no humbug, sir. You're up and

I'm down--there's no more to be said--I shall tell the Doctor nothing,

but I warn you, if ever the time comes----"

"Oh, of course," said Dick, feeling tolerably secure, now he had

disposed of the main difficulty. "If you can turn me out, I suppose you

will--that's only fair. I shall take care not to give you the chance.

And, oh, I say, do you want any tin? How much have you got left?"

Paul turned away his head, lest Dick should see the sudden exultation he

knew it must betray, as he said, with an effort to appear unconcerned,

"I came away with exactly five shillings, and I haven't a penny now!"

"I say," said Dick, "you are a fellow; you must have been going it. How

did you get rid of it all in a week?"

"It went, as far as I can understand," said Mr. Bultitude, "in rabbits

and mice. Some boys claimed it as money they paid you to get them, I

believe."

"All your own fault," said Dick, "you would have them drowned. But you'd

better have some tin to get along with. How much do you want? Will

half-a-crown do?"

"Half-a-crown is not much, Dick," said his father, almost humbly.

"It's--ahem--a handsome allowance for a young fellow like you," said

Dick, rather unkindly; "but I haven't any half-crowns left. I must give

you this, I suppose."

And he held out a sovereign, never dreaming what it signified to Paul,

who clutched it with feelings too great for words, though gratitude was

not a part of them, for was it not his own money?

"And now look out," said Dick, "I hear Grim. Remember what I told you;

keep it up."

Dr. Grimstone came in with the air of a man who has a painful duty to

perform; he started slightly as his eye noted the change in his

visitor's dress and appearance. "I hope," he began gravely, "that your

son has spared me the pain of going into the details of his

misbehaviour; I wish I could give you a better report of him."

Dick was plainly, in spite of his altered circumstances, by no means at

ease in the schoolmaster's presence; he stood, shifting from foot to

foot on the hearth-rug, turning extremely red and obstinately declining

to raise his eyes from the ground.

"Oh, ah," he stammered at last, "you were just going to swish him,

weren't you, when I turned up, sir?"

"I found myself forced," said the Doctor, slightly shocked at this

coarse way of putting things, "forced to contemplate administering to

him (for his ultimate benefit) a sharp corrective in the presence of his

schoolfellows. I distress you, I see, but the truth must be told. He has

no doubt confessed his fault to you?"

"No," said Dick, "he hasn't though. What's he been up to now?"

"I had hoped he would have been more open, more straightforward, when

confronted with the father who has proved himself so often indulgent and

anxious for his improvement; it would have been a more favourable

symptom, I think. Well, I must tell you myself. I know too well what a

shock it will be to your scrupulously sensitive moral code, my dear Mr.

Bultitude" (Dick showed a painful inclination to giggle here); "but I

have to break to you the melancholy truth that I detected this unhappy

boy in the act of conducting a secret and amorous correspondence with a

young lady in a sacred edifice!"

Dick whistled sharply: "Oh, I say!" he cried, "that's bad" (and he

wagged his head reprovingly at his disgusted father, who longed to

denounce his hypocrisy, but dared not); "that's bad ... he shouldn't do

that sort of thing you know, should he? At his age too ... the young

dog!"

"This horror is what I should have expected from you," said the Doctor

(though he was in truth more than scandalised by the composure with

which his announcement was received). "Such boldness is indeed

characteristic of the dog, an animal which, as you are aware, was with

the ancients a synonym for shamelessness. No boy, however abandoned,

should hear such words of unequivocal condemnation from a father's lips

without a pang of shame!"

Paul was only just able to control his rage by a great effort.

"You're right there, sir," said Dick; "he ought to be well ragged for it

... he'll break my heart, if he goes on like this, the young beggar. But

we mustn't be too hard on him, eh? After all, it's nature, you know,

isn't it?"

"I beg your pardon?" said Dr. Grimstone very stiffly.

"I mean," explained Dick, with a perilous approach to digging the other

in the ribs, "we did much the same sort of thing in our time, eh? I'm

sure I did--lots of times!"

"I can't reproach myself on that head, Mr. Bultitude; and permit me to

say, that such a tone of treating the affair is apt to destroy the

effect, the excellent moral effect, of your most impressively conveyed

indignation just now. I merely give you a hint, you understand!"

"Oh, ah," said Dick, feeling that he had made a mistake, "yes, I didn't

mean that. But I say, you haven't given him a--a whopping yet, have

you?"

"I had just stepped out to procure a cane for that purpose," said the

Doctor, "when your name was announced."

"Well, look here, you won't want to start again when I'm gone, will

you?"

"An ancient philosopher, my dear sir, was accustomed to postpone the

correction of his slaves until the first glow of his indignation had

passed away. He found that he could----"

"Lay it on with more science," suggested Dick, while Paul writhed where

he stood. "Perhaps so, but you might forgive him now, don't you think?

he won't do it again. If he goes writing any more love-letters, tell me,

and I'll come and talk to him; but he's had a lesson, you know. Let him

off this time."

