克莱采奏鸣曲· Bab 7

Bab Bab 7 · Chapter VII

. Chapter VII

“And it was very easy to capture me, since I was brought up under

artificial conditions, like cucumbers in a hothouse. Our too abundant

nourishment, together with complete physical idleness, is nothing but

systematic excitement of the imagination. The men of our society are

fed and kept like reproductive stallions. It is sufficient to close the

valve,—that is, for a young man to live a quiet life for some time,—to

produce as an immediate result a restlessness, which, becoming

exaggerated by reflection through the prism of our unnatural life,

provokes the illusion of love.

“All our idyls and marriage, all, are the result for the most part of

our eating. Does that astonish you? For my part, I am astonished that

we do not see it. Not far from my estate this spring some moujiks were

working on a railway embankment. You know what a peasant’s food

is,—bread, _kvass_,[*] onions. With this frugal nourishment he lives,

he is alert, he makes light work in the fields. But on the railway this

bill of fare becomes _cacha_ and a pound of meat. Only he restores this

meat by sixteen hours of labor pushing loads weighing twelve hundred

pounds.

[*] _Kvass_, a sort of cider.

“And we, who eat two pounds of meat and game, we who absorb all sorts

of heating drinks and food, how do we expend it? In sensual excesses.

If the valve is open, all goes well; but close it, as I had closed it

temporarily before my marriage, and immediately there will result an

excitement which, deformed by novels, verses, music, by our idle and

luxurious life, will give a love of the finest water. I, too, fell in

love, as everybody does, and there were transports, emotions, poesy;

but really all this passion was prepared by mamma and the dressmakers.

If there had been no trips in boats, no well-fitted garments, etc., if

my wife had worn some shapeless blouse, and I had seen her thus at her

home, I should not have been seduced.”