"I have no right to resist such an entreaty," said the Doctor, "though I

may be inclined myself to think that a few strokes would render the

lesson more permanent. I must ask you to reconsider your plea for his

pardon."

Paul heard this with indescribable anxiety; he had begun to feel

tolerably sure that his evil hour was postponed _sine die_, but might

not Dick be cruel and selfish enough to remain neutral, or even side

with the enemy, in support of his assumed character?

Luckily he was not. "I'd rather let him off," he said awkwardly; "I

don't approve of caning fellows myself. It never did me any good, I

know, and I got enough of it to tell."

"Well, well, I yield. Richard, your father has interceded for you; and I

cannot disregard his wishes, though I have my own view in the matter.

You will hear no more of this disgraceful conduct, sir, unless you do

something to recall it to my memory. Thank your father for his kindness,

which you so little deserved, and take your leave of him."

"Oh, there, it's all right!" said Dick; "he'll behave himself after

this, I know. And oh! I say, sir," he added hastily, "is--is Dulcie

anywhere about?"

"My daughter?" asked the Doctor. "Would you like to see her?"

"I shouldn't mind," said Dick, blushing furiously.

"I'm sorry to say she has gone out for a walk with her mother," said the

Doctor. "I'm afraid she cannot be back for some time. It's unfortunate."

Dick's face fell. "It doesn't matter," he muttered awkwardly. "She's

all right, I hope?"

"She is very seldom ailing, I'm happy to say; just now she is

particularly well, thank you."

"Oh, is she?" said Dick gloomily, probably disappointed to find that he

was so little missed, and not suspecting that his father had been

accepted as a substitute.

"Well, do you mind--could I see the fellows again for a minute or two--I

mean I should rather like to inspect the school, you know."

"See my boys? Certainly, my dear sir, by all means; this way," and he

took Dick out to the schoolroom--Paul following out of curiosity.

"You'll find us at our studies, you see," said the Doctor, as he opened

the first baize door. There was a suspicious hubbub and hum of voices

from within; but as they entered every boy was bent over his books with

the rapt absorption of the devoted student--an absorption that was the

direct effect of the sound the door-handle made in turning.

"Our workshop," said the Doctor airily, looking round. "My first form,

Mr. Bultitude. Some good workers here, and some idle ones."

Dick stood in the doorway, looking (if the truth must be told)

uncommonly foolish. He had wanted, in coming there, to enjoy the

contrast between the past and present--which accounts for a good many

visits of "old boys" to the scene of their education. But, confronted

with his former schoolfellows, he was seized at first with an utterly

unreasonable fear of detection.

The class behaved as classes usually do on such occasions. The good boys

smirked and the bad ones stared--the general expression being one of

uneasy curiosity. Dick said never a word, feeling strangely bashful and

nervous.

"This is Tipping, my head boy," touching that young gentleman on the

shoulder, and making him several degrees more uncomfortable. "I expect

solid results from Tipping some day."

"He looks as if his head was pretty solid," said Dick, who had once cut

his knuckles against it.

"My second boy, Biddlecomb. If he applies himself, he too will do me

credit in the world."

"How do, Biddlecomb?" said Dick. "I owe you ninepence--I mean--oh hang

it, here's a shilling for you! Hallo, Chawner!" he went on, gradually

overcoming his first nervousness, "how are you getting on, eh? Doing

much in the sneaking way lately?"

"You know him!" exclaimed the Doctor with naive surprise.

"No, no; I don't know him. I've heard of him, you know--heard of him!"

Chawner looked down his nose with a feeble attempt at a gratified

simper, while his neighbours giggled with furtive relish.

"Well," said Dick at last, after a long look at all the old familiar

objects, "I must be off, you know. Got some important business at home

this evening to look after. The fellows look very jolly and contented,

and all that sort of thing. Enough to make one want to be a boy again

almost, eh? Good-bye, you chaps--ahem, young gentlemen, I wish you good

morning!"

And he went out, leaving behind him the impression that "young

Bultitude's governor wasn't half such a bad old buffer."

He paused at the open front door, to which Paul and the Doctor had

accompanied him. "Good-bye," he said; "I wish I'd seen Dulcie. I should

like to see your daughter, sir; but it can't be helped. Good-bye; and

you," he added in a lower tone to his father, who was standing by,

inexpressibly pained and disgusted by his utter want of dignity, "you

mind what I told you. Don't try any games with me!"

And, as he skipped jauntily down the steps to the gateway, the Doctor

followed his unwieldy, oddly-dressed form with his eyes, and, inclining

his head gravely to Dick's sweeping wave of the hand, asked with a

compassionate tone in his voice. "You don't happen to know, Richard, my

boy, if your father has had any business troubles lately--anything to

disturb him?"

And Mr. Bultitude's feelings prevented him from making any intelligible

reply.